Travellingarmy Talks - Blog Posts
The Genshin community is scaring me.. Scaring me to the point that I don't want to write anything about Genshin and its characters.. Sure, I still love the game and the characters but being in the fandom.. Will I get attacked by the community that I love for an honest mistake or misunderstanding? Will I be threatened to the point of taking my own life? I'm scared to express my own opinions, likes, and dislikes. I thought a fandom meant that we would all welcome each other.. Not have a war inside it. I will respectfully take myself out from the community and not interact with it. This will be the last time I join a fandom. I just can't handle the toxicity and Genshin's fandom was the last strike. This time, I am writing to make people happy and not because I love being in the fandom.
This is a bit embarrassing to say, but I want to share it. So, I had this dream where I was in Genshin. All of the characters were there, inside Angel's Share. For some reason that I don't know about, we made some sort of circle and I was asked who I liked more. Venti said something like, "You'll pick me, right, [my name]?" and getting close to me with that smile of his. Diluc then said something like, "I highly doubt she'd choose you." I know he said something meaner because it hurt Venti. Others agreed with Diluc. Zhongli and Scara looked very smugged in the background because they know how much I love the two. Venti continued to smile despite what Diluc said. I was angry at them all because that was just mean. So, in order to prove them all wrong, I went and hugged Venti and said, "Of course I'd choose Venti!" I imagined him to smell like flowers and was very warm and soft to the touch. He was taller than me too (which I expected, seeing as I am 4'9. Short human). When I woke up, I realized how touch starved I am. It was my first time hugging anybody, even if it was just in my dreams. I don't even remember the last time I hugged any of my family members. don't like the thought of having skin-to-skin interaction with anybody. But I literally cried after having that dream. •~•
I have too many things to do and I don't know where to start. I seriously need to start writing on that original story because I signed a contract.. >○< Hnng-- I didn't think anybody would contact me, let alone a well-known company(?) too.
I apologize for going on and off when it comes to writing. Some days it seems as if I have vanished to only appear the next. ^^"
Also, just a heads up that I will be doing a request from here that has been left on the dusty shelf for months now. It's an Albedo x slightly dominant reader. ^^
If anyone knows a really sad angst about Scaramouche, can you send me a link to it? I'm craving for angst right now.. Actually, it doesn't have to be Scara, but it would be much preferred. ^-^
I'm thinking of turning my blog (is that what it's called?) into an all thirst blog and occasionally post normal oneshots. I'll leave most of the fluff in Wattpad.. Unless people don't want me to?
Do people go on Tumblr specifically for the NSFW oneshots? 🤔 If so, then I should write more of them.
Just to reassure those requests here, I will get to them some day. I'm doing first come, first serve kind of thing and the request from the Wattpad version was first so.. Thank you for your patience! ^^
I'm sorry, Zhongli, but I'm filing a divorce. I want to marry Dainsleif.
I love Lumine with all my heart but I want to change to Aether because it just fits with what I am seeing. ;-; miHoYo, please hear my cries.
Question: I am on the NA server and my friend is in the EU server, can I still add them?
Late night rants•••
I really hate when people trash talk about certain characters like Diluc, calling him bad and weaker than some other character. I can't stand people comparing him with other characters who have a completely different kit and purpose. They trash him and for what?? He is an amazing character and DPS with a good lore and heart. If he was a limited time character, I bet you that people would be wanting him like they did back when the game was still fairly new. I wished he was a limited time character. I would have happily thrown my money on his banner.
Can somebody help me?? So, Childe.. When I shoot his arrow at enemies, a small wind current is formed that, like, drags enemies to that circle.. Was he always able to do that??
I got Rosaria on the first 10 rolls, Keqing on my 50/50 on the 50th roll, and Childe on the 30th roll when the pity had reset. :)
Bennett did not come home.
Gahh, we're both at 50/50. >□< I'll be setting up a ritual for the both of us and pray extremely hard.
O, number one Tartaglia simp, please bless me with luck. >~< Although my server hasn't even updated yet. ;-;
i will bless u with luck !! manifesting for us both oooo though im not sure because i just got venti and only 15+ pulls afterwards.. 3rd 50/50 ... im not even sure if i can get him but i'll be manifesting hard !!!
I only gotten a full 2 hours of sleep before I was woken up with my dad and brother knocking on the door, saying they couldn't find my cat. Hearing that, I was wide awake and just threw on my jacket, grabbed his toys and snacks and looked for him. When I was about to cry, he literally came dashing back inside the house. Turns out that he snuck past my mom when she was going to the garage last night so he spent his night cold. :(
T□T I'm so happy that he's okay.
Other than two oneshots and a headcanon that I will not be posting here, I don't know if I have moved all of them from the Wattpad version.. The last two I just posted were the ones I found that haven't been posted here.
Then, this means that I will no longer be spam posting. :) I'm sorry to all of you who had seen my oneshots after oneshots. It was probably annoying. ^^"