Saving This For Later

freedom or loneliness?

as ive stared into the ceiling

for the millionth time

i mindlessly debated

do i wanna be felt?

or do i wanna run through the ruins

feel the leaves

smell the flowers

run barefoot

do i live for someone else

,can i live without anothers touch?

can the two coexist?

maybe they dont even have to?

does one mean love and the other hate?

what are the roles? are they implied?

cant we just find freedom and love through simplicity?

the thoughts remain unanswered

seokjin: you deserve an award for putting up with me.

namjoon: you are my award,seokjin.

hoseok: you deserve an award for putting up with me.

yoongi: damn fucking right i do, you can be a real dumbass sometimes!

TW: S*XUAL ASSAULT AND ED

i’d S E L L my soul to the devil himself JUST so I could hug Jimin,the r*pe jokes and the eating disorder memes ARE NOT FUNNY!!! i wish i can help him,make him feel better... he’s not even my bias but he does not deserve this!!! what the fuck is wrong with society??? what the fuck are some of yall on- how can one even think its a good idea to write such disgusting shit on the internet. i am beyond disgusted and TERRIFIED. as a bigger person myself,i’ve came across bodyshameing but i cant even imagine receiving it on the internet by millions. dear jimin,i stand with you til the end of time,you deserve the world. please dont let them get to you. i hate it here 😭

Achilles Come Down

“I can’t stand seeing you tear yourself apart like this.” He pleaded, eyes filled with months worth of sadness, anger , confusion.

“Then don’t watch. Simple.” The other boy spoke softly, but firmly, determined on pushing everyone who cared about him, away.

“You may feel no purpose , nor a point for existence, it’s all just conjecture and gloom. There may not be meaning , so find one and seize it.” Patroclus begged , with all that was left of him, with all the love that’s grown only stronger, since the day they’ve met.

“I’m doing this. I’m gonna jump. You can’t stop me.” Achilles couldn’t bring himself to sound composed. Yelling in desperation, he prayed to the Gods that he’d drop it and go home.

“So jump, and i’m jumping.” Giving up, he took a step forward as if his other half were a ticking bomb, which in a way, he was.

“Why?” At the edge of the roof, he was in utter turmoil.

“... because there is no me without you.” Patroclus confessed.

SHOUTO TODOROKI HEADCANON

In which the reader platonically holds Shouto’s hand

pairing: Shouto x gender neutral! reader

genre:fluff!

warnings:non

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ok so basically y/n is like different than Shouto in EVERY. POSSIBLE. ASPECT.

they’re open,flirtatious,empathetic and carefree ,,,and Shouto is obviously very different lol.

so of course it was strange that shouto and you became such good friends

truth is,it was a relief when you hung out,he didn’t care about his hero duties or Endeavour troubles.

you are probably the only person who can make him fluster ,,,well not fluster per se,more like get a reaction out of him.

and one day during an exercise where all you had to do was wait and y/n was like “hey shouto can i pls hold your hand?”

my boy was like “???” physically confused but obliged nonetheless. even though the reader was like “its okay if you dont want to,this doesnt mean anything its just-“

you held hands and at first he didn’t quite care but later, since it grew into a habit,he’d simply imply he wants to hold your hand

Of course he would never say it,it feels unnatural considering his background but hes ,,,touch starved.

and since it became a routine the others grew accustomed to it as well (except Bakugo who would be like “OY did I miss something???”)

and Sho would glare at him,obviously.

but on the inside,he felt ecstatic because all he ever needed was a friend,will it grow into something more?

he wasn’t sure.

MASTERLIST

i havent written in forever ,,, just posted an achilles come down inspired work tho! but i wanna write fanfiction and i started like 2 fics but i cant rlly get myself to finish them.

the rebels

the silk ribbon hung loosely

as she baptised her soul

first comes the sins

than a comprehension fully

tis a gleeful year

with a ball that caused a foul

not that i was aware of the ruins

with a majestic bow

curious look

and a playful smirk

he was the chosen one

amongs the low

the oldest trick in the book

only his life barely begun

they were on the run

that much aint up for debate

wasting their youth

as a form of sickly amusing fun

barely having a dime

giving it all up for fate

with a weak chance to shoot

i believe in reason supremacy!!! DIS A WHOLE BOP

Ted bundy isn't ugly, you're just a lesbian

Congratulations, this is the worst ask I’ve ever gotten

me when i have a thought but zero prosecution ideas:

Me: *stops writing* well that’s enough writing for now

Me: *later* Alright time to write!

Me: *staring at where I left off*