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Did this for my Psych 101 class on the topic of schizophrenia. 

The music is a remix of Persona 4's i'll face myself by ArcanaAaron but also edited to be shorter.

My final for Sequa!!!

Aw yeah! tried to destroy myself with all 'dem details Details are great you guys!... need more

To be frank, the double standards of the mcu are hilariously ridiculous:

A man who killed people after the loss of his family is evil and deserves to spend the rest of life in solitary confinement

But a man who killed people after the loss of his family was just grieving and made a mistake

The difference? One of them is an avenger

Mind control is an evil thing to do

Wanda can mind control as many people as many times as she wants to, nobody cares

Torture is bad

It's okay if Thor, Mobius or Wanda are the ones doing it

Being mind controlled makes you innocent if your name is Clint Barton

Being stripped of your memories, even if you made a decision to torture and kill people and enjoyed the process, makes you innocent if your name is Mobius

Being tortured and brainwashed and stripped of your memories is just extenuating circumstances if your name is Bucky Barnes (they originally claimed him innocent but then changed their mind in phase 4)

Being tortured, mind controlled and having your memories altered is your own fault and is no excuse, you enjoyed it anyway, if your name is Loki

Slavery is bad

If Valkyrie spends over a thousand years enslaving people and selling them to the Grandmaster with no remorse, well, she is just making money, give her the throne

Kidnapping babies and hurting and using them their entire life is bad (if you're Dreykov)

But Thanos loved Gamora

And Loki is an ungrateful brat for not appreciating Odin

The list goes on, btw

A squid type thing I guess? Idk.

Go piss girl

wash your mouth as much as you want, nothing will clean you of your sins

THE LAST OF US 2.04

Addition to this post hehe

I can’t help that i’m a sucker for the dumbass childhood best friends trope <33

im sooo hyped for the new season, even put it on my calendar LMAO

UGHHHH

Hadn't seen this over on tumblr yet. Thieving artist alert:

(Note I am not OP) Just sharing along form my ofmd peeps.

As frightened as you, of being alive

LMAOOOO LOVE THIS PICTURE

(throwback) SHINee for GQ Korea Men October 2010 Issue

hey, so i saw on your old blog that you said you had copies of your old fics - i was curious if you did have links, or something of that nature for the starving artist verse bc i've been wanting to reread starving artists/weather for ducks and the oneshots and was curious if you had them - if not that's fine, but i do want to say when i was in high school you were one of my favorite authors and i think of those stories often, so thank you! 🩵

hey!! I tried to message you the link directly but tumblr was not happy about it, I guess sending unsolicited google drive links does look kinda suspicious. thank you so much for asking - it honestly makes my week whenever someone pops up and says they remember the silly stories I wrote nearly 15 (!!!) years ago even if the stories themselves make me cringe. everything is bundled into a chunky pdf and can be found here. hope you enjoy them! ❤️

pink in the night

perhaps sonic and mephiles???!?

f/o reblog game . ☆

yoohoo! for a while i've wanted to do this silly reblog game, so reblog with one or two f/os of any kind (picture and name) and i will assign them a bath and body works scent! i work there so there's tons of fragrances and aromas i've been able to test myself and i think it would be fun to do just what my job is in a more silly manner!

examples: my long time main f/o princess peach would be like Pretty As A Peach, which consists of peach, jasmine petals and white nectarine. my newest f/o rocket would be like Noir, which consists of black cardamom, smoky vanilla and a hint of musk.

pro.ship dni || max 2 f/os || non mutuals can participate!

— letters of a lost love // t.c [x]

Day 6: Home (or the lack thereof)

@team-chaotix-week

You get a quick sketch today because I am in a critical state of sleep deprivation ✌️

Bonus and talking under the cut:

I originally wanted to make a comic of how the Chaotix lost their house during the events of Sonic Forces. Maybe Eggman and Infinite went after all of Sonic's friends specifically and that's how a giant robot tore their roof and most of their walls appart. While fighting with the resistance, they slept in a old storage room repurposed as a dormitory for all members, and they had to share an old bunk. In my mind Vector built the house not so long after adopting his kids, and before that he lived with Nite and Don (of course). So while they do their best to survive, he swears to rebuild everything but bigger and better so that Charmy and Espio can go back to live as normally as possible.

And all that I am saying was supposed to appear in a comic but I really didn't feel like doing it so I'll just share the draft I did :D

𝐌𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠.

𝑺𝑰𝑴𝑷𝑳𝑬 𝑫𝑶𝑴𝑨𝑰𝑵

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

IT MAY TAKE ME A MONTH TO PUT OUT A CHAPTER BUT AT LEAST IM NOT USING AI TO WRITE IT

Moms be like

Me: *having a nice day, uses sarcasm*

My Mom: *stressed* I see this as a personal offence and you will be irrationally punished for this

so fucking real

I hate the kids in my school. They're disgusting.

Other than my friends ofc.

match up request: IM SO HAPPY YOU’LL DO A MATCH UP FOR ME THANK YOU BABES🥺💓💓💙

(All the sparkles for you✨✨✨✨)

I like meeting new people and I rarely talk about myself I’m always asking other people random shit about their lives without being too invasive but yesterday my fren asked “wth you conducting a survey” and Imma shut up now.

I have mastered the art of acting like I’m confident even though I’m really not and genuinely convinced I’m not that attractive but like I’m very much okay with it if that makes sense. I’m spontaneous and love doing random ass dumbshit. I think I’m smart but also not because all I know is a variety of surface level knowledge. I love problem solving and deal with pressure pretty well.

