All-i-need-is-rose - Adna Melan

My first composition. Hope u enjoy it! 🎈🎹🎤🎶

Lyrics: I can be your everything but your happy girl I can be your everything but your happy girl I can be the stars above your head That shine for you, that guide you in your way I can be your little lie I can be your sun, I can be your light I can be your everything but your happy girl ‘Cause I am so unhappy I can be your everything but your happy girl 'Cause I am so unhappy I can be the reason of your pleasure tonight I can be I can be forever yours I can be the reason of your fall I can keep your secrets under the moonlight I can be your everything but your happy girl 'Cause I am so unhappy I can be your everything but your happy girl 'Cause I am so unhappy And you You can be my savior You could be my savior Can you be my savior? And then I realize No one can save me No one can save me No one can No one can save me I can be your fantasy I can be the girl who gives what you need I can be anything you want me to be But your happy girl I can be your everything but your happy girl 'Cause I am so unhappy I can be your everything but your happy girl 'Cause I am so unhappy

He's got so much money

And it makes me sad

He's got everything he want

And I have nothing

He's got many women

And it makes me sad

He has so much desire to live

And I want to die

He is so hard to keep

And it makes me sad

He seems to be ok with us

While I am drowning

He needs nothing

And I want to give him everything

You have everything you wanted

And everything I wanted was you

I would invite him to a cafe

To talk about literature, about our lives

But that was not the kind of thing a bad boy would be interesting for

A bad boy desires to ride his motorcycle

For a thousand miles, maybe alone

High-speed, no concerns in his mind

Feeling the wind through the skin

And if he had the chance

Making sex with a lot of unknown faces that, for a good or a bad reason, crossed his way

Faces that will remain unknown after all

And me, well...the only thing I could offer was these kind of sensations

Only by having sex with him

But see, this is not that easy

When all I wanted to do

Was to admire him

While he was admiring life

Life. Death. Ephemerality. Melancholy. Beauty. 🌹🥀

My new single release day: this Saturday, 21th November

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Part III

And for all my childish games of pretending to be who I wasn’t, guess I really wanted to be a little different from who I was. And he made me feel like I was someone else. A more interesting person, or just a ordinary person, the way I’ve never felt before. He made me feel like I was finally living. And it was so true that he made me do things I would never do, or I thought I would never want to do. And the most painful thing: he made me change my own values just to be with him.

Mirror, mirror, on the wall

Is there any mind

More suicidal than mine?

One fact about this world

Is that you never truly know

What others are thinking about

Feeling, suffering, struggling...

So perhaps you just talked to

Someone that is planning to commit a crime

A crime against their own life

And that person maybe will be successful

Or end up having to explain: why?

When the question was about why not

But me, in my case

As I walked through the streets

Saying goodbye to this world

It was like every eye I would find

Could read my troubled mind

And the funny part about it

It’s that until that moment of my life

I knew I was so good, so good about

Pretending to be someone

I’ve never been at all