I Don't Know Why...but I Hate Everything I Do...even Though I Know I Am Legitimately Trying To Get Better.

I don't know why...but I hate everything I do...even though I know I am legitimately trying to get better. I find every little imperfection but hey that's the joy in life those imperfections. So I'm here to say... Embrace your imperfections and make the most of life. Besides....aren't those imperfections what make us...well unique?

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6 years ago
Name: Virgil Sanders

Name: Virgil Sanders

Hero Name: Anxiety

Quirk: Reflex

Likes: Thunderstorms

Thinking about turning this into an ask blog for this AU...should I? Eh I’ll figure out when I finish Logan.


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6 years ago

So I'm working on a book about this boy...it's also a bit of see how far my arts gotten. I have one more but it's not finished yet so I'll probably post tomorrow.

So I'm Working On A Book About This Boy...it's Also A Bit Of See How Far My Arts Gotten. I Have One More

His name is Ryan Night and he's the son of basically the devil...he's like 16 ish and is enrolled in a high school for demons and angels.


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6 years ago

Sanders Sides BNHA AU

So like I was thinking about this for a while and I now just want to draw for this a lot now. Granted I'll also be writing the story to go along with it I do want to say my arts not that great and I am still learning! But here's my HeadCanons for this.

Deciet

Deciet is similar to Bakugou in a sense that he wants to be a hero but is really messed up.

He speaks in lies still.

Him and Virgil are siblings and they have a love hate relationship going on there

Deciets quirk would be like venom that paralyzes his enemy but he flat out has to bite them.

He is bff's with Roman because well... I'll get into that later...

He is always making Logan confused with his lies.

He'd ask Remy (sleep) to knock Virgil out so he didn't need to feel the glare on his back after he did something he shouldn't have

Would constantly be getting in trouble.

"D...why is Logan paralyzed again?"

"I have no idea..."

He has a love for snakes...

And is a big nerd when it comes to them

Secretly cares for everyone around him

Oh and totally doesn't know how to swim.


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4 years ago

Thomas telling the truth

Roman and Janus are close in my book but if I had to choose Janus.

Experiment

Comment/Reblog with your answers to these questions:

Do you think Janus’s nod after Thomas said Roman was his hero was him saying “yes, Thomas is lying” or “yes, Thomas is telling the truth”

If you were to rate the sides from favorite to least favorite, would Roman or Janus be higher up on the scale?

6 years ago

BNHA Sanders Sides Chapter 2

Word Count: 1255

Warnings: Angry Logan(Although he may not feel anything)

Pairings: None…(yet)

Summary: Deceit gets a new name, new found friends, and a singular enemy.

At Class

“What do you mean not ready yet? Haven’t you been working on it since you were twelve?” Virgil asked Deceit, who blushed and nodded.

“W-Well no, I was just um….yes...I just love it. And it looks amazing.” Deceit softly said, causing Logan to roll his eyes.

“Then why can’t you show us it.” Logan’s voice was cold, and Deceit hid by Virgil. Sure Virgil was okay with his brother hiding, but he also didn’t feel like having Deceit, constantly searching for him to protect him. Virgil sighed though, he knew that the first day was rough for himself as well.

“What D meant to say was that his outfit isn’t ready yet, and he hates the way it looked.” Virgil saved Deceit who looked up at him happily.

“Thank...you.” he struggled to say it, but he did because he was genuinely glad that Virgil helped him.

“No problem, hey Princey how about helping him later with his outfit. Maybe tell him the story about how you and I met.” Virgil suggested, Roman shot his head up from Deceit, and nodded.

“He will be the third most stylish hero around!” Roman said, Virgil rolling his eyes. Everyone was having a good time except for Logan, he just saw all the times Deceit lied, and eventually got up altogether and moved to his own seat, avoiding Deceit at all costs.

“Oh and Deceit, is that your real name or...is it like a hero name in progress?” Patton asked, which even Logan turned his head over to listen in on the conversation.

“Well, it’s my name…because that is what my parents named me….” Deceit shuffled in place, clearly uneasy. He knew it seemed far fetched, but it was the truth he was named Deceit by his birth parents, and well he was at a point where changing it seemed absurd to him.

“Really? That’s really unique.” Roman said, straining his voice a bit. Patton and Virgil saw how nervous Deceit was, but it was probably because he had so much pent up lying that he was going to burst out lying to everyone in front of him.

“Deceit if you need to lie go right ahead, you know I can somewhat translate what you’re trying to say.” Virgil mumbled, pulling out a piece of paper, ready to translate whatever Deceit said, and hand it to Patton and Roman.

