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even though it’s called bipolar disorder, we don’t just experience two emotions. we experience depression (sometimes severe), (hypo)mania, apathy, anger (sometimes extreme), we dissociate, we shut down, we feel numb, we feel anxious or panicked…. It’s not a two-way street. stop stereotyping. 

“You’re so quiet, what’s wrong?” I’m creating my own fantasy world to escape from reality so shut up.

second hand pride

prints of this here!

To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.

so has anybody’s dad ever actually apologized to them, or is that just an urban legend

i love showering it's literally like... im clean now! lol. and i no longer have mental illnesses

me and my limited skill set are ready and waiting

“I get deeply tired because everything touches me, I am never indifferent.”

— The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 2: 1934-1939

i was trying to better understand my fear of men, and then i realized it’s like

when you touch a stove your brain remembers it’s hot and so you are afraid of touching stoves

but my brain messed up somewhere along the way, and im afraid of the whole damn kitchen.

not being able to remember a lot of trauma  not being able to explain it  not being able to say why you’re so scared

being terrified of being touched due to trauma but also being touch starved and craving physical affection

No matter how much abuse i suffer it’ll never be enough to convince me it was bad enough.

you hurt me

symptoms of trauma are proof of abuse. if you’re struggling with anxiety, self doubt, self hate, low confidence, trauma symptoms, flashbacks, nightmares, paranoia, panic and severe emotional injuries, those are proof enough that you’ve been subjected to torture. your feelings aren’t fooling you, they’re consequences of abuse.

would love to just rip the damage out of my brain

i’m not sorry if i come off as insane. i hope i do

experiencing mental illness in my bathroom

whatever *unleashes all the animalistic rage trapped inside me*

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