i have seen some tiktok videos of ppl pointing out how calcharo is the only character who doesn’t stare forward AKA at us when opening the character screen so i have decided to drop something that i wanted to fervently talk about.
calcharo is an albino.
he isn’t the only character who has a white/grey hair. we have aalto, sanhua, lingyang and even scar. but they all have dark eyelashes, black if you look at their models closely. but calcharo doesn’t. he’s the only white/grey haired character who had white eyelashes which could mean he is an albino. so why did i bring out him not looking forward thing you ask? ocular albinism. i’m not a medical expert but i have an old OC who has it and i’ve decided to look into it a bit for my OC and i read from somewhere that ocular albinism can cause shakiness in pupils or eyes, hence calcharo not looking forward or constantly looking around. writers/artists, take what you will but it’s just a headcannon/theory of mine.
PSA WARNING : DO NOT READ IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE TALKS OF SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.
Background Context: I was speed running my chance to have Inky the stray black cat as my pet and changed the time to Evening, but I was at Lumina Square when I did it. So, I went to the map icon to go back to Sixth Street when I saw Lighter’s icon in the Lumina Square area and I had to check out why he’s there.
I was not prepared for the interaction between us.
I just want everyone to know that I am not a licensed psychologist, I am only days away from getting my Bachelor’s degree in Psychology, but Lighter’s choice of words are heavily implying that he has suicidal ideation.
You have three choices to tell him. I already did the second and third choices. This is what he’ll say:
The first pic happens when you picked the last one, and he’s going to do a bunch of death jokes to lighten the mood, but the Proxy will still remind him in the end to live his life. If you pick the second, it’s the rest of the pictures and he’s going to tell you that he is doing fine and was overthinking his situation, but will say he envies you for a secret reason. I will try to find him again tomorrow for the first one, but I just want people to know that Lighter has suffered and is still dealing with PTSD from his past so every time the Proxy talks to him, Lighter becomes happier because of us. His interactions with the Proxy does show that he does care about our relationship with him and that he will not do anything reckless for the sake of his relationship with us.
Literally minutes after our interaction. He’s in a happier state.
Lighter might not want people to know his situation, but the instant he hears someone wanting him to live or is willing to die with him, he changes his mind and wants to live so the person who cares about him doesn’t have to worry about him. He truly is a well written character and I will defend him with everything I have.
im thinking so hard about that fuckingg void archives apology bartender robot. it even looks like it could be their kid. streets are saying it was around for the original trailblazing trio's exploration period but the void archives freaked up its menu. i fucking love it. (welt voice) the cube is telling the robot to put motor oil in all our drinks
not to mention its name being the last thing himeko said to him. 'i named our robot shut the fuck up bc you told me to shut up over a year ago'. this cube is bad at letting things go? more at 10. lets kill them
OOC: things I believe Lovecraft has had breakdowns over
Accidentally saying "thanks you" to a cashier
Not knowing what to call sizes at Starbucks and accidentally referring to them as 'large' and 'small'
Bumping his head on a doorway
Being bumped into and not knowing whether to apologize or not
Having to tell the cashier they forgot his ketchup
Having his order messed up horribly (he ate it anyway)
Accidentally giving someone in the Guild the wrong tool because he was having a breakdown and ½ over what tool he needed to grab
Accidentally referring to a celebrity as another celebrity (the kpop stans destroyed his self confidence)
Not knowing a minor character's name in a movie (again the fans got em)
Accidentally knocking over something not breakable at a store
Etc :3
There's just something about the rubble only being visible in Fyodor's shadow in this panel.
Something about how he destroys everything he touches, about how misery and ruin is all he's capable of creating, about how everything that's happening, has happened, all comes back to him.
Shadows usually obscure things from view, but darkness is all Fyodor is, that's where he's revealed.
How anime girls be standing when talking to the main character
Those delusions and fallacies have been shattered. He wanted to be the sun of the whole world, yet He fell from the sky.
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