You don’t UNDERSTAND- I NEED Hiccup Horrendous Haddock the Third
I NEED to hold him in my arms and feel him holding me back
I NEED to run my fingers through his incredibly soft auburn hair
I NEED to hold him close and tell him that everything is okay and that I will never leave him
I NEED to caress his gorgeous face and feel his scruffy jaw against my hand
I NEED to look into those emerald eyes, so deep and full of love that I could DROWN in them and die HAPPILY
I NEED to nuzzle that freckle dusted button nose
I NEED to see that gap-toothed, crooked smile, knowing it’s smiling just for me
I NEED to hear him laugh
I NEED to lay my head in his lap and listen to him tell me about his ideas, dreams, hyperfixations, and aspirations
I NEED to feel his calloused, yet gentle hand up against my own
I NEED him to cuddle me close while Toothless curls himself around us
I NEED him to take me for a flight, see him in his element, free and without a care in the world
I NEED him to tell me he’s real
But he’s not