One Last Goodbye - A Steferine Fanfiction.

OH MY GOD the horror peeta mustve felt when his name was called out for the reaping and none of his brothers volunteered for him when just mere moments before he watched as katniss volunteered for her sister. none of his brothers chose to keep him alive DESPITE THE FACT THAT 1.) peeta’s older brother - the second mellark son - was old enough to volunteer at the games and 2.) he was stronger than peeta. according to katniss, he won first place in a school wrestling match. peeta came in second. MEANING THIS MELLARK BROTHER HAD HIGHER CHANCES OF WINNING THAN PEETA since physical strength is v important but no. he chose to let his brother go

AND THEN we find out that haymitch chose to keep katniss alive in the 74th hunger games and not peeta. even tho haymitch liked peeta more than katniss. smth similar happens in catching fire where they rescue katniss - AND SEVERAL OTHER TRIBUTES - which results in peeta getting captured by the capitol.

time and time again people have chosen to let peeta go. either because hes not as capable as the others or hes just. Not a priority.

then comes the end of mockingjay where katniss chooses peeta over gale. its an obvious choice of course, considering that gale accidentally got prim killed. BUT that doesnt change the fact that someone finally chose peeta. not as some backup option but as a permanent choice. katniss chose peeta and was determined to NOT let him go.

My sucess story

Trigger Warning: Abusive, homophobia, mentions of suicide

Hey there, Maya! I just had to take a moment and express my appreciation for all the fantastic posts you put out. I can now confirm, without a shadow of a doubt, that shifting is real, manifesting is real, and so is the void. Our desires and ambitions aren't in vain.

I've been part of the shifting community since 2020 when it exploded on TikTok. It might not matter much, but as a gay man, I rarely saw other guys in the community (though Reddit and Amino have a more diverse crowd). I've always felt more comfortable in women-centric spaces because they tend to be less judgmental.

I never saw success stories from guys, especially the kind I wanted to see - like waking up in a new world, not just manifesting money or a girlfriend (or boyfriend in my case >.<). I've always been spiritual and interested in witchcraft, voodoo, deities, and now manifesting and shifting. But it felt like nothing would let me shift.

Growing up with homophobic and physically abusive parents, struggling with poverty, depression, homelessness, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and more, I began to feel like you could only manifest and shift if your life was okay. I didn't have the luxury of time or safety to practice methods, constantly dealing with noise, verbal abuse, or physical violence.

Then, I read this post

https://www.reddit.com/r/shiftingrealities/comments/14v4lw3/how_to_shift_the_next_time_you_go_to_sleep/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=ioscss&utm_content=2&utm_term=1

It led me to your Tumblr because OP used some of your old posts and talked about the concept of the void. All searched lead to tumblr. A couple of months ago (2.5 ish) after one of the worst days of my life, I went to bed sobbing, trying to block out the noise around me, praying and crying for anything - death, shifting, a new identity...

Everything around me started to fade - it was as if I was being engulfed by a white, serene blanket of nothingness. It was completely silent, and I couldn't see or feel anything. The only thing that seemed to persist was my awareness.

Now, I've read about the void before, but mostly in the context of it being a black, empty space. So, I'm not entirely sure if what I experienced was indeed the void or something altogether different. The concept still baffles me a bit, but I'm learning and growing through these experiences.

Regardless of where I was, my heart was set on reaching my dr.I kept praying and hoping, to wake up in my DR.

I woke up in my Twitch streamer DR! I found myself in a completely unfamiliar yet perfect place. My room was equipped with a high-end PC, top-notch gaming gear, and quaint decor items. Milo, my dog, was there too. I was sharing a mansion in LA with my boyfriend and four other streamers. The house was beyond my imagination, and streaming here was a dream come true. As night fell, my friends and I explored the vibrant LA nightlife, creating lasting memories.

After a week, i can’t lie I almost forgot I had shifted here. Then, I set an intention to shift back into this reality but where I had moved out, lived with my best friend and their supportive parents, mastered shifting and manifesting, had my desired looks, and money came easily to me. And it worked!

