Art Dump Kinda Maybe Idk

Maybe I AM chase Ambrose??? /J

Not the sea beast related.

Just a wee vent hahaha. (it's 1718 words long.) Vent under the cut! Sorry if it makes zero sense, I don't vent at all but I needed to let stuff out

I hate hearing the noises in my head. It’s like they’re banging on the sides of my skull causing it to echo in my ears. I just wish I could do something worth living. I wish all the abuse and the pain I went through fucking killed me so I could finally be free from the sound. I want to find peace. And quiet. I want to be free from the pain everyone has caused me throughout the years so I can finally sleep knowing I’ll be free from every thought that clouds my head 24/7. I wish I actually felt sympathy for my mother all the time instead of when i’m high. I wish all the people who wronged me would see that I didnt deserve that. I was just a kid when I was forced to learn how to be an adult, and I don’t want to be an adult anymore. I want to be free. I want to feel like I’m swimming. Deeper and Deeper down. And when I finally reach the bottom of the ocean, I’ll be free. I’m only ever going to be a distant thought of people in the near future. And I think I’ll be okay with that. Everyone who has wronged me will never feel guilty and they don’t need to be until i give them a reason to. Every man and woman who has taken advantage of me or used me, won’t feel guilty until I give them a reason to. I’ve never been the first person anyone has ever turned to, and I’m fine with that. I don’t need to be the first. Or the second. I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared about so many people before. I would move and rearrange the stars if they wanted to see their favourite constellation, I just want someone to do that for me. Is that to much to ask? Am I being selfish? I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared. I just want to feel worth something. To anybody. Is that selfish?

i'm outside your window open up pookie😘🫶🫶🤫

WHAT PLEASE LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE

I make music now guys

Hi

Did me and @jomcdidi just spend 2-3 hours making headcanons for the sea beast? Yes. Are we proud of it? Also yes.

fen

i love fen (I'm listening to 505 by arctic monkeys)

fish ms merino

fish ms merino

"I was younger than you are now when I was given my first command. I led my men straight into a massacre. I witnessed their deaths firsthand. I made every mistake and felt the shame rise in me, and even now I lie awake knowing history has its eyes on me."

-Hamilton, History Has Its Eyes on You

Ari go to BEDT (don’t get high either!)

Hell nah!!!! HOW ABOUT YOU GO TO BED FREAK!!!! GRAHHHH fucking punches you

things I like to think Lea and Fen do as best friends

If Shakira existed in the 1800s, they would most definitely sing Whenever, Wherever at full volume They fight, A LOT... Like A lot. They always make up though bc besties

They make deez nuts jokes to Ms. Merino. (she fucking hates them for it.)

They are like peas in a pod and have been friends since childhood.

There is no "I" in this friendship. If someone killed someone they'd both be going to jail. "We're going to jail."

They have half a brain cell combined

MATCHING RINGS <333

Whenever they see Rosie they make Deez nuts jokes to her as well. Everyone fucking hates them when they're together F:"HEY HEY ROSIE!!" R:"What?" F:"Have you heard of imagine dragons????" R:"Uhhh. No?" L:"...pf-" F:"IMAGINE DRAGON DEEZ NUTS ALL OVER UR FAC-" R:"Go. To. Hell."

I gotta go to bed soon smh.