I AM GNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE ๐Ÿ˜ญ

I AM GNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE ๐Ÿ˜ญ

I AM GNAWING ON THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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1 year ago

You guys don't understand.

I would do ANYTHINGGG for this man

How does this white boy have a hold over me

Callum, This. Are You Hearing Me Sir? MORE OF THIS.

Callum, this. Are you hearing me sir? MORE OF THIS.


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1 year ago

quiet acts of love that make me cry ๐Ÿซ‚

prompt list by @novelbear

always giving the other the first bite of their food

^ or the last bite

gently resting their head on their shoulder when taking a picture/peeking at something

kisses. on. the. tip. of. the. nose.

zipping or buttoning their jacket for them

when they follow the sidewalk rule :(

^ like imagine realizing it as they gently take the other's wrist and guide them to the other side...omg

waiting until they safely reach the front of the door or get inside before driving off

"did you eat today?"

softly dusting crumbs from their cheeks when eating

^ or even better: kissing it off

"wear a jacket, it's cold out."

watching a movie or show that they know they're interested in.

^ not because they asked them to, but to be able to engage in more conversation related to it when they adorably ramble on and on.

doing their makeup for them

"i brought you flowers." "for what?" "there has to be a reason?"

keeping a few of their favorite snacks in the house for when they visit.

opening the door for them or pulling their seat out before they sit down

lifting the shorter one up so they can be seen in photos

absentmindedly playing with their hair at all times

fixing their clothes a little for them when noticing something is off

3 months ago

My top Rafe Cameron writer ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ

Can i request a rafe cameron oneshot please? With daddy kink, something like Rafe manipulating reader into believing he's the only one who would love her since not even her dad loved her, it can start with them figthing and making her cry just to console her with the same hands that hurted her <3

Can I Request A Rafe Cameron Oneshot Please? With Daddy Kink, Something Like Rafe Manipulating Reader

แดกแด€ส€ษดษชษดษขs: แด€ส™แดœsษชแด แด‡ ส€แด‡สŸแด€แด›ษชแดษดsสœษชแด˜; แด€ส™แดœsษชแด แด‡ า“แด€แด›สœแด‡ส€; แดแด€ษดษชแด˜แดœสŸแด€แด›ษชแดษด; แด…แด€แด…แด…ส! แด‹ษชษดแด‹; า“แด€แด›สœแด‡ส€ ษชssแดœแด‡s; แด ษชแดสŸแด‡ษดแด„แด‡. แด…ษดษช ษชา“ แดœ แด€ส€แด‡ แดœษดแด„แดแดา“แดส€แด›แด€ส™สŸแด‡!!!

แด€/ษด: แด€สœสœสœสœ, ษช สœแด€แด แด‡ แด…แด€แด…แด…ส ษชssแดœแด‡s sแด แด›สœษชs สœษชแด› สœแด€ส€แด…แด…แด…แด…! แด›แด‡สŸสŸ แดแด‡ แดกสœแด€แด› แดœ แด›สœษชษดแด‹ แด€สœสœสœสœ! (แด›แด€ษข: @rvfecamerons ษชสŸสสส แด›สœแด€ษดแด‹ แดœ า“แดส€ ส™แด‡ษชษดษข sแด แด‹ษชษดแด…แด…แด…แด…)

แดแด€sแด›แด‡ส€สŸษชsแด›

Can I Request A Rafe Cameron Oneshot Please? With Daddy Kink, Something Like Rafe Manipulating Reader

You stand in the dimly lit living room, your heart pounding as you watch Rafe pace back and forth. His eyes, once a soft blue that you loved, now seem dark and unreadable. He's furious. You don't know why, but you assume it's his father. Youโ€™ve been building up the courage to say this for weeks, and the words finally tumble out, even though you know you shouldn't say this now.

โ€œIโ€™m leaving, Rafe. I canโ€™t do this anymore.โ€ you whisper, your voice shaking.

The air grows still. Rafe stops pacing and turns to face you. His jaw tightens, and you can see the fury building behind his gaze. You take a step back, regretting your choice of words, but itโ€™s too late to take them back now.

You pity yourself. You know you're not brave or smart enough, actually. That's how you felt your entire life. That's why you thought leaving Rafe. He is everything you aren't: smart, rich, admired. You're just the dumb, overly emotional girl who has never been loved. And also...his agressive acts are getting worse, reminding you of your father. And you hate that with burning passion.

