That's Unfortunate. I Can't Believe There Is Another Bug Eyed, Big Lipped Baddie Out There. And Here

i hope you keep that same sentiment the next time i wake you up for some exciting news. i have no sense of time when it comes to these types of things. i always feel the most spoiled with you, i hope you know? never been around a person who whole heartedly puts me first in every situation. it's refreshing. i guess you are in luck then, because there is no one else i'd want on my arm than you. you are the only person who deserves to be. you've always been my biggest support system, even when we're worlds apart. that has meant more to me than you will ever know. i think whatever role you are put into will be among the greatest. while i'll mourn the fact that they didn't make you an elf, i know whatever role you do get you will crush it. baby, you are an elven king. all you need is the pointed ears and you'd never be able to tell. i love you. you've been my best friend for many years. i'd do whatever i could to make sure you were happy, safe, and healthy. i can say with the upmost confidence that it's not out of your reach. i think if there is something you want you should go for it. the outcome might surprise you.

You're right about never minding you waking me up at all hours for things that made you happy, and I'm always happy to be good to you, which I'm sure you're more than aware of. I'll always spoil you, there's no doubt about that as well, darling. Is that so? I'm glad I'll play all of my cards right and then some. I like hearing that. Plus, I'm pleased that the invite is already mine, I don't think I'd care for anyone else being on your arm after all. Believe me, you're the one person I wish I could tell. I just hope that the big reveal is worth the wait and that you, of course, get what you've wished for. But I agree that it would be a missed opportunity. I look a bit elvish, don't I? Really? I must say I'm glad to hear there's nowhere else you'd rather be than by my side; that means the whole world to me. And the fact that you've been such a support system for me during my lows is something I'll always remember, love. You're not making me feel uncomfortable, it's just, are you sure it's not out of my reach? Because sometimes it feels like it is. Sometimes I feel like it's within reach, and then other times I feel like there's no way I could grasp it.

ALYCIA DEBNAM-CAREY ph. Martin Rusch Story + Rain, March 2025

alycia: i am the worst friend on the planet. this might be a couple of days late, but i'm screaming the happiest of birthdays at you! how does it feel to still be the coolest man on the planet? alycia: please tell me the next time you show up in LA? dinner and drinks are on me. alycia: also find me SAT waiting for the last of us. i'm so glad i'm not busy at the moment and i can watch with the rest of the world. @pedroxofame

it kind of makes me sad knowing i spent so much wasted time and energy on fear that others caused, and robbed myself of so much time with you. i know there is no point to dwell on the past, but it's sad. it does bring me so much comfort to know that you love me, too, and that we're both on the same page with everything. i trust you more than i trust anyone else in this world, and i know that i'm in good hands with you. of course i want that future. i've wanted it for so long, i just never had anyone who wanted it with me until you. i think we could have a beautiful life together. we've already had a beautiful friendship, so why not upgrade that to a lifetime of happiness together? i'm already yours— officially.

You are the most important thing to me, that's something that's been the case for a while now and something I don't ever see changing either, darling. Is that so? Well, I guess I'm pretty happy to hear I made it hard, and I'm glad that you ended up falling in love with me, even if you tried not to. Which, I'm in love with you too, in case that wasn't obvious. I'm sorry you were so afraid to get hurt again, but I understand because I had a little bit of that fear as well. I want us both to be happy and focus on our happiness together. I want you too, and of course I'll have you if you'll have me, darling. You really want that future? I guess getting older, I've just realized that I want to have that before I'm too old to really enjoy it, you know? You're speaking my language with a gothic wedding, though I'm not sure our kids should look or take after me, since I'm a mess most of the time. But since we both want this, we both want that life together, then we should do this, right? Be together. Officially.

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waking up in a new timezone be like..

ALYCIA DEBNAM-CAREY Styled by Tamara Rappa, photographed by Martin Rusch, hair by Sami Knight, makeup by Mai Quynh, set design by Finley Harlocker for Story + Rain, March 2025

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i don't think there is any amount of words in the english language to describe how much i love and miss you. i know work has been awful and we've both been the busiest, but if you find some free time soon we should have dinner so we can catch up. it's been way too long for my liking. @elizcbethchase

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report a titan. 🤭🦖 march 2027

am i the only one who hates having any sort of time off? when i'm working i can't wait for a little time to myself, but now that i'm not booked and busy like i have been i have no idea what to do with my free time. do you have any recommendations of places to travel or things to do? i've tried to think of things to do, but i'm drawing a blank. @ayodebiris