Love this photo I took some years ago... not so much the >Red< Label in it, but it's still whisky, the best kind of alcohol 🤣 I imagine the history of a young girl who lost her innocence too soon, falling into the self-destruction world...running alone around the world with just 3 things: a piece of hope/ an attachment to her innocent side (represented by the bear); a drug/ an addiction to ease her pain (represented by whisky bottle); and a protection from bad people or even from herself/ a suicidal mind/life (represented by the gun). And the sheet music in the second photo is about her huge love for music. It all really represents me. This is me 💋
Life. Death. Ephemerality. Melancholy. Beauty. 🌹🥀
And for all my childish games of pretending to be who I wasn’t, guess I really wanted to be a little different from who I was. And he made me feel like I was someone else. A more interesting person, or just a ordinary person, the way I’ve never felt before. He made me feel like I was finally living. And it was so true that he made me do things I would never do, or I thought I would never want to do. And the most painful thing: he made me change my own values just to be with him.
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"Sleep is good, death is better; but of course, the best thing would to have never been born at all."
Heinrich Heine
Life, give me problems So I can stop thinking about him 26/02/18 00:35
Singer ▪ Songwriter ▪ Pianist ▪ Writer Living art 🖤 Melancholia 🦋 out now! 🥀 insta: @adnamelan
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