Freedom Or Loneliness?

freedom or loneliness?

as ive stared into the ceiling

for the millionth time

i mindlessly debated

do i wanna be felt?

or do i wanna run through the ruins

feel the leaves

smell the flowers

run barefoot

do i live for someone else

,can i live without anothers touch?

can the two coexist?

maybe they dont even have to?

does one mean love and the other hate?

what are the roles? are they implied?

cant we just find freedom and love through simplicity?

the thoughts remain unanswered

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4 years ago

jimin,running to namjoon: hey-

namjoon: shh!yoongi is sleeping.

jimin *hushed* : oh,okay,sorry.

namjoon *hushed*: what’s up?

jimin *whispering*: the dorm is on fire.


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4 years ago
SHOTO TODOROKI HEADCANON

SHOTO TODOROKI HEADCANON

In which a villain from the LoV who has a quirk that gives him the ability to enter other people’s dreams and manipulate them possesses Shouto’s S/O.

PAIRING: Shouto x female reader

GENRE: drama? i have no idea so i’ll stick with drama

INSPO: control by Halsey

WARNINGS: none i’m aware of?

any info you should know beforehand: i’ve made up a villain lol 😃

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it was around 3 AM,everyone was already asleep,Shouto included.

until he was awoken due to a scream.

it sounded familiar,he wasted no time and went outside to see where the petrifying noise is coming from.

the sound lead him to a dorm room... yours.

other classmates were already standing in front of the door,all looking terrified.

confusion took over him as he wondered what was everyone looking at.

he pushed his way to the front and the sight caught him off guard

it was you ,,,with your head in your knees,pushed against a wall.

if it weren’t such a peculiar situation he’d almost give you a soft look

you wore a white nightgown and white quarter socks with ruffles ,,,with messy hair,you looked like a porcelain doll.

you stopped screaming but continued to mutter words he couldn’t quite phrase.

“what’s happening to her???” kirishima and mina questioned in unison.

“i think she’s having a nightmare,” Yaoyorozu assumed. “aren’t we supposed to wake her up?”

before anyone could approach ,you started saying something alongside “what do you want from me?!”

“we have to wake her up come on.” Kirishima stated and slowly moved towards you,but then you got on your knees and continued to speak words that can only be analysed as utter nonsense.

“WHY ME?!” “cuz you,my darling,are weak! the league finds you an easy target.” You smirked for a second before making a frightened expression.

at those words everyone froze.

“guys wasn’t some villain from the League identified as a dream invader or something?” Tsu shakingly questioned and Shouto thought back and realised she’s right.

“what are we supposed to do then? maybe the villain can manipulate her into attacking us.” Tokoyami asked.

suddenly Midoriya’s leadership took over. “Uraraka,contact Aizawa Sensei and explain him the situation.” Ochaco muttered “YES!” and charged outside. “Kirishima,Todoroki and I will try to get close to her,the rest,stick here for backup in case she attacks.”

“please stop you’re scaring me.” tears started strolling down her face but she still continued,with a different attitude this time. “you should be scared of me...”

“it seems like she’s resisting.” Shouto presumed.

He raced ahead of Kirishima and Midorya,he grabbed your shoulders and tried to shake you awake.

It seems like it has worked because as soon as he established contact you looked like electricity shot through your body and u opened your eyes fully.

“is he gone- what did he- what?!”

“hey,hey its okay...” Deku chimed softly.

before anyone could say another word,mr Aizawa came rushing in. “students go to bed,I will handle this.”

“But sir-“ Shoto tried to protest (which wasn’t like him at all,but you were involved) which resulted in him being cut off by Aizawa. “ go to bed Todoroki,we’ll discuss this with the class in the morning.”

everyone silently made their way to their respective rooms. shouto was honestly worried sick and couldn’t sleep that night. not only was he worried about you,he also couldn’t help but wonder if the League will attack soon. his guess was that Aizawa interrogated you about any information that could be helpful.

in the morning ,,, when he got ready for class, you weren’t there.