“Well you see Roman you’re so unfashionable.” Deceit began a list of lies, all while Logan sat at his desk ignoring the comments, that were rather harsh, and quite mean. He didn’t understand how the others could take such berating at the hands of a liar. Logan didn’t want to tell his friends that they should stop feeding into Deceit’s lies but how could he. They clearly cared about Deceit, though their short period of time together shouldn’t have given them enough time to create a bond. So as class started, Logan just planned how he would potentially avoid Deceit.

Class came to an end hours later, and they were all heading to lunch, where Deceit, had grown accustomed to sitting alone at lunch. So when he was offered to sit with Virgil and Roman, you could say he was a bit surprised.

“Hey guys.” Deceit sat next to them and Roman perked up, though his hand never left Virgil’s.

“So! I was thinking and of course Virgil will help. We help find you a real name that doesn’t sound like a hero name!” Roman was ecstatic, while Virgil and Deceit seemed rather uncomfortable with the idea.

“Well the idea is bad, but I can’t keep my old name.” Deceit facepalmed, he meant to speak in truth but Virgil had already explained to Roman that Deceit normally didn’t mean things unless he felt threatened, or extra passionate about something.

“Well yeah, it’s nice because I came up with it but you do need to have a real name and a hero name. How about….Nixon?” Roman suggested, clearly getting the idea from Richard Nixon.

“Yes.” Deceit mumbled, his eyes flickering to his food as he munched on it.

“Okay, can we use a stand in name like...oh! Apate. It’s a goddess of deception!” Roman suggested.

“Oh until we find the missing piece, which is my “real” name?” Deceit asked, he liked the idea of having a woman's name, as names didn’t have genders.

“Apate. I actually like the ring to that D, maybe we should think of a new name for you, so I don’t have to scream Deceit across the halls and mom yell at me because of it.”

“Do you think mom would like the new name idea?” Deceit asked, he was uneasy about changing his name and wanted acceptance of his family, friends were just a plus.

“Of course she would, dad would too, when he gets back from Japan.” Virgil said, clearly not comfortable talking about his father.

“Oh Virgil, he’ll be back.” Roman pulled Virgil in for a hug, granted it was short lived, as the two pulled away in a fiery blush. Deceit shrugged it off, taking it as nothing out of place for the two.

“So...Virgil how did you and Roman meet?” Deceit asked, munching on his food.

“Oh...a story for another time Apate.” Virgil said softly giggling, he stared at Roman, only to get a glare in return.

Apate (Deceit), smiled he loved his new found friends, even if one of their friends hated him. He didn’t want to lose the rest of them.

“Oh! Deceit! There you are!”

Apate turned around seeing Emile, and someone else behind him.

“Oh hey Emile.” Apate smiled, and waved.

“Oh you know Emile?” Roman asked, removing his hand from Virgil’s clearly not wanting anyone else to see.

“Oh yeah we met when he helped me to class.” Apate smiled, and then stared at the person behind Emile.

“Oh this is Remy, he isn’t much for small talk as he is for gossip.” Emile said, a soft smile gracing his face. Remy sat down on one side of Apate, and Emile on the other.

“Oh! Emile, we are all trying to help Deceit here find a new name, so Deceit can be his hero name!” Roman yelled, clapping his hands together.

“Oh that’s a wonderful idea! How about Dolo?” Emile, suggested, which Apate cringed to.

“It’s not my favorite name but I’ll keep it in mind.” Apate said a soft smile on his face.

“Well that’s a great start! Anyways, I see you’ve managed to get more friends.” Emile said, point at Roman and Virgil.

“Oh well Virgil and I are brothers...not-”

“Oh I know that.”

Apate was cut off by Emile, his head tilting to the side. He looked at Virgil who smiled back.

“I know about you two’s love hate relationship, Virgil talks about you all the time. But don’t worry, Virgil does bring up some rather sweet points about you as well.” Emile smiled, holding his hands together, as Remy laid his head against Apate. Emile sighed, knowing that Remy was tired, after all he was helping him out with somethings going on in his own life.

“Well, maybe we all should meet up after school! I’m sure Patton and Logan would love to join us!” Emile suggested, and everyone looked at each other.

“I think that’s a lovely idea! Who’s house shall we go to?” Roman asked, Virgil and Emile looking at him.

“Yours.” They said in unison, leaving Apate utterly confused.

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6 years ago

Emile

He is the therapist of the group, and he enjoys helping everyone.

He let’s Roman into his room at night when he needs help with his love life.