โ€œThe fuck did you just say?โ€ His voice is low, dangerously calm, sending chills down your spine. You let out a shaky sob, closing your eyes to stop the tears threatening to fall.

"I asked you a fuckin' question!" he yells, the sudden change of tone making you flinch. When you don't answer, he laughs, half annoyed, half patronising.

"Oh, wow..." he says, raising his hands mockingly, "not so brave anymore, huh?"

"w-well..I-" you start, trying to make your voice sound steady.

In an instant, heโ€™s in front of you, his hands gripping your wrists tightly. The suddenness of his movement and the intensity in his eyes make you gasp. His fingers dig into your skin, and you wince, the pain mixing with the terror thatโ€™s quickly rising inside you.

โ€œAre you talkin' back, tryin' to get fuckin' smart with me?,โ€ he shouts in your face. You screw your eyes shut, fat tears rolling down your cheeks. Your insticts make you pull away, but his grip tightens. "Hey!" he yells, pulling you into his chest, his hands gripping yours unforgivingly. "Open your fuckin' eyes and look at me!" he demands.

When you don't obey his command, one of his hands leaves your wrist and connects with your jaw. He holds your head up, forcing eye contact, and your teary eyes meet his dark ones, sending new waves of pure terror through your body. The grip on your jaw is painful, but not as the flashbacks that flood your mind.

You remember the way your father used to do the same thing when you talked back or refused to do something he asked you to.

Panic makes you choke on air, and you let out a frightened 'I cannot breathe, R-Rafe...'

The room seems to close in around you, and all you can focus on is the pain in your wrists and the darkness in Rafeโ€™s eyes.

He doesnโ€™t seem to hear you, or if he does, he doesnโ€™t care. โ€œYou think you can just leave? Okay, do it, baby! Where you goin'? To your daddy's? That used to beat your ass?.โ€ His voice is harsh, making you whimper. His words hurt more than anything.

He finally loosens his grip slightly, just enough for you to gasp for air. But he doesnโ€™t let go. โ€œYouโ€™re not leaving,โ€ he repeats, his voice softer but no less menacing. โ€œDo you understand?โ€

You nod frantically, desperate to placate him, to make this nightmare end.

For a moment, he studies your face, his expression unreadable. Then, slowly, he releases your wrists. You stumble back, cradling them to your chest, your tears falling freely now. Your heart races, and you feel a cold dread settle in your stomach. He approaches you again, pulling you into an intoxicating hug. You sob in his chest, tears soaking his shirt. He gently soothes you, caressing your back. It feels so wrong, but yet there you are, letting the man that hurt you also comfort you.

"Daddy's here, baby..." he says, the nickname he gave himself lowkey making you sick. "I love you, only me", he says, smiling as he grips your chin and makes you look at him. "I'm your everything, baby. Never forget that. I really love you, baby..." he whispers, resting his chin on the top of your head.

You nod again, unable to find your voice, the fear still gripping you tightly. You know in that moment that things have changed, that youโ€™re trapped in a way you hadnโ€™t fully realized before. And the worst part is, youโ€™re not sure if youโ€™ll ever be able to escape.

"It's okay, baby...Daddy's here." he finished, making your skin crawl.

1 year ago
This Man Is Built Like A Brick House Goddamn

This man is built like a brick house goddamn

1 year ago

My inner freak has come out hehehehehe ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

โฅ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘ข๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’ ๐’ˆ๐’‡ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘’๐‘  ๐’˜/ ๐‘ฑ๐’๐’† ๐‘น๐’‚๐’๐’•๐’› ๐Ÿ’• thanks to this edit:

@missusnora @eleanorbaybars

โฃ๏ธŽ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๏ผˆ๐‘–๐‘ก'๐‘  ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘ข๐‘“๐‘“ ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘Ÿ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’๐‘ ๏ผ‰๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก, ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”/๐‘ ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”, ๐ฝ๐‘œ๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘–๐‘” ๐‘“๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘๐‘˜ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐’๐’๐’๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž, ๐ฝ๐‘œ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘Ž ๐‘๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘˜ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘›, ๐’๐’๐’๐’Œ ๐’‚๐’• ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž, ๐‘ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘”โ„Ž๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘ง๐‘’ ๐‘˜๐‘–๐‘›๐‘˜, ๐‘”๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐ท๐‘‚๐‘Š๐‘ ๐ต๐ด๐ท ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘š, โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๏ผŒ๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘ฆ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘˜, ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”, ๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘ โœฌ๐‘ฅ, ๐‘๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘˜ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘ข'๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘  ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›, ๐‘โœช๐‘Ÿ๐‘› ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘ก๏ผŒ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐’”๐’๐’‚๐’•๐’„๐’‰๐’Ž๐’–๐’‡๐’‡๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ค๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘ก๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘›๐‘ฆ ๐‘—๐‘Ž๐‘–๐‘™, MINORS NO๐Ÿ˜ก