mr Aizawa entered the classroom and said,quite nonchalantly “,alright we have a lot to cover today so I just wanna talk about last night and get it out in the open right away...” everyone tensed at his words. “miss Y/L/N went to release an official statement,the one she confessed to me last night. she will be back for your next class with Present Mic. the Leage of Villains situation is still unclear and we will try to restrict our students in order to protect them in any way we can,wait for further guidelines which will be released some time this afternoon. also keep in mind there is a possibility the school will close until further notice... of course that might not be the case but dont be surprised if it happens. this year is exceptionally difficult for our students due to many villain attacks but...try to think positively.”his words cut the class like a knife.

the silence was erupted by a wave of protest

aizawa silenced them and continued with the daily school activities.

soon enough the door opened revealing you.

shouto’s mood dramatically changed,although an outsider couldn’t see that.

he almost smiled seeing you,you didn’t wear your casual clothing you wear around the dorms,nor the normal school uniform,you wore a black blaser,black pants and a tie.

he assumed you tried to dress professionally since you gave an authorised statement but you just looked cute in the attire.

soon enough worry overtook him again.

you took a sit on his left in the back row.

everyone came to you and started asking questions about everything.

besides a very vivid picture of the nightmare,and everything you learned about the League’s plans ,you couldn’t say much more than what Aizawa already announced.

after class started, Shouto finally got to talk to you alone and just said “i’m really glad you’re okay. i was worried sick.”

YOUR HEART DID A GYMNASTICS ROUTINE

“uh... thank you Sho. it means a lot that you care.” your tone was ,,,sad?

“what if he uses you again though ? you can’t let him... he might... he might hurt you.” this is the most empathy he had physically portrayed since he was a child. he knows he can be distant sometimes but,it doesn’t mean he doesn’t care ,,,just doesn’t know how to express it.

“we don’t know what are his abilities but I need to try and get information out of him...” you looked exhausted saying that.

“why did he choose you though?” as soon as he said it,regret consumed his mind because he remembered what you said when you were unconscious.

“i assume they consider me weak ,,,an easy target?” you pouted at that, a habit he noticed and honestly found endearing.

“you are not weak...would a weak person get themselves into the same dangerous situation just for the well-being of the ones around them???”

“I don’t know Sho,I’ll try my best and maybe it creates an impact.”

“it has to.”

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4 years ago

“im a serb born in germany” samo balkanci mogu biti ovakvi ... pecinski smo narod

If a post says nigga and I'm white can I still reblog it

no you may not

4 years ago
SHOUTO TODOROKI HEADCANON

SHOUTO TODOROKI HEADCANON

in which the overly affectionate reader hugs Sho after every exam/fight/mission

pairing: shouto x gender neutral! reader

genre:fluff!!!

warnings: none ; )

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ok so you were overly endearing and still managed to not overstep his boundaries

but each villain attack

and each school activity ,,,every time he’d win and outdo everyone,you were there to greet and congratulate him.

it started out with casual praise,a gentle smile and a gracious bow.

but as your relationship blossomed from polite classmates to somewhat close friends

what he found amusing is that you didn’t try to be better than him,you weren’t bitter,you weren’t here to top everyone.

which he realised with fond interest ,mostly because in the hero course everyone has a superiority complex trying to be the best,himself included.

but you didn’t care about that.

thats why he liked you so much.

,,,anywho the first time a hug occurred was during the provisional hero license exam.

it was phase one,you eliminated the seiai students alongside tsu,momo,shoji and jiro.

you made your way over to the place where the lucky 10% wait for the next phase and you guys saw Shouto

now ,,,maybe its because of all the stress and emotions but seeing Sho made you the happiest.

“hey Todoroki, are you the first one of us to pass?” - Momo asked.

before he could answer ,you came to him and wrapped your hands around his torso.

The rest of your friends were shocked (although Momo’s face soon turned into a pleasant smile),

Shouto was still puzzled even after you pulled away.

a blush found its way on his cheek (protecc him 🥺)

soon after,insecurity followed...

“I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to invade your personal space i’m just really proud of you and happy and sad and nervous and overwhelmed because what if we don’t pass- I mean you will pass but- I don’t know I just- You mean a lot to me.”

my boy was S H O C K E D

you hid your face into your hands hoping there’s a kid with a quirk that can make the earth swallow you.

after a few seconds of him trying to think of something to say he just blurted out “you mean a lot to me too.”

you were kinda shocked but happy,besides that can mean just platonic (but you secretly hope it doesn’t)

after that it became a tradition that you hug him after every succes story you guys experience.

this was so random I apologise 😭

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4 years ago

Hoseok:Seokjin,Namjoon won’t come out of his room.

