Part III
Part III
And for all my childish games of pretending to be who I wasn’t, guess I really wanted to be a little different from who I was. And he made me feel like I was someone else. A more interesting person, or just a ordinary person, the way I’ve never felt before. He made me feel like I was finally living. And it was so true that he made me do things I would never do, or I thought I would never want to do. And the most painful thing: he made me change my own values just to be with him.
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Part IV
All I always wanted was to feel he likes me. But now I am not longer blind: it would never be enough. He would never throw away everything he built up for all this years, when I was just learning how to talk, to write; just knowing the world. Because he is crazy to not lose the opportunities, to stay with me while he already have another one. But not crazy enough to start it all over again, to lose things for me, and to discover the things he could gain with me.
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