Something That I Think People Don't Understand Abt Manifesting Is That You Really Need To Forget Abt

To those who need to hear this; Sleep Paralysis part one

I’m going to reblog the second part of the video, if the reblogs allow me

"I GOT A LIST OF NAMES AND YOURS IS IN RED UNDERLINED".

Sugar's revenge void story.

Before I entered the void, the sole reason of my existence was revenge. I woke up everyday only because of the hope that I'll get revenge someday on everybody who did me wrong. Yes, I'm petty and I don't care. Even though I spent most of my life wanting to end myself, I always believed there will be a time when I can turn everything around, when I give people back what they've put me through. And lads, I'm so excited to tell you I've done exactly that.

Hello, Welcome. This will be a fun ride.

I was 4 when I was Abus3d. FOUR. My parents didn't believe me. And I was bullied my entire life from that point. Until 16, I had no friends. I used to get cyber bullied for my appearance multiple times. My life was hell. My household would blame me for my hardships. I had no one to talk to. At the age of 14 I got SAed. Nobody knew. I was so scared. I couldn't tell anyone because I had no one to. I never believed in god but later that day I spent a whole day in temple crying my eyes out begging forgiveness for the crime I never committed and just to take my life away. My favorite god turned their back on me.

At 17, I got cyber bullied again. It was bad this time. One of them stalked me IRL too. Real bad. Since I had no one to talk to, I went to the cops for the first time. I have been through a lot more that I personally am hesitant to type it out. My therapist, friends and exes can agree that life has been extremely unfair to me. The situation in my family was the worst to say the least.

I endured it all. I always did. I was hopeful

At some point, I found about law of attraction from the secret. I'm gonna be honest dawg wtf was that?? Those coaches are just straight up looting money, omg it was full of limiting beliefs. Unlike others, I didn't find Law of attraction attracting at all. I was still hopeful that this ain't it, something better will definitely come along. Then I got to know about Law of assumption. But I found it extremely hard to trust. I over consumed so much. I had so much trouble applying it because does it also mean I "manifested" by abuses and bullyings? Did I "feel" or "know" they were going to happen to me? Did I manifest my family? The birth name I was given? I don't think so. Despite everything, I only had good to give others. That was the way I was raised. If you're an Indian you would have heard this- "if someone slapped your left cheek, show them your right, so that they can slap that too". I would let my current bf slap my other set of cheeks hehe

Although I believed I could consciously create my future, the beliefs I held from an age as early as 4 was my biggest hindrance in applying the law. I didn't have any conscious manifestations although I had known the law for over 2 years. I used to beat myself up and get so depressed because how am I in worse position even though I know the cheat code to life. After few months I found my first love. I was the happiest but that MF cheated on me and convinced me it was my fault because I made him cheat. He also threatened he'll expose my pictures on the internet if I didn't accept him back. After few months I found another love. I really loved him. He did too, but he forced me against my will to take away my virginity and I dumped him. 🤡

I was diagnosed with clinical depression. It got so bad that it affected me physically. I got PCOS, Diabities and Thyroid. I gained weight too fast that just added to my body dismorphia. I was living a pathetic and dingy lifestyle. My room was always a garbage dump. No, quite literally, I would eat a banana and throw away the peel in my room, I was not only lazy but also extremely nihilistic in my Outlook of life.

Until,

I found about the void that came as a ray of sunlight in a dark tunnel. OMFG. I'm so glad I did. I'm so lucky I am here. I am so happy I got my dream life. I am beyond excited because it's only an uphill from here. All those struggles, all that endurance has finally paid off.

I attempted for 1.5 yrs diligently with no hope. I read every success story at least 20 times. Until one day, I entered. Other than manifesting df and db, I manifested...drum roles....REVENGE. And other notable manifestations was the ability to be someone else and to enter people's dreams. Like eg., yesterday I entered my first ex's dream and called him a dumbfuck just because hehe.

I manifested the ability to time travel, to seek revenge on everybody who hurt me (including my parents) and revised every bad circumstance to my benefit. I manifested slow painful death to my abusers and bullies. I amended everything I had to amend. EVERY.SINGLE.THING.

I made a list of everybody who did me wrong and went to them step by step, one by one. Karma is me. I am Karma.

Ngl I realised I wasn't entirely good to some people either. So I revised that too. I went from someone who got bullied for the way I looked to someone that people got scared to approach because of how pretty and splendid I look. I went from someone who got cheated on to someone whose footsteps are literally worshipped. Everybody loves me and everybody wants to be me, wants to be with me. I became THE ideal girl.

