I Hate Going To Sleep With Physical Pain From Emotional Problems.

day 65

a small look into BLU's dynamic, they both suck a bit in their role as mercenaries, but in different ways

+ more info/drawings I shared about them on twt:

What Would You Do If You Lost Everything?

Imagine waking up one morning to find your home destroyed.

Your family torn apart.

Everything you knew—gone in an instant.

This is my reality. My name is Naser, and I never imagined I would have to beg for help just to survive.

💔 I lost my mother and sister in an attack. Our family home, the place where we grew up and laughed together, was reduced to rubble. My three younger brothers and I were left with nothing but grief, fear, and uncertainty.

We have been displaced twice, constantly moving, hoping to find safety—but how do you rebuild a life from nothing?

🎓 My Dream Is Simple: A Future Beyond War. I want to go to university, build a future, and support my brothers so that they, too, can chase their dreams. One wants to become a doctor, another an engineer, and the youngest… he just wants a childhood free from fear.

But right now, we are struggling for basic survival.

💙 You Can Help Us Rebuild. We need a home. We need education. We need a chance.

Your donation—no matter how small—can help us take the first steps toward rebuilding our lives. And if you can’t donate, please share our story. It only takes a moment, but it can change our lives forever.

Chuffed

Help Naser & His Brothers Rebuild Their Future

My name is Naser AbuThaher , and my world has been shattered by war. I lost my beloved mother and sister in an attack that took them away fr

Thank you for reading. Thank you for caring. Thank you for giving us hope.

Romanticizing Paimon

(myth retelling)

In the beginning, Paimon was not a demon, but an angel, wise and radiant, close in spirit to the archangel Lucifer, whom he called his friend. When Lucifer rebelled and was cast into the pit, Paimon, confused and heartbroken, approached the Throne of Heaven, asking not for forgiveness or rebellion, but understanding.

But the heavens were firm, and the answer he received did not soothe him, for he saw only the injustice done to his friend, not the pride that had sparked the war. His grief curdled into quiet disobedience. He remained in Heaven, but no longer sang. He stopped flying. He turned his face away.

So God, with sorrow, sent him down, not in wrath, but in release. For one who could not bear Heaven without his companion was already lost to it.

When he fell, Satan welcomed him, not as a servant, but as kin.

“You sought me,” said the fallen Morning Star. “Now I shall make you king, rule beside me.”

And so Paimon became a king of Hell, not out of ambition, nor evil, but loyalty, the kind that damns as deeply as it loves.

Stone is a good liar

[Toon x Mobster] Sir toon and his loyal men.

This comes WAAYY way after Gavriel and Jack's relationship really takes off.

The other members were initially very against Gavriel and Jack's relationship, Gavriel Huffman included. However, Jack is eventually able to earn the respect of the other mobsters after proving himself able to protect both their boss [Gavriel] and the other members of their group, time and time again.

They swore to do him favors and other errands as a compensation for his benevolence. Jack himself didn't mean for this to happen, he just didn't want anyone to get hurt and his kind heart has won the group over in turn.

i probably should have made ford say something but honestly, what do you say here? thank you bill? this is so kind of you, bill? I really needed this today, bill? it looks fucking disgusting, bill? bill, I couldn't help but notice that you couldn't be bothered to kill it yourself. is that all i'm worth to you, bill, just some shit you found on the side of the road? do you even like me, bill? do i mean anything to you?

I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH I'M JUST STUPID AND FORGET THAT FEELINGS NEED TO BE EXPRESSED IN ORDER FOR THEM TO BE FELT