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“Oh I’m so excited for my friends birthday pool party!”

My arms/shoulders: 😈

Hard Times

Drawn last year

I listened to hard times by Ethel Cain on repeat for this and it turned out pretty great

⚠️TW- Blood, open wounds

I think of all of my characters, Fanily size is the one I want to share the story of the most

you don't care you don't care you don't care about me. I told you. I told you and you only acknowledge it with a "oh" before changing topics. what's new. nothing's fucking new cause you don't care about me. you'll respond with the same thing if I told you I'll be bleeding out on the bathroom floor tonight.

wanna cover myself and the bathroom floor in blood.

why do I barely bleed. I hit deep styros again (wouldn't say baby beans even though I think I saw a few)

and it's barely bleeding or dripping. why does this happens with all my cuts.

tha ks for ruining my night mom

now I wanna put on my shoes, grab my blades and walk down to the park to just fuck shit up

high on anxiety my thoughts make no sense and too many too fast wanna find a way to get a gun and shoot myself or I'll just try od-ing when I get home

i hate this I hate this I hate this

I need someone to just talk anything and random nonsense to or I feel like I'll explode maybe im just overwhelmed but I'm also really pissed today

fuck people I hate them I hate them all

i don't know what I wanna do I don't know what to do I wanna just spill blood or random thoughts

I should've brought my blades with me to school today. i was so close to putting them in my bag yesterday and I should've.

i really really fucking need to right now and I can't go home for another 2 hours.

gonna fucking die or something

being pissed while suicidal is leading up to a great idea later tonight

day 3 of my drawing streak let's goooo-

Pov: sonic shames u for relapsing. No cuz wtf is this... I'm waaay too old to still be drawing these stuff 😭😭

I forgot about this hhhhhhhhhhhhh

What listening to soundcloud does to a mf