Life is good.

i always see (more in the subliminal community) people asking how to know when their subconcious mind is fully reprogrammed and people always say it depends on the person but the real answer is when ur 3d reflects your desire because once you fully reprogram your subconcious mind, your 3d has no choice but to obey.

but the reason im saying this is because at this point in my void journey, i understand loa and have manifested things. you can check my earliest posts but i was anti-loa, but as time went on, i understood loa and i have manifested a few things here and there (a few impossible stuff). however, i still haven't woken up in the void. and why is that?

well in the beginning of my void journey i was anti-loa right? and guess what was happening in my life? i couldn't manifest to save my life. i couldn't even manifest seeing a butterfly if i wanted to. that's what's was being shown in my 3d. and what is my 3d? it's just a reflection of my 4d. but as I slowly learned more and started working on my self concept i started consciously manifesting in my favor and now I'm getting better and better. that's what is being shown in my 3d. and what is my 3d? it's just a reflection of my 4d.

and the void? well I want to say that I have a good void concept but that is not what's being shown in my 3d. and what is my 3d? it's just a reflection of my 4d.

so let me take a serious look at just one of my subconcious beliefs that I believe is stopping me from waking up in the void and address it and i know some of you will relate:

"I'm so jealous of people who just listen to a subliminal for 10 minutes and wake up in the void state. I wish it was that easy for me"

this is something I say all the time. but yk what this reveals. it reveals i subconsciously don't believe that the void can be easy for me, that I don't believe subliminals will work for me, and that I don't belive i will wake up in the void.

why do I believe the void has to be hard for me? ive seen so many success stories of people waking up in the void, even with the subliminal that I purchased, so why do I somehow think it's possible for everyone but me?

i used to think I had a good void concept but I do not and it's things like this that start giving it away but the most conclusive way is to think abt your desire and then look at your 3d. if your desire exists in ur 3d, you havea good self concept regarding it. if not, somethings wrong. what u want and what u think are not matching up.

and the truth is until i truly believe the void is easy and I always wake up in the void, it's never going to happen because that's literally the law.

there is no past

ive been avoiding making posts because all the info u need is already posted but i saw making this post in a 'dream' so might as well

so what exactly is the past? it is an event or experience that precedes the present time.

however if you have been in the loa community for long you may have realised that the only time that exists is now. i had mentioned this briefly in a previous post but i will expand.

the past and the future are concepts made up of thought and false identification. there is essentially no proof of your past existing except from in your mind. therefore how can we be extremely sure that the past actually exists and it's not something we made up?

there is no difference between an 'imagined' past and a past you think you experienced. they both exist in the mind. it is your false identification with an illusory past that makes you believe that what you see in the '3D' is real, when in fact if you choose your 'past' to be different, the '3D' will 'change' accordingly. this is why neville introduced the topic of revision. everything in this world is malleable. the only reason you see the world as solid is because you assume it's solid. if you believed it was liquid, then it would be liquid. there are no objective facts in this world, only what YOU as the creator deems to be true.

isn't this incredibly liberating? nothing from your past holds you back, because it doesn't exist except in your mind! and guess what? YOU are in control of your mind so you can have your desired past where you experience the things you want to and which reflect on the present day.

every moment is a moment you can start afresh. every new moment is a moment you are liberated from your subconscious habits. destroy what you do not want to experience and let it be destroyed. do not come back to it, it does not exist. maybe your ego wants you to revisit it and you become trapped in the clutches of your own mind and your reality becomes a prison, but how silly is that for a God? when you wish to paint, you gather acrylics or watercolours and buy some brushes but without the action of you painting, the canvas remains empty. it remains as it was before because you did not decide to paint. you just stared at the canvas just wishing, hoping, it would change. there is no such thing as 'inspired' action or any of that law of attraction BS. what i am talking about is the act of DECIDING and ACCEPTING that YOU are the painter and the world is your canvas.

don't fall into the trap of just reading posts and understanding it intellectually, apply it. there is literally nothing holding you back, NOTHING. the human body cannot manifest but YOU can. the habits, memories, and thoughts of the mind are illusory. YOU have the power to choose what you want to experience by consciously identifying yourself as the person you wish to be and identify yourself as the life you wish to live. there is no duality, you ARE it now.

although we have said it countless times, leave the world alone. it only listens to your command. it does not exist without you being aware of it, so why not choose to be aware of something you desire? why not choose to be aware of a different past?

there is nothing to do except realise that the human body-mind is illusory. it cannot hold you back. it cannot MAKE you experience something you, as the creator, do not want to.

be free! you are in control. there is nothing outside of you. all is happening within you. you have an abundance of joy and resources within you, access it. live a life you deserve. take life easy. have fun with the human experience. be your own anchor and be grounded in your own power as god.

Pushya is considered as auspicious nakshatra but it makes the native go through some really tough battles, it's ruled by saturn after all .

Also I have seen that this nakshatra in big 3 gives a strained relationship with your father.

Do ya'll have this placement, if yes do you resonate with this🪷🪷🪷

I really do think that Stefan and Katherine should have been together in tvd. Yesterday I was thinking about how Elena was the one who made Damon embrace his humanity and I thought that the same could have happened with Stefan but backwards. Let me explain: Stefan sucked at being a vampire, we all know this, because he was a ripper and with that came the guilt, the brooding and all that stuff, and also and the most important thing he hated being a vampire. His one and only desire was to be human, that’s why he dated Elena and pretended to be a normal guy. He wanted a human girl with a human life (his words not mine) Same with Damon, he hated being human, in fact he couldn’t think of anything more miserable remember…So Damon ended up wanting to be human and embracing the human side of him thanks to Elena and just imagine how amazing it could have been if Stefan learnt to love his own nature and embrace his vampirism thanks to Katherine.