Emile, will always have everything on him, just like a concerned mom.

Emile will sometimes cosplay, and convince the others to do it with him

“Pleeeeassse Remy! I wanna go as Lance, could you please go as Keith?!”

“Whhhyyyyy...”

“Because! You’re like the best Keith ever.”

“But I don’t wanna, that’s to much workkk....”

“Fine. I’ll go ask Roman.”

“Give me the jeggings, and the skin tight boots!”

Emile and Remy are both taller than Deciet, Emile being taller than Virgil by just a bit.

Emile can be found, in the library with Logan.

Emile doesn’t mind being pulled from a conversation to help his friends with a very stressing situation.

He works, hard to make sure all his friends are okay.

Emile’s quirk is actually just shape shifting.

He is a huge nerd by the way did I mention that.

Sanders Sides BNHA AU

So like I was thinking about this for a while and I now just want to draw for this a lot now. Granted I’ll also be writing the story to go along with it I do want to say my arts not that great and I am still learning! But here’s my HeadCanons for this.

Deciet

Deciet is similar to Bakugou in a sense that he wants to be a hero but is really messed up.

He speaks in lies still.

Him and Virgil are siblings and they have a love hate relationship going on there

Deciets quirk would be like venom that paralyzes his enemy but he flat out has to bite them.

He is bff’s with Roman because well… I’ll get into that later…

He is always making Logan confused with his lies.

He’d ask Remy (sleep) to knock Virgil out so he didn’t need to feel the glare on his back after he did something he shouldn’t have

Would constantly be getting in trouble.

“D…why is Logan paralyzed again?”

“I have no idea…”

He has a love for snakes…

And is a big nerd when it comes to them

Secretly cares for everyone around him

Oh and totally doesn’t know how to swim.


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5 years ago

Sanders Sides Stuff

I’m starting to notice I’m avoiding the BNHA AU because.....I’m working on a DLAMP story....and welll

Sanders Sides Stuff

well hopefully I can get this story out by tonight or at least before the end of June...


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6 years ago

BNHA Sanders Sides Chapter 1

Word Count: 1320

Warnings: N/A, unless (sympathetic Deceit, counts but like I hardly consider that a trigger.)

Pairings: None…(yet)

Summary: Basically the sides are all now enrolled in a school similar to U.A., but it’s in the US, for obvious reasons.

Virgil’s home

Virgil was not excited to go to school, he wanted to just stay hidden away in his room, avoiding the world at all costs. Granted he was overreacting but he knew something would go wrong, like everything always did. So he just laid down in his bed, knowing that he would much rather get kicked from the school of his dreams than to be humiliated in front of a ton of students, that would hold it over his head for the rest of his life.

“Virgil! Come on! We’re going to be early….” his brother, Deceit, screamed from downstairs. Virgil groaned, he knew that Deceit would keep yelling unless he was down there and ready to go to school.

“Give me a few minutes…” and with that Virgil was up and moving, throwing aside everything, and finding his school uniform. Which was easy for him to do, since Deceit walked in earlier and placed his clothes on his desk. Virgil quickly got dressed and ran downstairs, only to run into his snake like brother. Deceit was on the ground, Virgil being a bit taller than him didn’t make anything easy for him to hold his ground.

“O-Ow…” Deceit stood up quickly brushing the dust off of his body. He was clearly upset, but didn’t want to strain the relationship him and his brother had further. Virgil rolled his eyes, and began walking out the door, the walk to school wasn’t one that had to be rushed, so him and Deceit actually had a nice stroll there. Deceit tried to make small talk, but Virgil didn’t like to listen to his younger brother, as he was always lying about things he’s done, and the rare time he spoke in truth, was about things he really didn’t like to hear about.

“D...I don’t want to talk right now, so please shut up.”

Deceit’s eyes fell, as he really wanted to become friends with his brother, even if they weren’t blood related. So Deceit shut his mouth and waited to get all the way to school so he could go and make friends.

“D, remember, if someone comes around and hurts you, tell me. Don’t paralyze them. Stay safe little bro.” Virgil gave Deceit a small hug before departing. Deceit had a giddy smile on, it was one of the few times Virgil initiated any form of contact with Deceit so of course he was happy. The bell for class rang, but Deceit had no clue where to go, and searched for it as everyone had left. He wanted to find Virgil, but his older brother had walked off and he didn’t take note of where he went. So he wandered the school, his schedule in hand, and a nervous expression on his face. It took him fifteen minutes to find another person, but it was someone who had just left a classroom. They wore, glasses, and they wrapped their jacket around their neck instead of wearing it properly. He seemed to have notice me as he walked out and ended up sauntering over to me.

