Doodled some ocs from an rp bc hark adopted val and we stan. Pink hair is mine, but coop ain't on tumblr đ
Well, Whumptober didn't work out, but have some class work. Expect a video on the 30th or earlier! Hope yall like book burning~
"Everything is blue...
His pills, his hands, his jeans.
And now I'm covered in the colors,
Pull apart at the seams.
And it's blue... And it's blue...
Everything is grey...
His hair, his smoke, his dreams.
And now he's so devoid of color,
He don't know what it means.
And he's blue... And he's blue..."
~
-Colors, Halsey
Whumptober No.13
They think he's immune to injury like the rest of them... But of course, they don't need to know he isn't. Just breathe in, breathe out, no matter how much it hurts.
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thequeenofhawkins¡:
đđđ: Chrissy Cunningham & @eddiemcnson¡¡
đđđđ: Chrissy and Eddie are just friends, oh no! sound off the homophobes :/
đđđđđ: Junkyard bus
This was not normal. None of the last month was normal. It hadnât been easy, accepting that she had died years ago. In fact, she hadnât fully processed it. It defied everything that she had been taught. Science said it wasnât possible, even religion said it wasnât possible (except in very specific cases and Chrissy was sure that she, along with all the other commune people, were not messiahâs of any sort). Yet, she was somehow brought out of the soil and was now breathing heavily, her back pressed against the cold steel of the bus, legs outstretched on the seat after what could only be described as hellish. From rabid undead dogs to Max Mayfield backhanding her, she was, for once, ready to be back at home in her own bed.
She felt so useless the entire time. When people started asking her questions, she tensed up and barely said anything, choosing to lie to protect herself more than anything and when it came time to fight, Chrissy had to stay back with Jack so no one got hurt. Even if she had knocked over one of those dogs, she didnât feel good about it. It just made her feel queasy, regardless of the circumstance. Once they had gotten out of the junkyard and Dustinâs driving steadied, Chrissy peeled herself from the seat and attempted to make herself useful by finding Lucas Sinclairâs backpack and grabbing his first aid kit. Growing up, Chrissy had always been taught practical skills that were deemed ladylike. First aid happened to just fall under that.
She walked back down the aisle, first aid kit in hand as she sat next to Eddie, making herself known. The last time she had seen him she had all but stomped into his trailer demanding to know what happened to her. Since then, she had gotten pieces, but never a concise story. She remembered being at his trailer last and even Chance said that he thought it had been Eddie who murdered her. It sat in the back of her head that maybe there was truth to that. âYou probably want to get something on that soon,â she pointed out, looking down at his ankle where the rabid dog had attacked him. It didnât look bad, per se, but it seemed like an injury that shouldnât be left out to breathe either. She popped open the first aid kit and pulled out a tube of ointment, holding it out in his direction. âHowâs it feel?âÂ
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his vision was a little blurry, thoughts hazy, but one thing was for certain - whomever had taught dustin henderson how to drive was a threat to society who thrived on chaos. eddie had gripped the backrest, holding on for dear life. eyes screwed shut, lips tighthly pressed together, making way for the occasional curse, as he tried to fight off the oncoming wave of nausea. breathing in through his nose, out through his mouth - or the other way around?Â
whatever. at least he was breathing, he thought with a weak scoff, and the sickly, bittersweet sensation returned to the pit of his stomach. eddie placed a hand over his belly button, as if that would help anything. the spotty, dark visual of his eyes squeezed shut proved to be a perfect projection space as his mind forced him to replay the events past - the bickering about who to sacrifice to lure out the doppelganger, how max hadnât hesitated to throw a punch chrissyâs way, earning the blow herself. how heâd approached the dog, how it had multiplied, how it had something to do with the fucking diner - and how theyâd made it out miraculously, by the skin of their teeth. not completely unharmed, but out, at least.
in time, dustinâs driving had steadied and eddie had exhaled shakily, shifting to make himself more comfortable, only to be reminded of how he counted as part of the ânot completely unharmedâ. a sharp hiss, a curse, eddie didnât managed to fight the urge to reach out, roll up his pant leg and inspect the injury, touch it, even. his face twisted into a grimace, he was almost annoyed at how fast the nausea managed to resurface. not that it looked that bad - just ... not good, either.
