Yeah - Blog Posts
oh i love you fucked up mentor-mentee dynamics i love you dynamics that aren't quite friendship or family or romantic but some other thing that's like "you taught me how to be everything i know and i am grateful to you and i would die for you but also i resent you so much i love you i hate you how could you disappoint me like this i will spend my entire life wishing that i could love you but i will always hate you a little for how you made me feel--even if it made me stronger"
arts and crafts are killing me. badly
this post was mainly about ford trying to convince himself that he isn't stupid and he used bill as much as bill used him. instead of accepting his feelings or fully admitting what happened, he uses this 'reassurances' as ways to cope. he was the genius who will change the world, and now he became the genius who saved the same world. i imagine him being a little vulnerable around his family and admitting things but mostly he is overly protective about this topic
oh, of course ford might have been naive for believing bill's manipulations but that doesn't exactly mean he is stupid too. sure, bill's intentions were far more different than what he told but regardless, he chose ford. out of every human he could use, he trusted ford's intelligence to build an inter-dimensional portal. and mind you, he succeeded.
"bill was using you" then what? ford was using him too. they were on a deal, actually. that means both parts get something out of it. plus, he was a little too much focused on his feelings, his admiration. if not he would've definitely realized something is off with bill.
would he though?
when bill told a story about how he cut a disrespectful garbage's head and displayed it on a square, a lesson to all, ford murmured. when bill sectioned human kind in two; people like ford & others and talked about how much of a material waste others are, how they will never understand ford and exploit his intelligence, ford thought about certain someone who looks just like him. he nodded in agreement when bill casually kept going on how it would be better if they erase out of existence.
he had similar thoughts after all. bill was just more open and violent about them. but wasn't bill always like that? ford never saw those ideas as cracks in bill's mask or slip-ups from his manipulation. he was just bill.
even now he doesn't think bill lied to him all the time because he didn't have to. ford felt himself shiver. those weren't cues for him to realize. he knew and admired bill regardless. admired him with them. admired him because of them.
"it was in 2020" oh so like a year or so ago. a couple years. im sorry 5? did you just say five? five years ago ?
Tumblr post: “Mutual liked this post” (shows post)
Me: “what a fun post”
Me 5 minutes later remembering I constantly like suggestive art that’s not NSFW by any means:
(Don’t look at my likes. I’m not going to change what I do or unlike anything… but don’t look at that)
These Rick and Morty nendoroids look pretty kool.
Uhhh I like Deltarune and Kirby and that kinda thing.
Is this how you do the whole "posting" thing? Seems stressful.
Yeah nah I got nothing I'm just trying to ensure people don't see this account as a bot account.
Okay my sister has been begging me for like two weeks to post this comic she drew
I will preface that she doesn't like TMNT but she does like Splinter - specifically MM Splinter- because he's "just a cute lil old rat"
yeah I also don't really know what's going on but she's been asking for me to post it so here we are
NB 👏 Does 👏 Not 👏 Mean 👏 Woman 👏 Lite
megumj is not an emotinionless loser
hes me fr
meow
MMMM I LOVE HSGSUAHBGGRGGRGRGR
we are all going to be ookay some day i promise
stingray blast
just need to let out some not so family friendly thoughts
cuz my hormones are not letting me rest tonight.
cw: sexual content below the cut
18+ only, MDNI with this post
PLEASE I JUST WANNA GET RAILED SO BAD, MY HORMONES ARE MAKING ME FERAL I JUST WANNA- ugh- please just put a cock inside me 😭 i don't care if its real i just need to feel little and safe, even if you call me your whore 😭🫶🏼 please i just wanna get railed till tomorrow. every surface of the damn room. messy. wet. loud. rough. soft. anything. please 😭
Guess who finally discovered that overlay exists
Ref:
“I was now High Lord and could do what I wanted with trespassers threatening the peace of my lands. I claimed Lucien as my own—named him emissary, since he’d already made many friends across the courts and had always been good at talking to people, while I… can find it difficult. He’s been here ever since.” - ACOTAR, Chapter 18
Tamlin rescuing Lucien from his brothers. I thought about drawing this scene ever since I read it and wanting to make a gift for @yaralulu, who loves angsty stuff as much as I do, I finally took the time for it!
i literally don't have time to do a better job of this
I think it really sucks when you realise how alone you are because you only really talk to 1 maybe 2 people and when neither of them are available you kind of just lay there in bed hoping your phone will buzz with a text from them or something so you continuously check it and you try to distract yourself and then you get sad about how alone you really are
you can make nearly any object into a good insult if you put ‘you absolute’ in front of it
example: you absolute coat hanger
if you want me to consume a new media you MUST catch me at the exact moment when the stars are aligned and the air pressure is equal to the current degree of the sun’s peak against the horizon and all the cosmic energies are perfectly unified (aka my old interest is fading out) or i will nod and say “im adding that to my list!” Knowing theres no chance i will check it out