Side Note Though, My Arms STING. I Still Managed To Do A Good Job

wow i really hate being alive this is all so embarrassing and losery

YOU WERE LITERALLY ONLINE WHY DIDNT YOU REPLY TO MY MESSAGES JUST YESTERDAY YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT

unfortunately the only thing on my mind is pjsk

literally the only thing keeping me going is the thought that i'll be able to do something unhealthy or self-destructive if i stay alive

get yourself friends who won't TELL YOUR MOM when you're trying to kill yourself THAT WAS HORRIFYING

seeing people out here just...existing?? with ease?? without thought?? WHAT.

is there ever a better reason to hate someone than pure jealousy?

throwing away all my dignity for the sake of a friendship with someone who probably doesn't even like me because i'm so pathetic about it

guys maybe the power of friendship will save me i care about her maybe we can still have a great friendship i really liked her i hope i still do

changed the pfp of one of my socials to sparkle and my friend(?) called her a "kawaii pick me" i'm so sick of this bs