I Am So Stressed The Only Solution Is Death

i'm very uncomfortable with being alive

is it a thing that people who regularly struggle with mental health can only ever befriend others who struggle with mental health? i have way too many suicidal friends (this obviously isn't an invitation for them to commit) but i'm genuinely just tired of being so worried

the way my mood changes so suddenly should be studied. i was over the moon just an hour ago. like beyond elated, brimming with joy, the whole shebang. now the very thought of being alive any longer is making my stomach hurt. what happened

fuck i wanna read jurdan fanfic but my bed is calling me...

maybe if i didn't hurt people's feelings on purpose i could actually be considered a good person

1 LITER OF WATER IN 2 MINUTES GUYS🙏🙏🙏

if i have to wake up one more time i'm gonna jump out a window that's it

i'm not a good person at all but people like me anyway, ig i'm just too charming

things i desperately need (pt.1):

someone to wake up next to me in the morning and say my just-woken-up face is adorable

one day i'll kill myself and everyone will be soooo sad and all the people i tried being friends with that didn't return my efforts will realize they missed out on the most amazing person they could ever possibly meet. then they'll kill themselves too and i won't feel bad about it bc i'm also dead and we'll be friends in the afterlife or our graves or whatever. i'll also make sure to write some hilarious jokes in my suicide note. if i'm not funny, i'm not me. also my grave will always have sparkles around it because i'm very magical and cool. thank you for listening to my ted talk