๏ผŽ ๏ผŽ๏ผŽ๏ผŽ

โ€œ๐ˆ ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐š๐ข๐ซ ๐œ๐ฎ๐ณโ€™ ๐›๐š๐›๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐’”๐’, ๐’”๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’‚๐’Œ๐’†๐’…. ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‰๐’†๐’‚๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’ˆ๐’†๐’•๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’ ๐’Ž๐’†, ๐‘ฐ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž, ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’ˆ๐’†๐’• ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’”๐’...โ€œ

โฅ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘ข๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘’

Innocently enough you were actually supposed to be doing something on campus. Yet here you are currently with your dress rucked around your waist, tongue kissing and grinding on your Blonde Babeโ„ข๏ธ boyfriend.

Sorrows and prayers to your responsibilities.

Heโ€™s not even supposed to be in your room. Inside a strict all girl dormitory with rules against โ€œgentleman callersโ€ and such. Your concern for that, however, goes out the window when you feel his big rough hands feel up your body, thumbs teasing your hard nipples through your dress and trail down, squeezing your ass. He feels so good. And heโ€™s so prettyโ€ฆgod you need him to ruin you.

โ€œMmmh- Joe-โ€ฆโ€, you moan softly, pulling away from the kiss to look at him. Bad idea.

His half-lidded blue eyes are nearly black, lips swollen and shiny. โ€œWanna stop?โ€, he breathes out, the husk in his already deep voice adds to the heat inside of you.

โ€œNo-!โ€, stopping was the LAST thing you wanted, โ€œI just wanna be on top this timeโ€, having to choke the words out because of him suddenlu sucking wetly all over your throat. Moaning when his broad tongue licks up your jaw before slotting his plump lips over yours, kissing you deeply. Distantly aware of the fact that youโ€™re dripping all on him as your eyes roll back into your skull. Body hot with every pulse of your cunt.

Joe isnโ€™t opposed to you being on top but, youโ€™re already so fucked out just from a little kissing and humpingโ€ฆ

โ€œMmm okay. Sโ€™fine with meโ€, and thatโ€™s your green light as his voice paired with his gaze sends you into a frenzy.

Clothes canโ€™t come off fast enough.

Heโ€™s so effortlessly hot that itโ€™s unfair. And honestly, thatโ€™s how you two got like this. It was all his fault really. Sexy blonde hair, the constant bedroom eyes, goddamn tall, focused, and easygoing demeanor.

Naked and ready to rock his world, you give him a quick peck insisting you donโ€™t need prep when he asks. Which is usually necessary since heโ€™s so big all around. Broad chest and shoulders, thick muscled arms, thighs, and massive hands. Your fingers barely touch when you wrap them around him but itโ€™s fine. You look up but heโ€™s already looking at you.

โ€œYโ€™need me to help ya put it in?โ€œ

Fuck, shit, hell, damnit, thatโ€™s the last straw and you sink down on him.

Gasping, it burns as he stretches you out, like actually hurts, but it hurts in the best way possible. Moaning in unison, Joe grabs your waist tight, suckling wet kisses all over your chest, breathing in your sweet scent.

You smell so good that he wishes he could bend you over and eat you every day.

The pleasure that rips through you has you gasping while you roll your hips and start riding him. His cock hits every spot as it fucks into your sopping cunt over and over. Your eyes water but you keep them on anything but him because the way he looks at you is too much. Itโ€™s bad enough that youโ€™re so soaked itโ€™s audible. Wet smacks, heavy breathing, and your near crying as Joe slams you down on his fat cock.

Sometimes heโ€™s gentle but when you get like this he really canโ€™t bother to be. Such a tight, soaked, little hole, with your mischievous doe eyes and sweet smilesโ€ฆteasing him. Always such a cheeky little thing but it all stopped when he got you like this.