“Hey there kiddo do ya need some help?” He asked, and he sounded so friendly.

“U-Um….no….” Deceit mumbled, secretly cursing his stupid lies.

“Okay then kiddo.” he began to walk off and Deceit sighed, he was lost, but didn’t want to lose his chance at having a friend.

“W-Wait! I lied...I do need help. I-I was just nervous.” Deceit quickly told a semi-truth, and the boy turned around.

“Well you don’t have to be scared at all! My name’s Patton, and you might be?” Patton extended his hand, and Deceit slowly reached out to shake it.

“Deceit.” Deceit said softly.

“Very neato name! May I see your schedule?” Patton asked, Deceit handed that to Patton, and Patton chuckled.

“It’s the room I just came from kiddo!” Patton handed my schedule back to me, and I just had to open my dumb mouth.

“I could have so found it on my own.”

Patton flinched at my tone of voice, and he soon had a scowl on his face.

“Well! I guess you don’t need help finding the rest of your classes.” Patton stormed off, and Deceit ended up deciding to keep his comments to himself. When class ended, he searched endlessly for his next one.

“Stupid...Stupid Deceit…” Deceit mumbled to himself, bumping into someone on the way to finding his next class. The person was a bit taller than him and backed away from them.

“Sorry…” he was folding on himself, and he hid behind his hands.

“What’s wrong? You seem distressed.” he smiled, and moved Deceit’s hands down.

“N-Nothing.” Deceit mumbled, and the boy in front of him, sighed, and led Deceit to the side of the hall.

“My name is Emile, would you like me to lead me to your next class?” Emile asked, Deceit, who gladly accepted.

“Y-Yessss” Deceit struggled to tell the truth, and Emile could see that but didn’t push into it.

“Let’s go!” Emile dragged Deceit with him.

“How do you even know where I’m going to be for the next class I haven’t given you my schedule!” Deceit cried, as he was dragged around, Emile’s steel grip crushing his wrist.

“I’m just helping another friend everything’s okay!” Emile placed Deceit in front of a door, and then ran off to his own class. Deceit walked in nervously and his eyes darted around the room, finding Patton shared this class with him, and Patton was talking with Virgil, and three others. So Deceit steered his way to the back of the room so he was far away from everyone. Deceit already had a rough day, and he didn’t feel like making it worse.

“D! Come here!”

Deceit walked over, a frown on his face. He tried to hide behind his hands again, mostly because he felt bad for earlier.

“D. I wanted to introduce you to my friends. Thomas he’s a very spectacular person, Logan, he’s the smarts of the group, and Roman is our idiot of the group, and you’ve already met Patton.” Virgil had a very sheepish smile on his face, almost as if he knew that Patton and Deceit already had a bad start.

“We’ve heard that you are a...Logan what was that word again?”

“Pathological Liar.”

“That! And we would like to help you not do that, or at least get to know you better so we can tell if you’re having a terrible day.” Roman said, probably knowing about the meeting with Patton.

“Oh u-um…okay? What don’t- I mean do you want to know?” Deceit corrected himself, and the others caught it as well. Logan scribbled something down, and seemed agitated already.

“How about where you came from? Virgil told us how you were adopted into his family, and how he really didn’t like how much you lied, but he does say that there are some positives about you!” Patton began to smile.

“Um...I-I do...like the question.” Deceit said softly, Virgil quickly walking over to comfort him, knowing some bits of his past.

“Not the best start up, question...how about your favorite animal? Can you do that?” Virgil asked, his voice was never that soft unless he felt Deceit was in danger.

“Snakes…” Deceit said, everyone looked at each other and softly giggled.

“Figures you have half a snake face!” Roman shouted, Deceit softly giggled as well.

“Alright if we are asking questions along that line...what’s your quirk?” Logan asked, sitting down with his notebook scribbling down everything about Deceit.

“Paralyzing venom….I have to bite people to use it…” Deceit mumbled and Roman was squealing.

“You have such a cool quirk!” Roman chuckled, and then Virgil glared at Deceit.

“Anyways D! Shouldn’t you tell them about your hero outfit?” Virgil sighed, and Deceit scratched the back of his head.

“It’s not ready yet…” Deceit mumbled.

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Hmmmm...we’re Getting Somewhere With This New Oneshot
Hmmmm...we’re Getting Somewhere With This New Oneshot

Hmmmm...we’re getting somewhere with this new oneshot


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