In my opinion, if this had happened Stefan would have been a much better character with a real character growth arc and it would’ve been just so fucking interesting. The love story could have worked as well as the delena relationship did.

Also, Katherine was the one who turned him so it could be so great if she was the one who teached him how to make a good vampire, how to love being one.

I also think that Stefan couldn’t love anyone right until he learnt to love himself, so…

And if they didn’t want to make nothing romantic between them, although I think it should have been, it could have been a really good friendship that improved the lives of both.

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I have officially mastered the void

So this morning (afternoon actually) i decided to tap into the void so I did the 61 points yoga nidra meditation with a subliminal. I didn’t really need the subliminal I was just using it cause my headphones are somewhat noise cancelling and my family was awake so I didn’t want to get distracted. But the meditation was really relaxing. At first I had some trouble staying focused but then I reminded myself why I was doing this and what I was doing it for. So it kept me motivated. After that i affirmed a little bit then I counted down from 100 and then I affirmed some more then I got bored of affirming so i started visualizing and then I got bored of that so I just decided to focus on the darkness behind my eyelids.

I never really took that advice from people when they said it helped cause I didn’t believe them but it actually worked. Out of everything else I did that was the one thing that sent me straight to the void. I think for the most part it was just letting go of that desperate feeling i always have when I try to enter. I always feel like I’m forcing myself to do it so I just let go and kind of forgot about what I was doing while still keeping that intention.

I was getting pretty anxious tho because of the time so I just got out but i did it again and it sent me straight to the void again. So now I know the secret to getting into the void is to just let go of that desperation and to stop forcing yourself, just let it happen. If you feel you’ve affirmed enough stop affirming, if you feel you’ve focused on your breathing enough, go back to your automatic breathing pattern STOP FORCING YOURSELF IT WILL GET YOU NOWHERE!!

and I know a lot of people stress about not being aware in the void and not affirming for your desires but stressing over that is exactly what’s going to make you forget tbh. When you let go of that desperation you let go of those other doubts too, those things that were stopping you from getting there in the first place. I feel like removing yourself from those thoughts is really effective in getting you what you want.

I will say it might help to have a list of things you want either written down or set in your mind because it will be a lot easier to remember what you’re going to affirm. When you’re in the void or even before you tap in completely you’re supposed to be super relaxed so it might be a little difficult to bring up those thoughts but because of how different the void is from the 3D it’s kind of hard to forget. Especially if you’ve been trying for a long time.

The void isn’t really something you question, you know for sure you’re in cause you can’t hear feel see taste or smell anything so it’s pretty identifiable. And because you’ve reminded yourself over and over that that’s what the void feels like, once you feel it you’re going to be like OHHH ok now i know to affirm for my desires. You’ve been training your brain to associate the void with your desires so of course once you recognize that you’re in you’re going to remember to affirm for your desires.

Also I don’t really like using the term void personally, but it’s what I learned it as. I feel like calling it the void just makes it sound so otherworldly and extraterrestrial and scary tbh. I think that’s what was holding me back as well, fear. I know that Neville Goddard refers to it as the I AM state which is a perfect name for it because it really is a state of just BEING like you’re not worried about anything else other than yourself and that’s the beauty of it. I would go on more cause there’s so much I can say but overall i hope you just let you go of that desperation so that you can finally push through and get everything you’ve been wanting because you deserve it.

trust your subconscious.

so many people are still walking on egg shells with their subconscious minds. it becomes quite obvious when some still view the subconscious separate from themselves. it’s something like… "your subconscious mind never sleeps!! be careful with the music you consume!! it always listens!!".

you are your mind.

relax. actually, don’t. slap yourself in the face right now. my guy, you ARE your subconscious mind. furthermore, you are both: the conscious and the subconscious. when we say "you are the only operant power" or "you are in charge", we aren’t just transferring all of that power to your subconscious. we are stating that YOU hold all the power and YOU are in control of everything.

yes, the abilities of the mind can be intimidating. but those abilities and what your mind is capable of creating, THAT‘S YOUR ABILITY! whatever goes for your subconscious mind ALSO goes for you!

have faith in your abilities.

your subconscious mind knows you better than you do right now, consciously. it knows damn well when you make a joke and MEAN what you are saying, because … YOU know it! you don’t need to be afraid of it.

just trust it. trust is one of the keys in manifesting. when you manifest, you need to have faith in yourself. therefore, you also need to trust yourself. allow yourself to feel easy about the things that you are doing mentally but also physically. don’t be too harsh on yourself. again, it’s called the law of assumption! whatever you say, goes — use it to your advantage!

  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love and light, ella.