Since then, I've been living my best boujee gay life, and I shift all the time. I even created a waiting room where I'm immortal and use it whenever I need a break. I wish I could offer better advice, but like everyone says, there isn't a key to shifting. It's different for everyone. But you can and will shift. You can manifest your dream life. You can and deserve to be happy

Oh my god, I'm so happy for you, love 💕💕. I also completely related to what you felt. I know it can seem like your circumstances are holding you back, but believe me when I say this - that couldn't be further from the truth.

It's that same resilience, and your ability to persist despite the odds, that paved the way to your dream life. There’s nothing, I mean nothing that can stop you. Not wavering, crying, or doubt. Nothing. If you want it, it’s yours.

something that i think people don't understand abt manifesting is that you really need to forget abt the "how"

i want to share something that happened recently at work. as many of you know, im working my dream job that i manifested in the void. the coworkers are great, the pay is amazing, i do like the work im doing and i manifested being really good at it too BUT recently i kind of hit a block mentally. there wasn't really anything i disliked and i couldn't even explain what i felt and why i felt this way.

i talked to some friends but all they could suggest is getting a new job but that wasn't it either.

anyways i know LOA and i can even enter the void. i didn't enter the void for this issue because i didn't know what i wanted so one night, when i was contemplating this entire issue, i decided no more. i just knowingly told myself that i would start loving my job and did SATS for it.

within the next day, a coworker announced she was moving to a different company. and by coworker, i meant a huge boss. this threw our entire company into a frenzy and it was determined that my department was to take on some of her stuff. all of us had our responsibilities moved around and i got some new tasks.

these new tasks are so fun! and i also came into realization as to what was troubling me. i work in data analytics, meaning i look at all my company's data and i analyze trends or anything else people need. i manifested being insanely good at coding and having an easy time with projects so i really like this job but i kinda didn't see any results of my work. i would do all this work and then hand it off to someone and just start doing something else. however, one of my new responsibilities is actually seeing what happens with my data, seeing what people do with it, and I'm now able to directly speak to some people in meetings and such and emphasize my thoughts. when i first manifested everything in the void, it was coming from a girl who was pretty insecure and shy and liked to keep to herself. im still an introvert (ig that never really leaves you) but now im way more confident and ig i really wanted to talk to people and push my ideas more.

not to mention, these new responsibilities opened up a whole new coworker circle for me. don't get me wrong, i love my coworker friends but it's always fun to meet newer people and i met some really nice people who are changing the way i think professionally but are also great people in general.

i also got my equipment upgraded and i never realized how annoying my old equipment was until i experienced the new equipment.

anyways i could go on and on but the point im trying to make is "don't worry about the how." i literally didn't even know why i was feeling down and if you had asked me before if that coworker would be leaving, i would have said no. she's been working there for 20+ years and she always loved her job and had amazing benefits so no one saw this coming, but i did talk to her and she said she always wanted to try a different industry and she finally got the opportunity. not to mention, my department and her department aren't even closely related. ig my department knows a little bit of everyone's stuff because we look at everyone's data but we were totally blindsided when we were first told thar we were the ones that were going to help take over, esp such a high level person's job.

this is a side story but one night, i just really wanted some cookies. ig i was having midnight munchies but the cookies were 25 miles away and there was just no way it was happening. anyways i fell asleep knowing that i was going to get the cookies the next day and i was just thinking of doordash or grabbing them myself but when i woke up, the cookies were on the kitchen table. before everyone starts hating and asking how those cookies appeared out of nowhere, apparently my friend was in the area and thought of me so she grabbed me some as soon as they opened and left it on my kitchen table.

so seriously, stop worrying about the how and what ifs and just go straight to your desire.

