How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time
Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own (I'm screaming, "I love you so")
On my own (But my thoughts you can't decode)
i feel too much or nothing at all // from my journal
another empty bottle
i don’t know how to get through this pain. i don’t know how to get on with my life. i don’t know how to be happy i don’t know anything. it’s killing me. i don’t know what to do.