Seokjin:just tell him I said something stupid.

Hoseok:like what?

Seokjin:like anything factually incorrect.

Namjoon,a few minutes later: DID YOU JUST SAY THE SUN IS A F*CKING PLANET-


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4 years ago
SHOUTO TODOROKI HEADCANON

SHOUTO TODOROKI HEADCANON

In which the reader platonically holds Shouto’s hand

pairing: Shouto x gender neutral! reader

genre:fluff!

warnings:non

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ok so basically y/n is like different than Shouto in EVERY. POSSIBLE. ASPECT.

they’re open,flirtatious,empathetic and carefree ,,,and Shouto is obviously very different lol.

so of course it was strange that shouto and you became such good friends

truth is,it was a relief when you hung out,he didn’t care about his hero duties or Endeavour troubles.

you are probably the only person who can make him fluster ,,,well not fluster per se,more like get a reaction out of him.

and one day during an exercise where all you had to do was wait and y/n was like “hey shouto can i pls hold your hand?”

my boy was like “???” physically confused but obliged nonetheless. even though the reader was like “its okay if you dont want to,this doesnt mean anything its just-“

you held hands and at first he didn’t quite care but later, since it grew into a habit,he’d simply imply he wants to hold your hand

Of course he would never say it,it feels unnatural considering his background but hes ,,,touch starved.

and since it became a routine the others grew accustomed to it as well (except Bakugo who would be like “OY did I miss something???”)

and Sho would glare at him,obviously.

but on the inside,he felt ecstatic because all he ever needed was a friend,will it grow into something more?

he wasn’t sure.

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4 years ago

Confession Of A Fangirl

he doesn’t know me

and he never will

its not like its a story

filled with glory

its just about a dumb girl

fantasising about something

that isn’t real

although i try to ignore his existence

my heart cant seem

to find the resistance

hes not mine

and hes not here

hell,even our ages

arent even near

i keep on watching the videos he posts

the fans fell in love

cuz hes not like the most

no,he stays true

and always speaks his mind

even though they told him

to stay inside the line

have u ever loved someone you’ve never met?

if not,u have no idea how the situation can get...

you surely think it must be fate

he feels like someone they can’t manipulate

but at the end of the day

its just what he represents

for our lack of affection

because people lose interest

they leave and they pout

they pry and they shout

cuz ur fucking lonely

thats what its always been about


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4 years ago

me and my narcissistic ways

constantly daydreaming

of happily ever afters

and finding ones meanings

in nonexistent chapters

thus behaving irrational

go big or go home

last night was progressively national

but thats just the way we roam

at the end of the day

nothings really changed

acting like i try to pave the way

have things always been deranged?

in real life ill never get to feel

whining and dying for ever and ever

the truth rarely has an appeal

at the thought of that i shiver

4 years ago

seokjin: you deserve an award for putting up with me.

namjoon: you are my award,seokjin.

hoseok: you deserve an award for putting up with me.

yoongi: damn fucking right i do, you can be a real dumbass sometimes!


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4 years ago

BTS HEADCANNON

most likely to date a foreigner

keep in mind this is my personal opinion...its up for debate and we cant be sure if what i said is true but its fun thinking about it : )

BTS HEADCANNON

MOST TO LEAST

-Namjoon

-Yoongi

-Jimin

-Hobi

-Seokjin

-Jk

-Tae

i feel like like out of all 7 of them, joon would be most likely to date a foreigner. (correct me if im wrong but i recall something he said in the past that he would if he likes them) he’s the only member who speaks english fluently so...

yoongi sees no gender therefore he probably sees no ethnicity either.

i see jimin as someone who’s very open and flirty tbh,if he sees someone he likes,he likes them. no ifs,ands or buts.

i feel like hobi has a thing for westerners 😳😳

jin is not against it probably,but still feels more comfortable around someone who has similar roots.

the same with jin ^ he prefers someone similar.

i have a feeling tae isnt a fond of foreigners tbh

requests are open

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