Astrology Observations 6

~Venus Edition~

(In no particular order)

-Libra Venus rly tries to flirt with everyone and everything but they’re so sweet about it. I’d pay to have one tell me how much they like me for a day

-Taurus and Sagittarius Venus are very selective about who they get involved with. I’ve noticed you can actually like these people but unless they’re pursuing you it doesn’t matter

-Pisces and Gemini Venuses are actually really similar, except Pisces just idealizes and forgives everyone to the point of hurting themselves. Both have such mass amounts of love to give, they aren’t sure where to put it and tend to choose the wrong people. Both are incredibly lively and offer depth. End Gemini Venus slander now

-Aquarius Venus will spend literal years slowly opening up to you— their version of a litmus test is patience, they care so deeply and must be protected. Reminds me of Pisces a little, but I firmly believe Aquarius and Pisces are two sides of the same coin. Aquarians are idealists at heart and just don’t want to get crushed by the world so they’re a little more guarded. The desire to become one with humanity is present with Aquarius Venuses, whereas Pisces wants to be one with the Universe

-Leo Venus wants to be worshipped and appreciated, but these people will go to bat for you if they decide they like you. You can barely do wrong in their eyes and it doesn’t matter if you’re in the wrong or not, if someone’s coming for your neck they simply do not care and will just defend your honor

-Aries Venus, can y’all chill on the whole please, stop hurting yourselves rushing into things. You’re very sweet but I see a cycle with Aries Venus where they rush into things, get hurt, and immediately do it again

-Scorpio Venus is hands down the most loyal next to Taurus Venus, except they want to kind of possess your mind and soul. Scorpio wants a feisty damsel in distress so they can be a hero (but they want the other person to be independent), whereas Taurus wants a lover and an equal

-Cancer Venus scares me a little because of the volatility, but they’re the ones bringing you chicken noodle soup and doting on you all the time

-Capricorn Venus is the most underrated Venus placement and Pisces Venus is the most overrated. Bag someone with a Capricorn Venus and most every annoyance in your life will go away because they want to fix things for you

-Virgo Venus reminds me of a Dad, they can be overly critical but at the end of the day it’s only because they care and want to see you do well in life. Once again, very loyal when they choose because of being an Earth Venus

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❦ this pac was requested @junswic , i never forgot it! and im not taking in any requests anymore since i already have the last two pick a piles im my drafts that im doing, and i thought the ones they came up with was very interesting and i'd like to try one of them so i evidently picked the dark powers one!

❦ anyways, take a deep breathe and choose wisely!

PILE ONE - THE SILVER QUEEN

❦ from what im getting for this pile is that you have a dark power of making many people submit to you, without barely doing anything you have this power of making others feel intimidated by you, even though this gives you automatic authority over other people. they might be others who will want to be different and go against you. due to how used to you are having others submit to you it could rub you the wrong way when you see someone not behave like others. you have this queen energy that makes many people do whatever you want them to do, you have this cold fire energy to you and especially when you speak. you can speak with softness yet people would still be able to hear the dominance you bear with your soul.

❦ you have this dark power of controlling both men and women, it could be considered as mind manipulation/mind control, or people from the outside would study it as people fearing you so they do whatever you want them to do. your dark power could include of influence, you will have people by your side all the time and would have people advocate for you, you might have people around you that see you doing barely anything wrong which could lead to something dangerous. even though your dark power could impact people around you, this could also impact you, because they see you as someone who is "perfect" and "mighty" the moment you do something they wouldnt expect them to do, all their delusions about you will fall and they can become disappointed.

❦ but because of your mind manipulation, you can quickly make them believe otherwise. you can make them start thinking you are someone who is perfect and outer-worldly again. this is a pile for people who want to feel like a God, this could be your inner self, what you want to become, becoming someone who could have someone's life in their hands. deciding if they should go punished or unpunished. (very Lilith-like).

❦ as i said that you have this type of influence, which could once against link back to mind manipulation. with just with the look on your face and the gloss in your eyes, you could make others decide if they want to or not want to do anything. people who chose this pile could be very excellent when giving puppy-eyes which could make it difficult for others to say not to you. many people who have picked this pile could be studied as someone who is brattish and spoiled, being very used to everything going there way. and because you are so good at mind-control, you can use it to make others go against others, the power of persuasion and influence.