and another hit to his stomach as he looked up to find chrissy cunningham with a first-aid kit in hand. immediately, involuntarily, an aimge of her with her bones snapped and eyes rolled back floating on the ceiling of his trailer came into his mind and he had to look away, squeeze his eyes shut to force it to stop. chrissy was back now, she was alive. and eddie couldnât go and panic at the sight of her face forever. so, reluctantly, he met her eyes, if only a for a few seconds, gave her a weak smile. âuh. well - not ideal but, uh, iâll live.â he gave a nod. not too convinced with his own words. âuhm, how - how are you feeling?â
eddie looked between her and the ointment, then held up his hands. âiâve got, like, demon-dog goo and grime on my hands, not really sure i should be rubbing anything into anything.â a little chuckle, he craned his neck to peek at the first aid kit. âyou got any, like, bandages in there? gauge, maybe?â
stevehharringtcns¡:
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steve nodded as the other said that water was good, but he didnât move. for some reason that he couldnât explain, he didnât want to leave eddie alone in the room. not because he didnât trust him, but because he felt like he couldnât just leave him like that. and he doubted that he wanted to be alone too. so he just stood there, staring at eddie as he waited for him to relax a bit, but it seemed like panic was going to consume eddie and steve didnât know what to do. he looked at eddie to see the look that he sent his way once steve made the joke, but in all honesty, he was just trying to calm the other down in the best way he could.
âi leave town for a week and you guys⌠manage to set fire to a whole diner. how is that even possible?â steve asked, knowing that it probably wasnât anyoneâs fault, but he thought that if he were there, that everything could have been avoided. after all, he was a pretty damn good babysitter after all, and he could have prevented the whole thing - thatâs what he thought anyway, because he clearly didnât know what had happened at bennyâs diner.
he couldnât help but to notice eddieâs hand ghosting his own hip, which made him frown slightly. he was hurt. steve didnât even think about his next move as he grabbed the edge of the otherâs shirt and lifted up slightly only to reveal eddieâs bruise. it looked painful, steve thought to himself as he looked back into eddieâs eyes, only to realize what he was doing. âeddie, you should⌠go to the hospital and get this checked out. it looks⌠bad.â he said, looking over at him, his face turning slightly red by only looking at eddieâs bareskin, even if it was bruised.
steve kept his other hand, however, on eddieâs shoulder, giving it small reassuring squeezes as he was trying for the other to feel better with just his touch. he didnât move when he felt eddieâs hand on his own, but it didnât help with his blushing. he kept his hand there, nodding his head slowly as he heard the other talk. âi believe you, eddie⌠i mean, it would be stupid not to believe you, weâve all seen shit⌠i just donât know what it could be. we closed the gates. all of them⌠it canât be vecna. heâs dead.â he reassured the other, hoping that he wouldnât end up regretting his words. âyouâre not alone, okay? weâre all here for you⌠iâm here for you, and weâll figure everything out. you just need to rest or something.â he said, nodding his head.
âi just came back two days ago, it couldnât have been me, eddie⌠iâve been out of town.â he said, letting out a sigh as he grew concerned about people seeing him around town when he clearly was out.
âiâm sure⌠my parents are out of town again, so it doesnât matter, we donât need to worry about them⌠coming back or something of the sorts.â he said with a small sigh, looking over at eddie with a small smile on his lips. hearing that the other wanted to make sure that he was safe made him smile, nodding his head slowly. âdonât get all soft on me now, munson⌠iâm fine.â he said with a chuckle. âyou can stay in my room, i can stay in the guest room. câmon.â he said as he finally moved his hand from eddieâs shoulder and grabbed the otherâs hand without thinking as he started leading the other up the stairs to his room. âyouâre lucky, most girls donât get to see my room until the third date.â he teased.
