happy almost first hour being engaged my lovely wife ππππ
I love you β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
I'm going to redesign Arianna again, hence forth, MOST old art of her (ie, ones I don't have/lost access too) will no longer be canon! most Art I've posted on tumblr will still be canon, but most of it wont! just an fyi.
and it's about fen because she's the only reason I live and if someone were to take her from me I would be in the most secure prison on the planet ππβ€ luv u pookie bear ig idk man idk how to like someone
I lob you fenny π₯°
i'm going insane
Drew a little guy, then i decided he needed hair (at the request of a server I'm in)
So I gave him hair and then realized "holy shit he kinda look like Kaga Kusha from yandere simulator"
So then I turned him into Kaga
Then decided he was ugly and needed death so I drew him being squeezed by Shiromi
Just a wee vent hahaha. (it's 1718 words long.) Vent under the cut! Sorry if it makes zero sense, I don't vent at all but I needed to let stuff out
I hate hearing the noises in my head. Itβs like theyβre banging on the sides of my skull causing it to echo in my ears. I just wish I could do something worth living. I wish all the abuse and the pain I went through fucking killed me so I could finally be free from the sound. I want to find peace. And quiet. I want to be free from the pain everyone has caused me throughout the years so I can finally sleep knowing Iβll be free from every thought that clouds my head 24/7. I wish I actually felt sympathy for my mother all the time instead of when iβm high. I wish all the people who wronged me would see that I didnt deserve that. I was just a kid when I was forced to learn how to be an adult, and I donβt want to be an adult anymore. I want to be free. I want to feel like Iβm swimming. Deeper and Deeper down. And when I finally reach the bottom of the ocean, Iβll be free. Iβm only ever going to be a distant thought of people in the near future. And I think Iβll be okay with that. Everyone who has wronged me will never feel guilty and they donβt need to be until i give them a reason to. Every man and woman who has taken advantage of me or used me, wonβt feel guilty until I give them a reason to. Iβve never been the first person anyone has ever turned to, and Iβm fine with that. I donβt need to be the first. Or the second. I just want someone to care about me the way iβve cared about so many people before. I would move and rearrange the stars if they wanted to see their favourite constellation, I just want someone to do that for me. Is that to much to ask? Am I being selfish? I just want someone to care about me the way iβve cared. I just want to feel worth something. To anybody. Is that selfish?
Give me ur like most stupid and dumb 'The sea beast' headcanons!!!! I will if you do here are the headcanons btw.
Sarah and Crow being married is something I will live for, they are also both Bisexual bc I said so.
Lea being transgender is something I will also live for.
Fen but she's pansexual???
Jacob is most likely bisexual as well.
Ms. Merino and Rosie are so cool because they're lesbian.
MS MERINO BUT SHE'S A SIREN IN DISGUISE?!??!?!?!
The general is BEST FRIENDS with Hornagold and the Sergeant.
Ms Merino still doesn't know how to use a gun BUT she can throw knives.
That's rlly it again, bye
Working on anything lately?
No, not really. I've been really burnt out for some reason. Hoping to draw and write more in the next week lol
Shout out to my most loyal follower Butterfly, you're my favourite tumblr friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Β΄β½`Κβ‘Ζͺ)
(Feat, Aoi Ryugoku. And Hana Daidaiyama and Kuroko Kamenaga. once.)
ruh roh! seems she's been splashed with blood D:
Better go wash it off...
Squeaky clean!!!
uh oh... someone took her phone :( ....
She won't move... She's stuck...
Uh.... We've got a problem here
I've tried giggling, and talking to her, the only thing left... is death.
Say bye bye
She gone xD
edit:
Fucking hell, AOI WHAT DID YOU DO?!?!?!?!
Oh for fucks sake, why do people keep dying
They/Her || I post what I want || "For the first time, he doesn't look at me like I'm crazy."
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