At What Point Did You Decide To Destroy Me?

Fuck this shit hurts, j. I miss you so much 😞😪💔

even though it’s called bipolar disorder, we don’t just experience two emotions. we experience depression (sometimes severe), (hypo)mania, apathy, anger (sometimes extreme), we dissociate, we shut down, we feel numb, we feel anxious or panicked…. It’s not a two-way street. stop stereotyping. 

Writing by Allen Mae (@notebookfairy)

I barely remember the last 6 months honestly like am I even alive

im sick and tired of the constant reminders of what you did to me

"are you gonna get over this" lmao no

whatever *unleashes all the animalistic rage trapped inside me*