I Am A Mistake. I Am A Complete Mistake. I Am The Regret That People Confront. I Am A Complete Waste

I’m toxic

I’m poison

I’m a disease

I’m a disorder

I’m a freak

I’m a burden

I’m a monster.

So how could anyone ever love this.

Fuck a break up.

Have you ever had a parent not want you?

Shit hurts as hell.

You don’t understand, I don’t want any of it anymore. I don’t want happiness or love or success or anything. I need to stop living because that’s the only thing that can make my pain go away. So no, you telling me to wait for good things doesn’t work. Don’t you get it, no matter what happens, it’s always going to hurt.

Imagine trying your best everyday

Trying to satisfy everyone

But still be the second choice

Always be the other one

The invisible one

This hurts

This hurts a lot

I want you to make me feels things I’ve never felt before. I want to know what its like to be loved by you.

-A.d.c

I’m nothing. I’m nothing but a waste of space. A annoyance. A burden. A failure. A disability. A disorder. A freak. A monster. A unlovable. Unwanted. Worthless piece of garbage that will always be just that. Nothing at all.

“It kills you slowly, you know? Not being loved.”

- (via @heartbrokenlysurviving)

I hate myself so much