I like hanging out with frens, reading anything and everything, playing volleyball and binging slice of life anime because other anime hurt too much. I also like everyone on tumblr being their weird and authentic selves 😂😂

I dislike people who act like they’re better than others or hurt others only because they know they can get away with it. Just wanna punch their face so bad. I also hate when it gets hot or people who tell me what to do.

My preferred gender would be male and I always look for an s/o whose kind and witty. If you can retort with sarcastic remarks I will fall in love. (Pls be taller than me I’m 5’8 and where I’m from half the boys are shorter than me) and I like being physically clingy if you’re good with that ISSA BONUS FOR ME.

I match you with...

¡! Akashi Takeomi ¡!

Why?

you would make a chaotic and chill duo, I know that sounds crazy but you mix and combine so well. Its like almost opposites but not quite there! You both have what you need and your relationship is mostly based in confidenciality and trust.

general headcanons:

¡! SFW ¡!

you meet at your work. you worked at a bank and he was trying to get a credit card and you were helping him, he first noticed the way you addressed him as, your politeness and spontaneousness, then he checked you, and oh boy was he mesmerized, obviously trying not to be caught.

in the afternoon, after your work shift, you were going for a coffee/tea and something to eat before going to your apartment, he saw you entering the coffee shop. you ordered and as you waited he got near you to talk about the "credit card" and some questions he had with the interest. one thing led to another, and there you were, standing in the middle of the coffee shop giving your number to a stranger and getting called for your order.

since that encounter you were usually wondering about the mysterious man and how had he caught your attention, you were now messaging each other.

he asked you to be his girlfriend in the 5th or so date, you already knew much about him because of your tendency to ask a lot of things and he was sure there was something very enchanting in the way you expressed towards him. A good bouquet of sakura flowers in his left hand and an inviting sign in his right hand presented to you in the afternoon outside your apartment, you went to a fancy restaurant. five words at the same place that started your date 2 hours later surprised you, "would you be my girlfriend?"

your relationship started a bit awkward, he realized you didn't talk to him much about yourself, so he made himself a promise to remember every little detail you said.

he was very happy when you told him about acting, he encouraged you to start taking more castings and to follow your dreams. the first time he accompanied you to one he was very excited and proud to see you doing what you liked.

he told you about his gang past after a few months, he didn't expect you to be so calm about it, you already knew it.

he's a big softie for you, he might act all tough and very strong on the outside, but when he is in your arms he feels so secure and warm.

protective, not to the point of forbidding you of going out with other people, just to let people know of what belongs to him.

he lets you be clingy, even in public.

he's just clingy to you when he has just woken up or when you are cuddling together, in public he will hold your hand, put his hand in your lower back and peck your cheek.

lots of forhead kisses!!!

he is always there for you no matter what.

respects you so much, he drinks respect women juice everyday btw.

I think his love language is giving gifts and acts of service so expect a lot of presents, expensive ones mostly because he loves to spoil you 😽

midnight rides

you are that badass couple

intimidating mysterious man, and sweet extrovert woman.

you both are chaotic by the way your relationship works, you always know what each other wants without saying a word and normally end up doing something super weird like going to buy peanut butter and pickles at 3 am

one moment you both act like some angsty teenagers in love and the other you act like an old married couple.

¡! NSFW ¡!

he is never going to pressure you to do something you don't want to do. it is ok for him if you want to have sex the first day of relationship or 1 year later

he's a dom

he lets you ride him from time to time, but he mostly has the control

daddy kink.

loves to hear you begging but always lets you cum

grunts a lot, he will moan only when you are giving him head

big cock, average girth, 7 in, curved up, has a vein in its left side, a little darker than his natural tone, not shaved but trims it from time to time.

he doesn't care if you are shaved or not, its natural for hair to grow there

loves lace lingerié. use black lingerié, drives him crazy

king of dirty talk

but he makes it fancy 😩

"what? my naughty girl wants some action?", "do you want me inside of you, darling", "oh princess you look exquisite in that position", "you can handle it, sweetheart, can you?"

fav position is when you are almost sitting and he is standing face to face and 69, him on top

likes to choke and spank you

not into bdsm but can try it

before having actual sex you had other sexual interaction like oral, fingering, etc

he is more of an equal pleasure guy, but loves to make you scream with three of his fingers inside you

he doesn't have a preference in body types, whatever you have will work for him

he gets very emotional after the act, start saying "i love you" and reassures you of his love because inside he is very scared to loose you in any way <3

[sakura: ephemeral beauty]

with love, for: @hikroki-blog

¡! song recommendation ¡!

i just want to run away with no plan. i wanna hop trains and meet new people, those of whom i will never meet again. i wanna stay in a new place every night. i want to be so lost i, at most times, have no idea where i am. i want to be out.

I FINALLY FINISHED IT. idk why it took me SO FUCKING LONG. 😭😭

I can't believe I sat there for HOURS on that YouTube live stream in hopes of seeing the Avatar Fire and Ash trailer. No, I didn't want to see the Lilo and Stitch trailer. I wanted to see my queen Varang!

Better leave me undescribed,

stare at me,

and like a flower,

pluck what you want

and leave me to bloom for others.

Isn’t this what the world has become?

I hate when I show symptoms of my diagnosed mental illness