Metal Rat Year

Druna? Any Druna headcanons? They're so precious together.

I actually adore Druna. I think it’s way too pure for this world, but I love it to pieces. 

*It would start as friendship. Luna would be one of the only students that would be willing to give Draco another chance after the war. So she would just sort of invite herself to sit with him during meals or in classes that they shared. 

*Draco would have no idea what to do at first. He’d probably tell her to go away because he doesn’t need her pity. But he found out that was going to get him nowhere, he would probably just accept it. 

*The more they would hang out, the more Draco would realize that Luna really is quite intelligent. They also find out that they share a good number of hobbies and interests. 

*No one would really know when it happened, but suddenly the two just seemed to be thick as thieves. They’d go for walks around the lake or the forest, they’d do their homework together, they’d go to Hogsmeade together. 

*I imagine that Luna would hit a hardcore pastel point and she would extend it to Draco. Once again, he would have no idea what to do at first, but he would accept it. 

*It also gains him some more positive attention, as everyone seems to forget the aggression they held towards him because now he just looks super soft and inviting. 

*Both would know how to dance ballet and would do so often without needing a reason. 

*When people realize this is a thing, they try to see it. It tends to happen most often in the schools main courtyard. 

*Luna would often give Draco the confidence boosts he needs. More often than not, they wouldn’t be the typical “You can do it, babe” speeches. They’d be more along the lines of “Well, this is what you’re currently doing wrong. If you change it, then that will fix it”. 

*She also helps him come to terms with all the shit that happened with his family. She helps him realize that he’s not his father nor does he have to try to be.

*Luna would be a master of flower crowns and she would make them all the time for Draco. She says that his fair features make a beautiful canvas and that really any flowers will look good. 

*By the end of his final year, he has enough to make an extraordinary bouquet. 

*He does so. Of course its massive, so he shrinks it down to make it more manageable. 

*Luna beams when he presents her with the bouquet at their graduation ceremony. (As I assume 8th years and 7th years would graduate at the same time)

(Leave them wanting more, they say. So I think I shall. Hahaha)

I sketched this long ago when she became Ramsey’s wife. From this era, I was expecting her to survive in the end… And now she has won the Game of Thrones. My feels are complicated, because I was dissapointed when she didn’t stand up for Jon. His rights to rule mattered to her only when Mother of Dragons was alive… Through the gossip behind Deny’s back, she became the Queen. (Thumbs up for Littlefinger’s heiress)  What do you think about brand new Queen in the North? 🤔 Is she a true leader and noble ruler? 

all ships are great, whether they’re close to Canon or not. whether they’re gay, lesbian, hetero or whatever, your ship is great and valid. bashing another ship just because you like a certain ship is pointless and childish. your otp, ot3, ot4, ect,, is valid and cute!! don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!!

you guys are just mean

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Robert Wun Fall/Wint 2024

Portrait of Ballet Dancer T. Karsavina, Valentin Serov

Medium: pencil,paper

https://www.wikiart.org/en/valentin-serov/portrait-of-ballet-dancer-t-karsavina-1909

some tatoos

Soulmates aren’t always mutual, right?

You know it's funny how I thought I could overcome this. I guess growing up in a toxic home environment and shitty school really messed me up. Like imagine being scared of a person who gives you a sense of comfort and does things to ensure your well-being. Imagine closing your eyes, while their hand gently touches the back of your head and rather than feeling comfort feeling terror. Like a trap I should escape. Being taken care of is indeed a strange feeling. I guess I'm too scared to feel hurt again, to feel this empty care again.

This person, I cannot describe how great they are enough. I feel like they deserve so much more that they have. The sense of comfort, of calmness, acceptance and what seems like genuine care is unmeasurable. Just thinking about them makes me feel like home, and yet it is painful as it feels like it is something I will never truly touch and feel. We are great companions. I would lie if I would state the opposite.

Yesterday, I pushed the person away, not too far away but still as if trying to create distance. I regret it in less than 10 minutes. I still do. And I have just promised not to regret anything when this year has started. I remembered why I hated having feelings in middle school, haha. They are unbearable. Where have a gone the wrong path? I-I did not agree to this. I don't want to go through this pain all over again. Why does it feel so good to be around them? Why can't I just move on already? I know they care for me, but this is so painful to endure, I am about to cry. Just why. Why.

ah shit here we go again