The groan that comes out of his mouth is sinful as he feels your walls pulse erratically around him. Youโ€™re close.

Grabbing your cheeks, he makes you look at him. The cockdrunk, dazed look on your face inspires something dangerous in him and he grinds his fat tip against that special spot inside you, hissing at the gush of slick that follows.

โ€œFuck me, thatโ€™s it. Yโ€™gonna make a mess huh? Yeah. I know you areโ€ฆcuz sheโ€™s squeezing me so tightโ€, he whispers hotly against your lips, taking the rough pad of his thumb to wreak havoc against your aching clit. Looking straight into your teary blown eyes as you cry for him.

โ€œShhh, itโ€™s okayโ€ฆthatsss it..cum for me sweetness. Let me have it babyโ€. Joeโ€™s sultry low voice with the way he strums your swollen stuffed pussy makes you orgasm so hard it hurts. Whining and screaming through the almost endless waves of white hot pleasure, you donโ€™t even notice Joe swearing, brows furrowed, biting his lip at the ring of cream around his base. Thereโ€™s a possibility the whole dorm heard you and by the end of it, youโ€™re boneless.

By the tume you come down, it takes a minute for the change of position to click until you see Joe above you. Smiling, he leans down and kisses the corner of your mouth where you had drooled when he evicted your soul from your body, licking his lips after. (Like this man is a freak and I wonโ€™t hear otherwise)

โ€œWait-! Did youโ€ฆ?โ€, your hoarse question doesnโ€™t linger in the air too long but Joeโ€™s answer has that heat stirring up again.

โ€œNoโ€ฆbut donโ€™t worry. I will, nโ€™ this time, Iโ€™ll be on topโ€ฆ.because I wanna watch it leak out of ya when I do. Sโ€™that okay, baby?โ€ He swears heโ€™s never been this hard in his life as he looks down at you dreamily. Soft, warm, and sated. Fuck.

But you? Are reeling.

Where did he learn how to talk like that?

Nodding weakly, itโ€™s โ€œwhatever you wantโ€. Gasping when he smacks the thick head of his tip on your clit, you spread your shaky legs wider. Ready for round 2 and thatโ€™s his cue.

Getting between your legs, folding your knees to your chestโ€ฆ.

โ€œSo don't tap out on me just yet.โ€

1 year ago

sad girl, major john egan

pairing: major john "bucky" egan x amelia mae

content: in the beginning stages of their relationship, amelia finds herself questioning john and the nature of their relationship.

song reference: sad girl by lana del rey

an: idk this song does something to me. should I make a tag list?

Sad Girl, Major John Egan

John Egan was an enigma. A puzzle that was impossible to solve. A language she couldnโ€™t translate. A concept she couldnโ€™t grasp. It angered her. It sent her into emotional overload and overwhelmed her mind. She couldnโ€™t make sense of him and it pained her.ย 

She found herself in her head, swimming through the sea of intrusive thoughts that invaded her mind. He wasnโ€™t serious about her. He wasnโ€™t capable of loving her. That was evident by the way his eyes followed the silhouette of a pretty blonde at the pub while she washed dishes and served drinks to the armymen. He didnโ€™t know she noticed. Why would he? To him, she was nothing but a girl heโ€™d gone on a few dates with. They werenโ€™t committed; he owed her no loyalty.ย 

Her attempts at keeping her facial expressions at bay were a failure. When she rose her head, she caught the sympathetic eyes of the emphatic Gale Cleven. The smile on her face quivered as she turned her back and continued with her task.ย 

And his hesitancy, oh God, his hesitancy to decline a dance from a woman broke her even further. Sure, she should have been glad that he declined the brunetteโ€™s advances regardless, but the fact that he took the time to think. To ponder. To debate, made her sick to her stomach.ย 

She wept like a child that night. She accepted his peck on the cheek at the end of the evening, โ€œYou alright, doll?โ€ His voice sent a chill down her spine. It stayed with her until she went home, then wept like a child.ย 

She was asked about him by her best friend. If only she could describe all that he was, and all that he wasnโ€™t. He was a complex case that needed to be studied. Dissected and picked apart like an experiment. She nodded once and said, โ€œHe is a beautiful human, truly. Bold and wild like a fire. He walks in it with pride and warms everyone he comes in contact with.โ€

Her friend sensed the sadness laced in her words. With a small voice, she asked in return, โ€œIt sounds like you arenโ€™t too happy about that. Whatโ€™s that about?โ€

With a sad smile pulled at her lips. Amelia shrugged and dropped her hands into her lap defeatedly. Quietly she admitted, "I don't know if he can love me the way I love him. I think...my worst fear is that he'll light me on fire and leave me to burn in the flames...."

