literally the only thing keeping me going is the thought that i'll be able to do something unhealthy or self-destructive if i stay alive
being an anon is actually so fun, i think the only thing that could top it is being the one with an anon
guys maybe the power of friendship will save me i care about her maybe we can still have a great friendship i really liked her i hope i still do
if i have to wake up one more time i'm gonna jump out a window that's it
YOU WERE LITERALLY ONLINE WHY DIDNT YOU REPLY TO MY MESSAGES JUST YESTERDAY YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT
when love is painful, worship is hard
how do i make/keep friends when im literally just a naturally mean person
so crazy i'm considering befriending my god-demon companion-enemy that hates me but is also always there for me when i'm doing the worst(?)
i <3 actively making myself get worse so that people actually take me seriously
i can't even cvt as well as others what am i good at
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