❦ people who've picked this pile might have some aquarius, pisces, leo, neptune and uranus, prominent lilith and slight scorpio dominance to them. they could even have some pluto dominance to them; those placements are very required for someone to have that much influence on others, it could even go to the degrees, the 23 degree, 17 degree, 10 degree and 20 degree. but the most dominant and prominent sign and planet that is coming up for me for this pile is pisces and neptune.

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PILE TWO - QUEEN OF HELL

❦ for those who have picked this pile, i sense that your dark power is being able to transform yourself from every situation and like the previous pile, or which i'd say is quite similar to the previous pile, many of you have the power to deceive others. being able to get other people to do your bidding without them realising that they are doing your bidding; many of you are witty, mischievous, cunning and alluring that is most likely how you get many people to fall for what you say to them causing them to do what you want. like i said in the beginning of the paragraph that you have the ability to transform yourself from every situation, including negative situations, you guys mainly transform yourself from negative situations, in a way that you become more powerful than ever. in a "what doesnt kill you makes you stronger" way.

❦ however, like, the previous pile, you guys can be very manipulative, but not in a mind-control way. perhaps you guys already have done or maybe it has flown through your mind, or you have the capability to do it; you guys might've used someone's leverage against them. but majority of the leverage could be about relationships, im seeing a lot of you guys used leverage against married people who've tried to hit on you. im also getting that you use sex to get what you want. very mischievous people who have picked this pile and people who usually have ulterior motives.

❦ im seeing that many of you might pray to a deity or that some of you just have a God-Complex, i sense that the reason why majority of you are like this is because you have been wronged in the past many time and perhaps you let people get away with it back then until there was just a moment when you had enough. you woke up as a different person, a person with an agenda, perchance, many of you are bitter people but you are not bitter without a reason.

❦ possibly, you being bitter is what aids you to go throughout the day. without that bitterness you wouldnt have accomplished the things you have done. it could be said that your dark power would include vengefulness and a powerful will, it could be studied that many of you have been called a bitch and you never took offence to it. perchance you even agree with the claim, it makes you feel good that you make other people miserable. you feed onto negativity it is a like a power source to many of you guys, possibly people do feel bad negativity around you, and perhaps it is bad energy due to the negative generated power you consume. adding onto your dark power, it would be studied that you always have versatility and duality to dip into different personalities, which could be a reason why people think you're two-faced.

❦ howbeit, you do that to adapt into the atmosphere you're in, specifically if they're new atmospheres. ironically, some of you might even be a twin and you could be considered as the rebellious twin. moreover, to the placements im seeing for this pile is heavy mercury, virgo, gemini, scorpio, pluto, sagittarius, aquarius and libra. mainly mutable energy for this pile, degrees like 18°, 21°, 20°, 29°, 15° and the 16°.

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PILE THREE - QUEEN OF THE NIGHT

❦ this is a very devious and slick mass of people who've picked this pile. sirens, femme fatales, plutonians and lilithians gathered here. people who love the darkness, the occult, death and magic. a lot of people who practice witchcraft or anything else surrounding it picked this pile, but that is not the dark power i'll be speaking about. the dark power people who've picked this pile would have is the ability to lure others, as if a snake trapping their prey. the ability to deceit others successfully all the time and possibly having the ability to enhance your beauty, being very adaptable in your surroundings, being able to do all dark mischievous things while still being able to look like the innocent one.

❦ one of your abilities is perserverance, having the ability to wait it out, wait till someone's death or wait until someone's tired. also waiting until the person you are against forgets what they've done so you can attack and surprise them, like those thieves in the night; on one hand, i have a state of mind that many of you have to have at least one clair. this is the pile of people who are very spiritually talented and barely of you use it for a peaceful or happy thing. many of you use your gifts to seek out revenge and justice. perchance, a lot of you were pushed to a moment you had nothing but the darkness and the darkness enveloped you with a cold warmth.