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likes are nice, but please share feedback, friends!

1 year ago

Harsh Night

Leave me on the side of the road, pack up my bags and toss them right over, forget the scent of my clothes in your car, pry me out of the depths of your mind, breathe new life into our room we shared, I don't want to know of your new found joy, please be wary of my bare cold shoulders, for the night is harsh on me

~ mitski inspired me to write this short passage on the feeling of being replaced and on the verge of being forgotten

( constructive criticism is welcomed and much needed )

XD


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1 year ago
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia
โ€œis This All You Got? They Locked Me Under The Floor For Sixteen Years Just For Being Born!โ€ - Octavia

โ€œis this all you got? they locked me under the floor for sixteen years just for being born!โ€ - octavia blake

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green is not your colour (1) - coriolanus snow.

Pairing: Coriolanus Snow x Reader.

Warning: Implied cheating.

Summary: You've been engaged to Coriolanus Snow for a few short weeks and have been living together for even shorter but, the betrothal is put through its first test when Coriolanus's affair makes itself known. Part (1/2).

Wordcount: 1.3k.

A/N: This takes place in the 'You Keep Him There' universe. A couple of months before Christmas Kiss. Please tell me you catch the Yellowstone reference.

Green Is Not Your Colour (1) - Coriolanus Snow.

11 months ago.

The stone bench cuts into the skin of your exposed thigh, one leg crossed over the other as your arm rests along the back of the garden seat. Goosebumps cover the length of your body; remnants of last nightโ€™s cold snap are still evident as the icy blanket that covers the Manorโ€™s grounds slowly melt away with the slow rising sun.ย 

Of course, the cold was of no concern. Not when you had your new found habit to keep you warm.ย 

Taking a drag from the lit cigarette between your fingers, your gaze is unwavering as you stare down the anxious chauffeur who had pulled into the driveway of your new home at the same time that you did - belonging neither to you or Coriolanus.

It had taken you all of 30 seconds to piece together what was going on and who the car belonged to - after all, you werenโ€™t supposed to be home until the afternoon. You arenโ€™t surprised Coriolanus would do this but, it doesnโ€™t make it hurt any less; doesnโ€™t temper the green eyed monster threatening to rear its ugly head.

Sure, you didnโ€™t like him but, the two of you had known each other your entire lives; would marry in less than a year, he belonged to you- you'd hoped those things would at least mean something to him too but, it doesnโ€™t and again, that doesnโ€™t surprise you but, you are disappointed. Disappointed that he would bring this into your home.

The chauffeur fiddles with the cuffs of his sleeves, unsure of where to look as his gaze shifts nervously between you and the front doors until finally, they open and he relaxes slightly, eager to escape the weight of your stare as he wrenches the car door open for his passenger.ย 

You watch, hidden from their view as she emerges from your home, bidding farewell to your fiance. Crushing the cigarette, you wait until sheโ€™s about to enter the car to make your presence known.ย 

โ€œI always suspected there may be something more between the two of you but, to become his mistress?โ€ You stand, making your way over to her.ย 

Stopping a metre out, you drag your gaze lazily over her figure until you meet her own surprised one.ย 

โ€œMy, my, Clemensia, I never expected that from you,โ€ you tut. โ€œAlthough, I wonโ€™t lie. After yourโ€ฆ stint in the hospital back in our academy days, I didnโ€™t think heโ€™d ever look at you again.โ€ย 

She flinches at your words but it doesnโ€™t keep her down for long. The red-eyed, puffy-cheeked beauty straightening her back and puffing her chest with an air of arrogance that you did not appreciate.ย 

โ€œWhat are you doing here?โ€

โ€œWhat am I doing here?โ€ you repeat, laughing at the nerve of her. โ€œClemensia, this is my house. I can come and go as I please but, you? Well, we are going to have a problem if I see you around here again.โ€

"You can't stop me. He was mine first."

You take an intimidating step closer.ย 

โ€œYou want to sleep with Coriolanus? Fine. Thatโ€™s your choice but, not in my house. Affairs are for hotels not homes, and if you ever step foot in mine again, I will make sure you never take another step again. Got it?โ€

She swallows thickly but nods her understanding.ย 

"Good. Now get off of my property before, I have you removed from it."

