Who Up Feeling Like They’re Not Real Rn
who up feeling like they’re not real rn
More Posts from Areesespiece and Others
PSA to anyone who is or wants to be my friend: JUST SAY WHAT YOU’RE THINKING like i swear to god please stop beating around the bush or sending signals. i am too dense. i will not perceive the signals.
like if you have a problem with my behavior, TELL ME ABOUT IT. i won’t know it’s a problem unless you say something. and once you do say something, i’ll do everything in my power to change it. but you have to tell me.
i am so sick of feeling responsible every time i fight with someone because THEY wouldn’t communicate right off the bat and blame it on me. my entire life is like a really low stakes never ending miscommunication trope and i am so sick of it.
I’m going to phrase this delicately because I’m so deeply grateful and awed by the support I’ve received.
But I will say it is a little anxiety inducing how many people feel they can talk about coming home whatever way they want openly and publicly because it has “numbers” or whatever (referring to my own work like this makes me want to claw my eyes out because they baffle me and I don’t necessarily feel I deserve them but it’s important for context).
This is Especially true for the way people speak under things I very much see. Art of the fic. My Twitter mutuals posts. Things I will very obviously interact with. It feels like someone is walking into my back yard and talking shit as if I'm literally not standing in said yard like this 🧍
You make something for a community for free as an act of passion and then the community in turn becomes something that isn’t quite accessible to you anymore. I’ve seen this happen to a lot of fic writers in my previous fandoms and idk man it’s just kind of a bummer.
Like. Fanfic and fanart is made by people in the fandom for the fandom. It’s not work being produced by some distant people in Hollywood who shouldn’t be in the fandom space in the first place.
Idk, it’s actually pretty rare that this happens to me but I wanted to mention I am a human who can very much read the things you say guys 😭 like if you reblog art related to my work and call it a bunch of petty names and say you had to dnf I can see that. It’s totally ok to feel whatever way you want. But maybe don't feel that way in my back yard.
Again. I’m so grateful for everything I really am. You absolutely do not have to fuck with my work. Fuck I don't fuck with my work sometimes DKLFJSDHF. This is probably the last time I’ll talk about this because the last thing I want to do is come off like I can’t take criticism and I’m ungrateful. But sometimes I really am chewing at my enclosure like IM RIGHT HERE MAN IM LITERALLY BEHIND YOU HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT.
as someone with a lot of moles like everywhere who feels insecure about them, i really appreciate this common idea that jayce just really likes viktor’s moles
literally me 😩
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twilight is the worst but it’s also good in a way. it’s so bad it makes me think “i could do way better” and then gives me motivation to write
Alright freaks
Reblog this if you write and/or reblog Jayvik fanfiction, or are a big Ekko fan too, I need to find more mutuals
