Me @ Myself Anytime I Open My Mouth:

-Albert Camus, Notebooks 1951–1959

[TEXT ID: "Somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody." END ID]

i cant believe im alive and im just sitting in silence most of the time

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

Nico canonically being the least dense and the most sensible when it comes to relationships and romance among the big three kids lives rent free in my mind

i tried to make a digital journal, but i can’t i need a physical notebook. I need to feel the pages with my fingers, i need the smell and i need the sacred feeling of writing in a blank sheet of paper

im pretty certain im incapable of being loved

sometimes you listen to an orchestra and you’re like maybe the magic i stopped believing in when i was eleven does exist in some form

Really into the whole dog metaphor with love. Loyalty of a dog, willingness to please, but also dangerous and can bite. The guilt they have on their face when you scold them.

Isle of Dogs (2018)

@ink-the-artist

i couldn’t help but to be disappointed in everyone, especially me. I didn’t knew anyone, i don’t know anyone. I don’t know how ti talk to them.