You donโ€™t wait for her to go, sights immediately set on the fool you were to take as your husband in less than a year.

โ€œCoriolanus,โ€ you yell, throwing the doors open, anger finally revealing itself. โ€œCoriolanus!โ€

You find him sitting at the head of the dining table, looking equally as surprised as his whore to see you. Unlike her however, heโ€™s quick to hide it.ย 

โ€œWhen did you-โ€

โ€œYou keep your whores out of my house, Coriolanus,โ€ you warn him. โ€œYou keep your whores out of my house or I will teach you a lesson that I promise you will never forget.โ€

-

You spend the rest of the day sleeping, too tired from the morning's events and traveling to do anything else but rest, so itโ€™s dark out by the time you leave your room.ย 

Padding down the staircase, your tummy makes its hunger known, growling out for anyone awake to hear. Sleepily, you make your way to the kitchen, not noticing the dim light emitting from the space until you're already inside with an unwanted guest.ย 

You look at him for a moment, thinking about whether to tuck tail and turn away or continue on your journey for food- your stomach makes your decision for you however, when it growls again.ย 

Coriolanus is the first to speak. โ€œThere's a plate in the fridge for you.โ€ย 

You donโ€™t acknowledge him, opening the fridge in silence and indeed finding the plate of food inside. You pretend heโ€™s not there as you move around the kitchen to warm your food up. When everything is ready, you take a seat at the kitchen bench- itโ€™s then that Coriolanus decides to speak again.

โ€œI think we should talk about this morning.โ€

โ€œWe have,โ€ you answer him, tone clipped. โ€œAnd I told you not to bring your whores into my house again.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s not what I mean.โ€

You breathe a laugh of disbelief. Was it not enough to discover what you did this morning now, he wanted to discuss it too? Picking up your plate, you make to leave- there were other rooms in this place that you could eat peacefully in.ย 

โ€œItโ€™s over-โ€ he follows after you, blocking your path. โ€œMe and Clemmie. I ended things with her.โ€

โ€œClemmie,โ€ you scoff the name. โ€œHow very considerate of you. Does she know that?โ€

โ€œShe does and I didnโ€™t end it because of what happened this morning- I ended things weeks ago. Sheโ€™s just having a hard time letting go but, I promise it is. Iโ€™m with you.โ€

You pause- pinching the bridge of your nose.

โ€œYou shouldโ€™ve ended it months ago, well before we even got engaged.โ€

โ€œI know. Iโ€™m sorry.โ€ย 

You nod but don't forgive him and he uses your silence to keep talking.ย 

โ€œI want to make this work, I want us to get along, I want-โ€ he hesitates, taking your free hand. โ€œI want you to like me.โ€ย 

โ€œWhat makes you think I donโ€™t?โ€

โ€œYou made it very clear in the Academy that you donโ€™t, I doubt your opinion of me has changed much since.โ€ย 

You smile bitterly down at your joined hands. Your dislike for Coriolanus in school differed vastly from why you disliked him now.ย ย 

You wonder if it would ever be possible to like Coriolanus Snow now.ย 

It was hard to see the possibility when your entire being now depended on marrying him. Your grandparents had already loved him, he was Old Guard, cut from the same cloth and as he got older, they saw the future in Coriolanus Snow, future president of Panem. And that was before the proposal was even brought to them. Once it wasโ€ฆ they would be damned if you married anyone else. When you attempted to go against it, they had made it known that they were more than willing to reduce you to nothing; taking steps to ensure you couldnโ€™t refuse by hinging your inheritance of the Blizzard Telecommunications and Mass Media Empire and wealth on marrying him. Coriolanus Snow had snatched any freedom or hope for the future you envisioned for yourself away from you and he didnโ€™t even know it.ย 

Maybe one day youโ€™d move past it or maybe one day he'd accept that you never would but, for now you settle for โ€œmaybe you can start with buying me a new house.โ€

Coriolanus chuckles but you're being serious and he agrees, "soon."

โ€œAnd Coriolanus?โ€

โ€œYeah?โ€

โ€œI don't ever want to see you with Clemensia Dovecote again. I donโ€™t take kindly to those who you would threaten to take what is mine. Green is not my colour and, I promise you wonโ€™t like seeing me in it either.โ€

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