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What do I do when no one believes I’m tired
I’ve been tired my whole life but recently it’s amped up as I am taking summer school and have been in boarding school for the past year.I don’t know what to do, my parents are disappointed that I don’t want to go out but I am so tired that I just cant.I’ve also been having migraines caused by this tiredness. I’ve tried sleeping more, eating less/more, taking Tylenol, etc and I still can’t seem to stop them. The summer course I’m taking is very stress full, but is similar to the pressure I had at boarding school. At boarding school I’d go to sleep at 12:00 and wake up at 7:30, and now I’m going to sleep at 11:00 and waking up at 8:00 and I’m still so tired. My body is so sore, it feels like it’s caving in on itself and I can’t do anything to stop it. What do I do to make it stop?
Atelophobia is a plague that attacks your mind and not only instils the fear of not being good enough in your mind, it is a package deal of insecurities and overworking. Atelophobia is working into the late hours of the night, writing and thinking for fear of failure; it is empty coffee cups and fighting insomnia to get just one last page of work done, or so you say. It’s feeling eyes watching you as you type until your fingers are sore, until you really can’t keep up your own eyelids, until your eyes are burning from the amount of hours you’ve forced them open.
It is worrying about the future, wondering if you really are taking on too much but forcing through it, all for the sake of not failing. But what is failing, if not the fear of never achieving perfection? Atelophobia at it’s core is the fear of losing a battle you had no chance of winning.
Coffee <3
I’m a hopeless wh-re of a boy but at least I have coffee.
I'm slaying today but also I'm dying inside.
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Hello wonderful people of Tumblr.
I am in desperate need of your help.
I have been searching for this Wenclair fic for the past 2 days, unable to find anything.
It's in AO3, and by what I can remember, Enid pranks Wednesday because she was tired of the goth always having the upper hand on her. So she enlists all of Nevermore's help, even Eugene which is surprising since he practically swears by the 'Hive Code'. Enid is hiding while everyone in school acts as if she has never existed. So Wednesday slowly starts turning mad, believing that Enid was simply an illusion, eventually giving up and isolating herself, aka being sad girl tm. Enid feels bad as she reappears, and Weds doesn't believe her at first, saying something among the lines 'Are you here to torture me? Taking the image of someone I loved, who turned out to be an illusion to cope with my loneliness' and stuff like that.
For the love of everything that is holy and unholy, help me people.
SOLVEDDDDDDDD :D
MAD RESPECT TO @ao-terra FOR HELPING ME FIND THE EXACT FIC TITLE NAME AND AUTHOR!!! YOU RULE MATE!!!!
Update!!
I also put in the first part of the series in the docs, so the file’s name now is Prank wars and it has both fics one after the other. If someone has trouble opening the file, dm me.
Hey to whoever sees this um what do I do to get over a disgusted feeling about myself??? I did something I did not want to do but said I wanted to anyway and I can't stop thinking about it and I feel terrible. Some advice would help a lot ❤️
I don’t know what it is but I would love to read that! Anybody got any ideas of what this fic is? Comment below and I’ll let @necessarilygummy know.
Hi, I’m looking for a fanfic it’s a little series about alpha dean x reader x alpha sam, while they are on a hunt they find a girl who’s family was killed on a vacation when the girl got her first heat, they bring her to the bunker but keep her chained because she somewhat feral and doesn’t talk she also kinda acts child like. I can’t find it anywhere and it’s one of my favorite fic, please help me find it thank you!
sometimes i think of 5th grade me and how hurt she was and how much i hate her and how she is stillme and how i love her so much and then i cry
Me after not seeing him for 2 days 😍 (I don’t need help I need to see him)
No because having a tc did kinda mess me up in the head a little bit. Like why am I, a minor out here knowing damn well it’s wrong and illegal but deep down still hoping that he finds me pretty and feeding into my own delusions. Like dear me, please quit already 😭 I didn’t even have a thing for older men before I met my tc but my brain chemistry was altered the moment I met him, like wtf happened and why did it happen.
me in my head when someone else gets a 95% on their exam: Wow, that's really good props to them
me in my head when I get a 95% on an exam: where's the other 5% you failer
I TOOK OVER A YEAR OFF AND CUT YOU BITCHES SOME SLACK
TELL A FRIEND TO TELL A FRIEND
SHE’S BACKKKKKK ‼️😙😙😙
It’s 3:30 in the morning i have to wake up in 3 hours but I can’t stop thinking about soukoku
They consume my every thought.
deciding which book on my mountainous TBR to read next is a very specific kind of torture
i watched the phantom of the opera (2004) for the first time and i don’t think i’ll mentally be okay for the next week—
how does tumblr even work do you just like talk to yourself until people are like "i like this one"
The streamer thing isn’t officially canon yet, because I have been terrible at promoting myself and have no clue what I’m doing constantly andchronically
I feel like Luffy would either be the most asexual bitch in the world or an absolute whore........
Huh? What do you mean? No it's not midnight! YES I HAVE SLEPT FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS STFU
Messy panel redraw bc I was bored in school. Also are there more than like 3 ranfren fans on tumblr, idk
[I will probably post some purecaca in a few days, I’m in a middle of drawing a piece but lost all motivation [as usual when it comes to drawing for more than 20min]]
Inazuma Eleven Go Pokemon AU‼️
Here are my first two designs for the au that has been on my mind for a while now. Honestly this week i’ve only been drawing the soccer kids with pokémon so……. lots of sketches coming up! For now have my two kids and their partners with a little info about them 🫶🏻
Well, it’s not a hundred years yet, but I think it’s poetic as finding a vintage locket in an old forgotten dresser. Actually it feels like a message of people and lessons and emotions hidden from everyone for just me to find, even though it isn’t.
maybe in a few 100 years, a kid would stumble upon my Tumblr account and I hope it is as poetic as finding a vintage locket in an old forgotten dresser
NO BECAUSE WHO KEEPS MAKING THESE!?
I AM HOWELING WTF
Kisame and Itachi do be looking good tho-
Person: hey why don't you just draw from memory!?
What I remember:
VS
What I get:
i saw this and went, hmmm abd then drew him cause uh, yeah🔥🔥