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âsee, you canât just leave town for a week, harrington. we need our fearless leader.youâre lucky the town still stands, actually.â, eddie muttered, a small grin tugging at his lips - not that he wasnât spooked anymore, oh no, he absolutely was, but steveâs company did wonders for calming his jangled nerves. and that fact was definitely something to unpack another day. although, thinking about it, there wasnât really that much to unpack, other than the fact that eddieâs big fat schoolgirl crush on steve harrington was slowly but surely resurfacing. clawing its way to the surface and growing stronger with every day he spent in hawkins.
though, could anyone blame him, when steve went ahead and did things such as yanking his shirt up to reveal his bruise? eddieâs breath hitched in his throat, eyes widening as he glanced between steveâs eye and his hand, fingers not quite touching his bruised skin but ghosting over it, hovering and even that made eddieâs heart hammer in his chest. he gulped, managed a weak smile. âah, no, no, itâs nothing. nothing to worry about. iâm just clumsy.â, he waved it off with a shrug.
 âiâll live.â, he repeated âi mean, iâve survived worse.â and the memory of the swarm of demobats circling above him made him grimace, slightly, he hoped that steve didnât notice. eddie leaned into steveâs touch, relaxing with every little squeeze he gave his shoulder. he hummed and nodded, more to himself. âyeah. yeah, youâre right...iâll be fine.â eddie swallowed. âsorry, i - i shouldnâtâve come. itâs stupid. i woke you up, didnt i? iâm sorry.â
chewing on his bottom lip nervously, eddie looked up at steve again, considered just...leaving instead of making things awkward. but the look on steveâs face, the smile, suggestes that he hadnât just offered for eddie to stay simply not to be rude. it seemed genuine - he relaxed, slightly, nodded again. fingers tracing over steveâs hand on his shoulder as if to ground him.Â
steve took his hand, led him up the stairs - eddie nearly forgot to breathe as he stumbled up. forgot to walk, too. heâd only ever imagined this scenario in his dreams, though with a vastly different premise and outcome. he grinned, wide and toothy. âwell,well, well, arenât i a lucky gal.â
gore tw//
[Text: But where are you hiding, I'm looking for you when it's too late. Tonight as a last hope/ I want to finally catch you/ to tell you what's on my chest now/ to tell you all my mistakes now to tell you how much I'm scared now] Trans. of Honey by Eddy de Pretto
part 1 / part 2 / part 3
The eczematous urge to use a belt sander on part of your skin.
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âYouâre dripping blood on the carpet.â âWhen I said scars are kinda sexy, I didnât mean you should get one right awayâŚâ âPress that against the wound, Iâm going to get the med kit.â âItâs bleeding quite badly.â âOh God, what happened to you?!â âYouâre covered in blood! Is it yours?â âYour head looks pretty bad. Iâm sure itâll need stitches.â âItâs going to hurt for a moment, but Iâll need to clean the wound.â âIâm so sorry this happened to you. But youâre safe now.â âThatâs a pretty nasty bruise. Want some ice?â âDoes it still hurt?â âI donât think a band aid is gonna fix thisâŚâ âWhoa, hey, stay with me! Youâre as white as a ghost. Donât pass out.â âDamn, that must hurt. Iâm sure there are some painkillers around here.â âYou have to be seen by a doctor. This isnât going to heal on its own.â âIt looks broken. Can you move it at all?â âHere, lean on me. Iâll support you.â âIâm not going to leave you behind. If need be, Iâll carry you.â âIâm going to pick you up now, okay? Just hold on to me.â âEverything is going to be okay. Just hang in there.â
âI donât feel so good.â âItâs seeping through the bandages.â âMy head is throbbing. I think I have a concussion.â âI can barely breathe, it hurts so bad!â âIt looks worse than it is. Iâm sure itâll be gone in a couple of daysâŚâ âYou should see the other one.â âDonât look at me like that. I donât want your pity.â âIt was my fault, really. I wasnât paying attention and got hit in the face.â âGetting stabbed wasnât really on my bucket list.â âI donât think I can walk.â âLeave me behind, please. Iâm just going to slow you down.â âAm I going to die?â âI canât stop the bleeding.â âI think the bruise matches my eye color.â âDonât touch it, please! It hurts.â âI donât want to go to a hospital. I hate doctors!â