❦ being nocturnal, which could aid you on succeeding on the things you've planned. many of you are secretive and intelligent. having the power to outsmart any opponent you have even if they're more knowledgable or "powerful" than you. both "knowledge is power" and "power is power" are your mottos and you know when to use them individually or you know how to use them the same time. returning to the point of you having the ability to lure others in, masses of you do have this siren affect and you like to use it on men most of the time, to play and toy with their feelings, majority of the time is when they come to you with ulterior motives but you being the cunning person you are, you outsmart them.

❦ people who've picked this pile embody darkness and malevolence. you have this dark power to read someone's mind with ease, you scare and intimidate people. eyes either holding much expression or very detached. but grin malicious or playful, some people might consider you as someone who appears or disappears very quickly, but you have this impact to be printed in someone's mind for a very long time, as if their mind is your home. having this dark ability to pick every insecurity or fear one has and use it against them.

❦ having this all-knowing energy that makes people automatically think that you're better than them, of course this'll bring nasty and envious energy but many of you wouldnt care due to you being of people who feed on negative energy. being able to do risky things for your benefit, many of you are self-righteous, selfish and arrogant but it helps you through life, you do have this light within you but you decide to cover it with a blanket and only show it to people you think are deserving of it. placements i get for this pile is mainly scorpio, aries, aquarius, virgo, pisces and leo. with dominant pluto, uranus, moon and sun, im getting a mars-venus, mars-neptune, venus-pluto, sun-pluto and jupiter-pluto aspects for people here; returning to the point of you doing risky things for your benefit, perhaps people have hurt you for your benefit and now all you do is reflect them. perhaps you project a lot, you're self-aware of the darkness and evilness that does fill up your body that it could be stated that your dark power is genuinely just darkness.

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PILE FOUR - THE REVOLUTION QUEEN

❦ here lies the provokers and the teasers, the people who think they're better than others but perhaps they even are. having the dark power to get a reaction from anyone, being able to get under anyone's skin; perchance many of you are hated because of how much distaste people get when they even say your name, or the annoyed groan that comes out of their mouths when they hear or see of your presence. i have a state of mind that you knowing that you can make people feel that way makes you feel good, knowing your power and impact on people.

❦ having this dark power to control other's emotions, pathokinesis is what they call it. aside from all the negative thoughts people could have of you, you could be described as some sort of charmer. knowing your way with words, knowing how to get someone riled up, knowing how to get someone sad or knowing how to get someone horny. making someone's knees shake because of how you word sentences, it could be stated that it does sound like mind manipulation, but, this is different, this is the manipulation of someone's mental state.

❦ having the potential to make someone leave the room with glee or despair. you could be described as someone who's a little wicked, evil with without a cause, being mischievous just for the fun of it, it makes you laugh knowing how brittle and frail human emotion's are, that to others it could be studied that you are not human but a mean sorceress. having the dark ability to prey on others just because you can; maybe you do this to make yourself feel better about yourself and it works. perhaps inside that cold and hard body of yours, if pierced with the sharpest weapon the world could wield and that tip of the weapon could touch your heart, they would be able to feel the sad and insecure feelings that rush through your body.

❦ but it's not your fault, the world has made you this way and so you must make the world feel how you've felt, and you're great at it. another nocturnal pile, maybe you're the people who cant even sleep, back rested against the bed as you stare up at the ceiling, hands either beside your body or against your stomach as you imagine all the things you could do. revenge, being a dark power of yours. knowing what you could do to others makes you smile, skin made out of tough steel, having the power to get through anything.

❦ maybe you've been called insane, but it didnt hurt you, you've been told worse that almost nothing could hurt you. maybe you've been called crazy, a bitch, a psycho, all the rude words under the sun and you've accepted them. you've been looked at as if your whole existence was taboo, perhaps you were someone who wasnt accepted in this life time, being a lone wolf, maybe some of you even have a short amount of friends, but you might not talk to them all the time. being a hermit, needing alone time to regenerate. accepting loneliness as it accepted you, you might even find it better with it just staying that way. seeing pisces placements for this pile, heavy 12h placements, neptune placements, cancer, scorpio placements, 11h and 8h placements. heavy aquarius and uranus energy perhaps even sagittarius. prominent lilith and pluto dominant too.

