me when the loml doesn't treat me like shit for no reason
(i still want them to)
you either get batshit crazy about you or not interested at all there is no in between
i'm considering trying to improve. like in general. my mental health, my life, my attitude. another try won't hurt, will it?
things i desperately need (pt.1):
someone to wake up next to me in the morning and say my just-woken-up face is adorable
there are many feelings in my stomach at the moment and they are all bad
nevermind guys i was actually overreacting and the debate isn't that hard to write. now my only problem is actually doing the debate, and knowing my annoyingly soft-spoken voice, it will not go well for me
please for the love of god stop leading me on
checking my notifications first thing in the morning as if anyone actually texts me
yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck yuck. i dislike this very much.
just remembered that in 3rd grade my classmates and i would roleplay as a family and i ALWAYS had to play the father and the role consisted solely of giving money to my spoilt kids and mourning the loss of the wife that left me ðŸ˜
remember: you are dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil
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