I Just Want To Take A Moment To Appreciate That Logan Wrote “Full Moon” On The Calendar, When It

the tragedy of !badboyhalo, (why his nature is good, not evil)

Okay I'm going to rant abt !bbh (tr!bad and q!bad) cuz i have so many thoughts. normally I put them on twitter but that's too short of a wordcount LOL (based on the little short animatic I did on the "what do you want to be when you grow up?" "kind" audio)

So, beginning with a recap of lore relevant to my post in case some people don't know, starting with bad's home being heaven. We know he was there for a time unquantifiable by human standards, as he was "outside of time" before being booted from heaven onto earth. We also know from recent lore that bad's job has something to do with destruction, killing and possibly bringing about the end of the world. He started this when he made all the dinosaurs extinct, but apparently, he was too early, and heaven(?) locked him away under the Euphrates River in a void-like pit for about a thousand years. Then bad either escaped or was let free, and has roamed the earth for roughly 15,000 years until now, where it seems that his role of destruction is finally ready to be played. Or at least, that's why he's building the cathedral, to get a message from heaven to see if its time to proceed. We also know his kids are waiting for him in heaven, and he probably can't return to them until he completes this mission.

NOW. onto my headcanons and theories. I like to think that bad wasn't always meant for this role, or there was a period of time where he was unaware he'd have to do this. Then, either as a punishment for something he did, or simply because heaven unluckily chose him, bad was turned into an angel of death/fallen angel/angel of the apocalypse. (hence my design changes of him looking like a basic angel and then changing)

I find this so interesting because, despite the selfishness, talk of killing and being insane, and this being his default nature, I disagree completely. His nature isn't to kill, or at least it wasn't something he chose himself. I think that was a result of when he was given his mission and over the period of time under the Euphrates and his 15,000 years of losing people he loves over and over and over and over. Because that sort of thing ruins even the best people, and the fact that bad still has some good in him even after all of this shows just how much "evil" ISN'T his true nature. If it were, then he wouldn't still make attachments, he wouldn't get sad when people die, he wouldn't drink himself into oblivion to cope with the pain of losing people.

If killing were his true nature, he wouldn't care what happens to people around him. But he DOES. Even after everything that's happened to him, he still cares, and that is heartbreakingly beautiful. He knows and says all the time how every mortal he cares about will die, maybe even by his own hand, but he loves anyway. He just can't help it.

His job, his purpose that is forced on him, is to kill and destroy, but deep down, he doesn't even seem to really want to!! Sure, he likes chaos, or the occasional kill, but only when it's not permanent. He doesn't find joy in taking life permanently. You can even look at the pranks he does; he never is truly destructive, only wanting to cause chaos in a way that won't genuinely hurt the other person.

He would never admit it either, to everyone else, he keeps up the perception of someone who kills for fun and doesn't give a shit about any living creature other than himself. Tr!water is right about the way bad lies, because when he says those things, he's lying to himself as well. Trying to convince himself that he doesn't care and he's not like that, because what the hell is he supposed to do? How could he physically cope with the fact that he's always going to love people and he's going to lose them every single time for all of eternity? That's the kind of thing he'll only admit when he's five bottles deep in Mike's lemonade.

That is the tragedy of !badboyhalo. If he were inately evil, his life would be a whole lot easier, wouldn't it? But he isn't, and he's going to keep loving and caring forever because if he hasn't lost that part of him yet, I don't think he ever will, and that is the most upsetting part of his character to me. Born to care, but created to destroy.

okay i think i figured it out

so i checked in the mirror and like part of the adult tooth growing in was pressing up against the very back of the baby tooth, so i think thats what caused it to break

so good news, my teeth are in decent health and aren’t spontaneously breaking, but bad news is that it was the very front of the adult tooth that was pressing into the back of the baby one, so the adult tooth is growing in WAYY further back then it should be

ffs

…i just chipped the back of my tooth

thankfully its a baby tooth (yes im almost 15 and i still have baby teeth, shush) so im not worried, but… i was eating corn puffs

Deceit on a string

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For you and your internet friends! 💙

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I made an edit for the song Death, Thrice Drawn by ‘the scary jokes’!!! and its roCEIT WOOOOO (well sort of one-sided but wegruweiriuwehr whatever)

i hope you like it bc it took me so long omg... i mean, not as long as the last one i made but still long 

happy birthday Logan!!! 💙

Parody of “School Song” from Matilda but Sanders Sides style (lyrics by me)

If you don’t know, in the song “School Song” the chorus goes along with the alphabet. Example: “So you think you're A-ble To survive this mess by B-ing A prince or a princess, you will soon C...” etc

So the first part of this post is all of the lyrics of the parody, beginning to end. The second part is just the chorus where it’s listed what episode goes with each line.

I really hope you enjoy! :)

Backstory: Not sure of the specifics, but basically Virgil yelled at Roman, Logan, and Patton and told them to go away and never come back. So they needed a place to stay, and the only place other than the light side of the mind is the dark side of the mind. So they go there!

Roman: You know guys, everything’s okay...