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the mike wazowski VOID STATE challenge

yes the challenge is called mike wazowski, dont judge mike (and dont judge me too lmao

complain and blame method 😫😫😪

I know I know, I said we are in "void detox 🍵era" in this blog... But I got an idea of a new challenge that you all may like so I am breaking the rules here 😎

mike hottie wazowski is this gentleman and i named the challenge after him since its a hot challenge just like him get it?

💬"Ok, ok Lotus,... What is this stupid challenge about?"

Oh yea, the challenge... yes yes.

So! The challenge is to complain and blame! I dare you to complain about your void journey! Can you complain all day and enter the complainer state? I bet you do! 🤭

As we know, our states are reflected. What we do within ourselves is manifested in our world.

Bloggers say "enter the state of the person that always enter the void☝️👩‍🏫"

But some of you don't feel like you can do it, right? Yes, I know. You try and then give up. "How you I believe, how would i do thhaaat?? 😪😭😭" then you complain again and again.

Are you the "I TRIEEED EVWRYTHING I NEED TO EMTERR HEESLP MEE 😭😭😭" person? YOUR PROBLEMS END HERE muahahha!! 😼

You are now my actor/actress 😼 your paper is to be someone who always enter the void so easily that it ANNOYS YOU🙄🙄. Like?? You cannot even sleep without entering ughhh 😑

You will take this as a fun challenge! Can you have fun doing this? I know you can! Just take it easy and be the most annoyed and worried person in earth!

There are a lot of people here who is worried and obsessed about the void. You are already in this state and can't see motivation to leave it? Just change the focus of it! Now you are obsessed to know WHY you ALWAYS WAKE UP/TAP IN THE VOID.

HEHHEHEH WHAT A PLOT TWIST, NO? 😌😏

Here is how you will do: you will act as if you were entering in the void literally always and you are sooo annoyedd 😒😒😒😒 I'll give you an exemple of how your self talk should be like:

"Awww I just woke up 🛌 and I entered in void agaaain arrghh 😒😒😒 bro?? Whhyy I keep entering in this mf everytime I sleep? 🙄🙄 like how can I stop myself of ENTERING ALWAAAYSS?? I TRIED EVERYTHING AND I KEEP ENTERING in the VOID😭😭😭😪 How can i even live this day knowing if I fall asleep or when night comes I will be there 🙄 AGAIN??? 😫 omg i amm sooo mad that I enter in void like instantly I cannot even close my eyes cuz BOOM 😭😤😤 and to know that I am forced to enter today agaiinnn?? 🙄😭😭😭😭. LIKE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO MEEEE?? 😟😟Oohh not its getting time to sleep and i'll enteeer the voidd agaaainn 🙄🙄"

+You can also imagine you telling a friend how you always enter the void to the point it is annoying you.

+You can have fun, make it natural and be creative! Roll your eyes 🙄, act as if! Act like a movie actress, take a breath 😤 and say "uuhh omg why i keep enteriinnnn duh 😒"

KEEP LIVING IN 4D AND IN THE CHARACTHER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!! If you left the state just go back to your self talks about "ughh i keep entering" again! 💗

The focus here is to change your assumptions and take it easy, you ignore 3d and keep telling yourself the new story 💗

Don't think in terms of "when will I enter?" But "I know I will enter since i always do, it is done".

How long should I do the challenge?

That's up to you! You can pick a date, enter today, enter in 3 days, do along @uniquelymeandmyworld2 challenge or whatever you feel like!

That is it 😌 have fun babygirls 💗😘

Little Shravana thing notes

I have Saturn Shravana in my 9th house, and I remember as a kid I was chosen(Shravana has choose One energy) by my classmates to go on a four day trip out of the state. When I tell you I was shocked they chose me, and I also grew up on my Saturn line.

