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Thankoss thankoosss!!

~KONKALITOLA, KOPAYI NODI & JOMIDAR BARI~

Shantiniketan Trip:- Day-2

Konkalitola Mondir:-

Beautiful temple. My family didn't give puja because this year my grandmother expired, so "ashuch" . (curse in english I guess, don't know) I was sitting inside the temple area and saw that "Shautali Dance" was performed by the tribal women. I danced with them, clicked photos. I danced so well that they were calling me continuously🤭. I really had fun their. I even did my make up inside the temple area (because Pinush was giving me rush and yes girls take time to get ready). While doing my makeup I felt like the song "Chandi Jaisa Rang Hai Tera". I know I am not even a bit of that song but still I felt. (I am ugly as hell🙂 but still I felt like chandi jaisa rang). Anyways really felt calm and happy while dancing.

Kopayi Nodi:-

Rabindranath Thakur composed a poem "Amader Choto Nodi" which was based on Kopayi Nodi. Its really a "choto nodi, chole aake bake". I have nothing so say something about this nodi because its really beautiful. Speechless I am.

আমাদের ছোটো নদী চলে বাঁকে বাঁকে বৈশাখ মাসে তার হাঁটু জল থাকে। পার হয়ে যায় গোরু, পার হয় গাড়ি, দুই ধার উঁচু তার, ঢালু তার পাড়ি। চিক্ চিক্ করে বালি, কোথা নাই কাদা, একধারে কাশবন ফুলে ফুলে সাদা। কিচিমিচি করে সেথা শালিকের ঝাঁক, রাতে ওঠে থেকে থেকে শেয়ালের হাঁক।

~ রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর

(I have posted a picture of "Bonolota". It is a villa which is named after Bonolota.)

Jomidaar Bari:-

Several shooting took place in this place. Its really huge. Shiv Pujo takes place in this house. I though that the Zee5 webseries "Shwetkali" shooting was done here but I was wrong. Anyways. I even clicked some photos inside the jomidar bari. I felt like I reached heaven, its was vintage and beautiful.

Thats all about day two. Had a lot of fun and gathered a lot of knowledge.

I bet day 3 blog will capture the heart of every reader.

Lemme tag my favorite Bengali's as well as other mutuals

@intellectual6666 @choppedphilosopherharmony @jukti-torko-golpo @piyakebazaar @anarkali-disco-chali @shyam-kariya @aapki-shayara @aapka-shayar @thecaffeinatedresearcher @enigma-the-mysterious

okay, attention bangali!!!, saraswati pujo and valentines day are on the same day this year.. Saraswati pujo is basically the valentines day of bengalis.

Now, to all those bacha bacha couples, bad luck- karon tomader bedsheet ar bedcover hoye ekdin e berote debe.. ar berote parbenaa.. Because you cringe couples aka doodh er sishus are the only cause of deflation of my sanity (karon toder dekhle amar gaa haath pa jole jaye). Uronto bike e duronto mamomi’s, ektu aste gari chalaben tar karon apnader mrityo shigrohi ashche bole amader moto paaye chola public dero mrityor karon hoben na..

To all the "parar kuchute kakimaas" jodi dekhi apnar meye OYO te giye anjali dicche, tobe amio kintu shonate charbona.. (Ami school theke karor sathe fhirle toh ekebare semi-mahabharat shuru kore phelen) Beshi barabari korlena cheredebona....

Ekhon anek day ashte choleche... ami just slap day tar jonyo wait korchi.. Rastaye jake dekhbo takei chor mere happy slap day bole cut marbo...

Okay koekta bangali der tag koredi

@enigma-the-mysterious @punamc @choppedphilosopherharmony @dopebanditlightpie @zindagi-se-darte-ho @hashi-thatta @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo

Ei koekjon e ache i guess

STREETS OF WEST BENGAL ASKING FOR JUSTICE

"Don’t waste time fixing bonds you didn’t break."

Why do heartbreak comes from people you least expected from?

Ig it's cause shayad tumhe lgta tha tum usse jante ho like you knew them ki vo Aisa nhi krenge vo tumhara Dil nhi todhenge tumhe akela nhi chorenge pr asal mai tumne unhe kabhi Jana hi nhi like tum kabhi samjh hi nhi paye ki vo insaan vo nhi jo tumhe dikhata hai, shyd tum uss insaan ki asaliyat kabhi samjh hi nhi paye aur befaltu mai usse Dil laga behte apna samjh behte soch behte ki jaise vo insaan tumhari life ka sbse imp person h jaise tumhare liye vo apna hai vaise hi tum bhi usske liye imp ho usske apne pr ussne apna to kya kabhi tumhe dost Tak na mana....jaha tumhe lgta tha ki tumhara apna aur apna kaha hurt krta hai vahi tum usske liye kabhi kuch the hi nhi, aur jaha tumhe usske hone na hone se itna fark padta tha usse tumhare na hone se ghanta fark na padta tha... jaha tum usspe apna sb kuch lutane ko taiyaar the vaha vo tumhe roota bhikarta Marta chor jaane ko taiyar the Shyd isliye kisi anjaan se jada apne dukh de jaate hai

Sylvia Plath

When you're so tired that you cannot even sleep

Then- am I- close- mental breakdo-

no girl is as close to a mental breakdown as that girl who says:

I'm like in such a better place right now... Mentally I'm just doing so much better right now... I couldn't have asked for anything more

I feel so good that I got a mutual like @intellectual6666 who, even after being younger than me, tolerates my rants and gives me advice. She is the first one who carefully, sincerely and calmly understood the things which I shared with her as if she is my own younger sister..

I am very much thankful to god for bringing her in my life.. When no one was there with me, she understood my pain.. (She is soooo much like me, because I never hesitate to help others when they are feeling down). A listener also needs a listener and she is my listener and I am hers too. I really love you Ayushi, tui na thakle ajke ami hoyetoh ar kaoke trust korte partamna. Tor boka ami khabo because tui amar bon er moto so didi der o bokuni khete hoye bon der theke🤭🤭.. A thank you won't be enough.. 💗💗💗💗