Maurice-Louis Branger/Roger-Viollet . Winter in Paris, children playing in the snow . Jardin de Luxembourg . 1919
Soulmates aren’t always mutual, right?
You know it's funny how I thought I could overcome this. I guess growing up in a toxic home environment and shitty school really messed me up. Like imagine being scared of a person who gives you a sense of comfort and does things to ensure your well-being. Imagine closing your eyes, while their hand gently touches the back of your head and rather than feeling comfort feeling terror. Like a trap I should escape. Being taken care of is indeed a strange feeling. I guess I'm too scared to feel hurt again, to feel this empty care again.
This person, I cannot describe how great they are enough. I feel like they deserve so much more that they have. The sense of comfort, of calmness, acceptance and what seems like genuine care is unmeasurable. Just thinking about them makes me feel like home, and yet it is painful as it feels like it is something I will never truly touch and feel. We are great companions. I would lie if I would state the opposite.
Yesterday, I pushed the person away, not too far away but still as if trying to create distance. I regret it in less than 10 minutes. I still do. And I have just promised not to regret anything when this year has started. I remembered why I hated having feelings in middle school, haha. They are unbearable. Where have a gone the wrong path? I-I did not agree to this. I don't want to go through this pain all over again. Why does it feel so good to be around them? Why can't I just move on already? I know they care for me, but this is so painful to endure, I am about to cry. Just why. Why.
Gaster headcanons. What if they deleted themself when they has known about playability of their world. What if they wanted to be “dead”. Uranus. Jupiter. Moon.
Looking forward to the upcoming @pixelartpark 6!
Hope to see you all there <3
I seriously crashed into this ship. my imagination is going crazy.
Imagine how these two could interact. Luka has a calm nature and will not respond to Chloe’s poison. I think he loves and respects superheroes and will be inspired by the act of the girl who revealed her person to the public. He isn’t familiar with her and doesn’t know about her difficult nature. Chloe will find herself in an unusual situation when a person doesn’t dislike her like many, but he also doesn’t blindly admire her. He really likes Queen Bee
45 minute photo study!
THIS IS SO CUUTE <3
Artist's Twitter: @madhatteymcgarbage
any other adhders out there that try and “bookmark” thoughts that you would like to think about when you’re done thinking about the thing you’re currently thinking about but you forget what the thing you wanted to think about was
Cat Sketches, Theophile Steinlen
who needs a diary when you can vent your feelings online instead of confronting them
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