I have a friend who has a Shravana Moon in her 6th house, she has medical condition which cause her to have a limp(Shravana represents limps or three legs), but honestly she's fast as fuck. I remember not even noticing her limp until she pointed it out.

the mindset journey

So hi.

My mindset has been evolving a lot ever since I started this journey, and I thought I'd lay it all out in one post. Subliminals, mindless affirming, scripting, visualization, states. I've tried so many things out, and I think I've finally figured out what works for me.

TLDR:

Stop “trying” to manifest or checking the 3d, you already have full results, creation was over like since forever.

Sure you know that you’re God, as the posts and everything you’ve seen tells you, but have you really embraced that internally?

It doesn’t matter how many posts you read, it’s up to you to actually change your mindset.

Logic is literally useless, be delusional (don’t you just wanna go ape-shit :), go get your fucking desires)

Time is not linear, and means nothing when manifesting.

Revision is so powerful, use it.

It’s just so easy guys, please just make sure you’re actually applying the information you see instead of just passively scrolling through.

And the rest is under the cut, happy reading <33

I started off in the subliminal community in Oct 2020 and just had so many limiting beliefs, it was sad. Not to shit on the community or anything, some of them are wonderful people and most of them have changed their mindset as well, but my initial knowledge prevented me from getting to this point until now. But, now I’m here, and a day after I wrote this in my drafts, I literally manifested my ideal life. I originally started this blog to collect advice from loa blogs, but honestly, I don’t need any of it anymore. Though I do like helping people, so if you have any questions, feel free to shoot me an ask.

The Initial Mindset:

I always read through countless posts that say “You’re God” and “You literally can get what you want without even trying.” While I understood the text and adopted the mindset, I still did little subconscious things that contradicted it. While I affirmed my self-concept was perfect, I would also cram-study for exams and worry I would fail. I would say I look perfect, but then also worry about the way my body looked. Also, the way that I literally became obsessed with loa media? I spent hours watching Sammy Ingram videos, looping subliminals, and reading tumblr posts on “how to manifest faster and better”. During this phase of my life, my mind was plagued with intrusive thoughts and my self-concept was slowly getting better, but still absolute shit. I would manifest things here and there, but nothing life-changing.

The main problem however, was the fact that I would treat manifesting like a task I HAD to do. Now that school was back in session, I literally would zone out during specific classes on purpose and just affirm to myself. I would feel bad if I hadn’t listened to my subliminal playlist for the day because I “wasted time in getting my desires”. There’s nothing wrong with vainly affirming or listening to subs if you believe it works, but for me, treating manifesting like a task meant that I was looking for an outcome. Clearly, now I know better, that everything is always done and that there’s nothing to complete, but back then, this was probably the main reason why I struggled to see full results easily. I was acting out of desperation and didn't believe manifestation already was done.

When Everything Changed:

I know that it’s different for everyone, but my “aha!” moment was probably when I read this post. Seriously, go read it, it made me realize that I was going about it all wrong. Now, it wasn’t learning how to perfect my manifesting, it was learning to pull out the tiny limiting beliefs that had burrowed its way into my subconscious.

For example,

“I need to do xyz so that I can get my manifestations.”

Why would I would need to do anything if I already have all of my manifestations hmm? It’s literally already done. Like there’s no need to put in that effort into something that’s already perfect right? So why do I need to even need to try? I literally get whatever tf I want without even trying. This doesn’t mean that every method out there is useless, but in the end, you are the one doing the manifesting, not the method.

“But... this makes absolutely no logical sense! How would this even work?”

I know that STEM me loves finding the logic behind everything, so that’s why I struggled a lot with the logic and time aspect. But darling, it doesn’t need to make sense. There are literally so many things in the world that scientists to this day can’t explain, including just how powerful and complex your brain is. Not to mention the fact that concepts such as logic and science are literally man-made too? What’s the point in trying to deal with logic? Just let go and have fun.

