Being insecure is a choice.
It's totally your choice to give these people enough power on yourself to the point of low esteem and confidence.
Every mornings you have 2 choices ;
Being productive or taking a "cheat" day.
But fortunately, this choice can be done at any time of the day even right now. GET UP
Visualise your success and work for it or don't ; someone will do it anyway
Nothing own YOUR time,
It's YOUR choice to waste it.
16 hours in the day, so what are you doing of those ?
One cheat day or full rotting era,
your success won't come doing nothing.
Being the slave of a rectangular screen is the most embarrassing thing you can ever do.
People will know you most likely, if you put in the work
One day they'll know your name, but in order to that you need to put in the work RIGHT NOW
Quitting also mean starting over from this or even worse
Not even 4 month left till 2025 yet you're still procrastinating
Make sure to start 2025 successfully
Why are you jealous of her? You don't even share the same goals as her this is pathetic
No matter what, it's not through other people's life that your life will improve. Get In The Work