you either get batshit crazy about you or not interested at all there is no in between
fun fact: if i love you oh so dearly and sincerely i will 100% call you "my lovely" or some shit like that. i just love the fact that lovely's an adjective and i choose to use it as a noun
had a dream where i was sleeping and my crush(?) was waking me up, and she genuinely looked so ethereal. i'm gonna be honest i don't think i have ever felt desire like that in my entire life
sometimes i'm tempted to ask my online friends if they think i'm pretty (i love external validation) but then i remember they've never even seen my fucking face
stroking it and by it i mean my ego
i want someone to want me
when i get constructive criticism so now our entire friendship has been a lie and they've hated me from the start
i have a fear of existing in public, everything about it is just so terrifying
i can't even cvt as well as others what am i good at
unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pjsk
i can't stop thinking of kissing my friend what does this mean guys
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