“I affirmed so hard, and I believed it. But then it never showed up when the time came.”

First off, your time spent affirming means nothing, sorry to break it to you. It’s about the mindset(your state if you will) you currently exist in that truly makes a difference. And just because it didn’t show up today doesn’t mean that you missed your window of opportunity. Revision is still manifesting, because time is not a linear concept. Anything at any time can just change with a snap of your fingers. You want to change all of your test scores? Bam, it’s done. you wish WW2 never happened? Bam, it’s done. You want to relive the past 5 years of your life? Bam, it’s done. It doesn’t matter what the event is, what time it is, or that you “didn’t do it before the deadline”. Whenever you do get it(which is instant/soon if you're persisting properly), it will be there, seamlessly blended in with your 3d. You don’t need to worry about a damn thing, your subconscious will take care of everything for you.

“Oh no! I just had intrusive thoughts, did I just mess up my manifestations?”

Why are you giving intrusive thoughts the power to do anything? Sure, you may get them, but that doesn’t mean that they have any effect on you. It’s the doubt they make you feel in your mindset that truly messes it up. Don’t give in. Acknowledge the thought, accept that it literally means nothing, and continue to persist. Your thoughts only have the power you give them.

“Nah, everyone has to be lying, this doesn’t seem real.” / ”Manifesting must just be a coincidence, there’s no way this is real.”

Oh? So you’re saying, the amount of posts you’ve seen, all of the success stories, all of the followers and comments, are you saying every single one of them is lying? No. I’m not saying that every single one of them is truthful, but there’s no way that every single one of them would lie and put this much work into something that’s not real. If you find yourself struggling to believe in the law, I’d suggest you try to manifest something small, and then build up your belief from there. I sure as hell didn’t believe in any of this from the beginning, but then, I manifested consciously for the first time. Again, and again. It became easier, and my life got better. It soon becomes apparent that literally everything you think happens. I always used to wonder how things I randomly thought in the back of my head always happened even though I literally didn’t do anything about it in the 3d. This proved to me that your mental state is more powerful than it seems.

“Can I manifest-”

Yes. Just yes. You’re GOD. GOD. Why tf is God asking some random loa account if they can manifest something or not? Ofc God would know that they can manifest whatever the fuck they want instantly. Do you think when God said “Let there be light”, he first asked people around him if he could? No. He took that shit and just fucking ran with it.

“But-but, what if-”

Uh-uh. I don’t want to fucking hear it. Like I said in the previous section, stop overthinking everything you do. Just go. Run with what you already know and manifest the life of your dreams. You don’t need to keep looking for new information, some specific post that changes everything for you. All they can do for you is steer you in the right direction. You’re the one who’s going to have to figure out our mindset and pull yourself together, no one else can do it. Take back your power, embrace it. I don’t care if you unfollow every single loa account or delete tumblr, just stop looking for the next post. Why would you need more information when you already have everything you need?

I wrote down everything I struggled with, forgot about it, and continued to persist in my new mindset. I ignored any negative 3d circumstances, and just vibed in the feeling that my desires were already here, that feeling of contentment someone has when everything in their life is just amazing. The main question I asked myself was, what would a person who had ____ think, and I went from there. Soon the things I wanted just started popping up in my life, just as I knew it would. I feel like the things I’ve said in this post are pretty much the same concepts you see all over loa tumblr, which is why it’s so important that you actively take in the information that’s being given to you and actually apply it. I was obsessed with tumblr and kept on scrolling through countless blogs and posts, and I was only able to fully manifest after I stepped away from all of that. There is no big secret. There’s no miraculous method that will fix everything for you. There’s just... you. And your subconscious. Whatever you tell your subconscious, goes. As simple as that.

How about, instead of scrolling to whatever next loa post you were about to see on this app, you close tumblr and just go live your best life? Don’t overcomplicate it and just do whatever feels natural to you. I hope this post helped, happy manifesting!

-cinna

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