Roman: They’ll probably let us stay…

Roman: We’re all strong,

Roman: I’m sure we’ll be fine…

Roman: It’ll be okay…

Logan: It’ll be okay…

Patton: It’ll be okay…

Deceit:

You have an Identity

L R & P: Ahh!

You’re a grown adult facing off your anxiety

“Life’s well,” don’t lie!

Life’s dark, this isn’t Disney

Your mind

Is shattered and your broken heart

Is alone and never free

Motivation seeping- Questions? Just ask me!

Remus:

You

Think you’re original

That the world isn’t a negative place 

Oh, grow up!

You’ll never be able to change

Life isn’t a silly cartoon

You have anxiety, that isn’t good

You need to just fit in and move on!

Deceit and Remus:

Life isn’t like Christmas,

Lying is good

You will get out of bed morning’

Eat your breakfast with some good jam question,

How much do you truly know about yourself?

Come, listen here

My dear

This is a phase

It’s okay, we all go through it sometimes

You’re so selfless

But you’ll learn that you need to be so selfish

You’ll have to do it all of the time, say yes!

Patton: Why?

Remus: Why? Why?? Did you hear what we said?

Deceit and Remus: Oh, don’t be so intrusive! 

Roman: YOU! GUYS! SUCK!

Deceit and Remus: OH COME ON GUYS! 

Remus: We’re the ones trying to help you here

Patton: It’s okay guys, this is fine! AHH!

Logan: We’ll make it out of here alive! AHH!

Roman: This place is really fun, according to no one. AHH!

Roman: We’ll survive, we’re Sanders sides!

Remus: Sanders Sides? Have you guys even been listening to us?

Deceit and Remus:

You have an Identity 

You’re a grown adult facing off your anxiety 

“Life’s well,” don’t lie! 

Life’s dark, this isn’t Disney 

Your mind

Is shattered and your broken heart 

Is alone and never free 

Motivation seeping- Questions? Just ask me! 

You

Think you’re original 

That the world isn’t a negative place

Oh, grow up! 

You’ll never be able to change 

Life isn’t a silly cartoon 

You have anxiety, that isn’t good

You need to just fit in and move on!

Life isn’t like Christmas, 

Lying is good 

You will get out of bed morning time’ 

Eat your breakfast with some good jam- question,

How much do you truly know about yourself? 

Come, listen here

My dear

This is a phase 

It’s okay, we all go through it sometimes

You’re so selfless

But you’ll learn that you need to be so selfish

You’ll have to do it all of the time, say yes!

L P & R: Why?

Deceit and Remus: Why? Why? WHY? 

Remus: Didn’t you hear what we said?

Deceit and Remus: Don’t be so intrusive! (Dealing with Intrusive Thoughts)

Deceit: Don’t be so intrusive-

Remus: Logan, Patton, Remus, Roman, Virgil, Thomas, Virgil, Roman, Remus, Patton, Logan, Patton, Remus, Roman, Virgil, Thomas!

R P and L: Why why why why why why why?

Deceit and Remus: Don’t be so intrusive! 

Chorus with meanings: 

You have an Identity (My True Identity)

You’re a grown adult (Way Too Adult) facing off your anxiety (Taking on Anxiety)

“Life’s well,” don’t lie! (A New Year of Lying to Myself)

Life’s dark (The Dark Side of Disney), this isn’t Disney (I’m in a Disney Show)

Your mind

Is shattered and your broken heart (The MIND vs. The HEART)

Is alone (Alone on Valentines Day) and never free 

Motivation seeping (Losing My Motivation)- Questions? Just ask me! 

(Sanders Sides Q&A)

You

Think you’re original (Am I ORIGINAL?)

That the world isn’t a negative place (My NEGATIVE Thinking)

Oh, grow up! (Growing Up!)

You’ll never be able to change (Making Some Changes!) 

Life isn’t a silly cartoon (Being a Cartoon!)

You have anxiety (Accepting Anxiety), that isn’t good (Can Anxiety Be Good?)

You need to just fit in (Fitting In) and move on (Moving On Parts 1&2)!

Life isn’t like Christmas, (Sanders Sides 12 Days of Christmas)

Lying is good (Can Lying Be Good?)

You will get out of bed morning time’ (Why Do We Get Out of Bed 

in the Morning?)

Eat your breakfast with some good jam- question, (Crofters: The Musical!) 

How much do you truly know about yourself? (Learning New Things About 

Ourselves)

Come, listen here

My dear

This is a phase (Embarrassing Phases)

It’s okay, we all go through it sometimes

You’re so selfless

But you’ll learn that you need to be so selfish (Selfishness v. Selflessness) 

You’ll have to do it all of the time, say yes!

L P & R: Why?

Deceit and Remus: Why? Why? WHY? 

Remus: Didn’t you hear what we said?

Deceit and Remus: Don’t be so intrusive! (Dealing with Intrusive Thoughts)

i don't take constructive criticism

im very grateful for the lessons in photography i was taught in stop motion class because just now they made it possible to photograph the stars with my phone in spite of the camera usually not detecting the light of stars because theyre so dim,,,, enjoy these shiny motherfuckers

prediction for the new asides episode :D