it’s not a simple ache that i can ignore. it’s not abrubt pain that flares and goes. it is devouring and unforgiving scalding pain, swallowing me whole, threatening to burst from my skin and tear me apart. how do you live with such pain, how do you live like everything is fine, when your pain is burning you from the inside out?
how do you live… at all?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
lots and lots and lots and lots
“talk about it”? hahah, no no, I prefer to internalize all my problems so they eat away at me from the inside until I’m unable to function in any way
I have decided that nothing is embarrassing and now I'm even crazier than before
whatever *unleashes all the animalistic rage trapped inside me*
“You’re so quiet, what’s wrong?” I’m creating my own fantasy world to escape from reality so shut up.