(god My Brain Is Just Like. Yowling Sad! Sad!! Sad!!! At Me Incessantly Today And I Gotta Say: It's Really

(god my brain is just like. yowling sad! sad!! sad!!! at me incessantly today and i gotta say: it's really unhelpful???

i'm trying to do things thru it but. oof lol)

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feelingsblogging like i think the omnipresent little black raincloud has spotted this particular friendship attenuation–sadness as a thing to coalesce around but it's like. well. realistically this relationship has waxed and waned before and probably will again i can recognize that i'm having an unfun time with my end of it right now without catastrophizing and also recognize that there's like. the actual distance (that i should in fact try to conference with the person about) and then there's like. the wildly disproportionate feelings of Abandonment and Despair that my ~inner child~ is producing which are just like. oof ok. look. kiddo. things aren't *actually* as bad as all that i know you're lonely but SO much of that is really just about having the house to yourself right now can we like. take some deep breaths and do an activity maybe? (i did also eat a food about it so i'm hoping that helps. could frankly probably use one of those excruciatingly sincere flowcharts that go around from time to time that are like 'you're feeling bad! have you tried: [banal remedy i want to feel too good for but to be electrified meat IS to be banal]' because as previously stated i do in fact often benefit from these very basic reminders!) anyway enough time to try like. idk. tea or a walk or noise of some variety. something concrete.

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Even when they're trying to compensate for it, experts in anything wildly overestimate the average person's familiarity with their field.

The Crown (Diu Crône) by Heinrich von dem Türlin translated by J. W. Thomas

Daniel von dem Blühenden Tal translated by Michael Resler

Erec by Hartmann von Aue translated by Cyril Edwards

Iwein Knight with the Lion by Hartmann von Aue translated by Cyril Edwards

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arthuriana auf deutsch stuffing these in my little pocketses for later

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people refuse to understand the concept of "this isn't important to me but i understand why it might be important to other people"

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theory it’s SO important to me that people—v. much including me!—understand: your perspective is just A perspective

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White-crested Laughingthrush (Garrulax leucolophus), family Leiothrichidae, order Passeriformes, India

photograph by Latika Das

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(as a compulsive sourcer, i feel compelled to note that this is apparently the chapel choir of pembroke college, cambridge, conducted by anna lapwood, and that in 2020 they released an album called 'all things are quite silent' which includes this track and also a bunch of other really gorgeous pieces like elizabeth poston's setting of 'jesus christ the apple tree' my eternally beloved <3)

happy sunday. may I offer you this absurdly beautiful piece of music about it.

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music christianity all that said. yes you very extremely may‚ thank you! :) caroline shaw gonna also go ahead and slap a tag on this bc like. it IS a psalm. however if you aren't allergic this is really lovely!!

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art by tracy walker; preorder here :)

get ready to see these guys on every envelope i ever mail until i die

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art animals nature☁️ stamps not to be obnoxiously insistent that an artist's name should be on their work but. an artist's name should be on their work :) credit is the currency of the internet economy anyway yeah i'm obsessed with these stamps. just texted my entire family about them 💌 tracy walker

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Eurasian red squirrel/ekorre. Värmland, Sweden (May 9, 2024).

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nature☁️ photography squirrels i can't get over how these squirrels' ears just fundamentally look like motion blurs this photo is also particularly delightful bc like. look at the little dusting of dirt on its little nose. have u been snorfling also like. tiny little claws on tiny little paws. peering around the doorframe (tree). much 2 enjoy here :)

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2 weeks ago

A white stork bends over to take water with its beak standing inside a fountain.

A white stork tosses its head back to drink the water it took standing inside a fountain.

A white stork stands sideways on the concrete edge of a fountain against a background with blurry grass and yellow dandelions on the bottom, and leaves and pink flowers above.

A white stork stands upright sideways on the concrete edge of a fountain against a background with blurry grass and yellow dandelions on the bottom, and green leaves above.

A white stork bends over to scratch its face with its left foot on the concrete edge of a fountain against a background with blurry grass and yellow dandelions on the bottom, and green leaves above.

A white stork stands with its left foot slightly lifted on the concrete edge of a fountain against a background with blurry grass and yellow dandelions on the bottom, and green leaves with black shadows above.

I'm not gonna lie, after I walked around the corner and saw the stork, I was only able to express my surprise through a series of expletives.

Weißstorch (white stork) im Rosensteinpark, Bad Cannstatt.

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Oops!... I Did It Again

genuinely wild how often i realize i’ve taken an interpersonal situation where the information i actually have is ‘i’m not having a good time’ and turned it into ‘i’m worried they’re not having a good time with me’

probably ultimately very straightforwardly traceable back to a childhood in which i wasn’t having a good time with my mother and the only variable in the situation that i actually had the power to alter was myself, so that now when as an adult i’m having a bad time with someone my instinct is still to fix myself instead of, you know, removing myself? or alternatively checking in with them about how things are feeling to them and attempting to arrive at a meeting of the minds, or at least a mutually semi-satisfactory compromise?

anyway like. this failure mode probably implies a particular menu of followup actions that i ought to be identifying and instituting, but i’d frankly settle for just ‘recognizing this particular self-abnegating reframing when i’m in the process of committing it’!

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interpersonal feelingsblogging 'is the hardware store not selling me oranges because i did something wrong' bitch. it's a hardware store now. it has been for. idk. a year. years. and it's not even like hardware stores don't have good stuff too! they just don't feed you try some other restaurants. learn to cook for yourself. stop making big sad pathetic eyes at the hardware store!!!

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