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I hope 2023 is good to my mom
I just finished banana fish and 1. I refuse to accept that ending 2. My mind is filled with how they could have been happy… their dates and casual days. Like imagine that!!!! Where would Ash take Eiji, those late night talks and those nights when it’s just cuddling until they had fallen asleep. Holding hands, cooking together, forehead kisses, tight hugs and gentle hugs. Ash reading while Eiji is sleeping in his lap, Eiji cooking while Ash is telling him funny stories… talks and talks and talks… cleaning each other’s tears… god!!!! Im so inlove with them :(
Me @ myself anytime I open my mouth:
if i ever come off a little weird and you wonder if theres something wrong with me there is theres actually so many things wrong with me but im doing such a good job being normal. so you should actually be proud of me you should smile and be like wow youre doing such a good job and then be on your merry way
Me @ myself anytime I open my mouth:
I cannot decide if I like Wenclair or aroace Wednesday more… They are both just perfect.
i couldn’t help but to be disappointed in everyone, especially me. I didn’t knew anyone, i don’t know anyone. I don’t know how ti talk to them.
I'm like if a nun didn't believe in god
i love it when a new month begins and the tumblr girlies start posting poem excerpts about current month
do it for her (your thirteen year old self)
@mkvx
“Platonic love is vital, essential, and perhaps the one thing left in this wretched landscape that could save us all for a little bit longer than we deserve. I love my friends even when I don’t tell them enough. I have crawled from the wreckage of enough heartbreak to know who will still be standing when I emerge and who won’t, and I hold those still standing close to me.”
— Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib, “Carly Rae Jepsen and the Kingdom of Desire” in MTV (via merulae)
A solangelo headcanon about Nico being shy and romantic .
Nico was born in different century, so when it comes to dating Will, Nico does what he learned when he was young. He writes him handwritten letters, gifts him flowers using flower language and doesn't touch him in public because he learned that it was inappropriate.
Will finds it cute and adorable but does explain to his 1940 bf that he can hold his hand and kiss him in public if he wants to.
Nico considers it for a while and one night, at the dining hall he touches Will hand, locks their fingers and kisses his knuckles.
Will blushes and keeps their hands under the table so Nico won't get awkward.
P. S
Nico screams into a pillow that night
! If you use this idea for your fan fiction, please let me know, I will gladly read it!
trying to outgrow the deep shame and embarassment woven into my existence wbu
So like, does anybody else ever think about Jonathan and David? Unrequited gay love, desperately trying to stop your insane dad from killing your not quite bf who just so happens to be married to your sister, being so invested that you’re willing to give up your throne and DIE for him so he can one day take your father’s place as king of a weird-ass sect of desert nomads under the provision of their vengeful god? Cause I’d watch the hell out of that movie.
(through gritted teeth) i love being out of my comfort zone it is necessary for my personal development
"I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break."
-Marya Hornbacher, Wasted
Kisses
The way they wait for the other to make the first move.
sometimes all you can do is just look at your dad like. what the fuck my guy. and then move on
Nico Di Angelo now is younger than me, i don’t know how to act
“The winter though it darkens me, it is pure and clean and all I want.”
— Laura Marling, Darkness Descends. (via weltenwellen)
Albert Camus, from Notebooks 1935-1942; tr. by Philip Thody
-Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951–1959
[TEXT ID: "Somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody." END ID]
why did God give me these battles (getting dressed and leaving the house)
My toxic trait is thinking that no matter how broken and/or sad and/or depressed a character can be, i could fix them :)
I wish you could notice me, i know you didn’t even saw my face, but please don’t forget me, please don’t.
I could never live near the sea for two main reason, 1. I hate how annoying the sand is. 2. I would drown myself within the two weeks living there.
september is apparently suicide awareness/prevention month, so shout out to all the babes who thought they wouldnt still be here, love you all, life is hard but we continue the long walk home
“And then in the worst moment I hope there is someone holding my hand and say everything will be okay.”
— Thoughtkick