I’m so fucking sick of being treated like shit over and over again simply for existing it wasn’t my choice and I’m really doing my best
“You suffer because you got too attached. How could I be so dumb. It’s my fault for making my happiness dependent on someone elses attention”
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"Nobody want you in their lives."
-voices in my head
Sad but true… x/
i am a mistake. i am a complete mistake. i am the regret that people confront. i am a complete waste of time. i ruin peoples lives without ever intending to. this is who i am.
People need to understand that for those who have gone through trauma experience things differently.
If you went through an abandonment as a child, a breakup others would get over with in months can take years to overcome.
If you went through domestic abuse, even small changes in a loved one's tone can make you anxious.
If you were belittled your whole childhood, being professionally critized at work can feel like the end of the world.
Trauma effects us for a long time after it occurs.