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1, 2, 15 & 18 for Cas! 💘

thank you! I’m sorry some of these turned out short, but I didn’t want to make it too long (and there were 4 prompts)

1. cuddling

Castiel would never admit it, but he really likes to cuddle (when he can, of course, it’s not rare he’s not home)

his absolute favourite is when he can hug Candy from behind (for obvious reasons...) and bury his face in her neck

he also likes to fall asleep while cuddling Candy, it’s actually hard for him to do so without her

2. kissing

Castiel is all for long kisses on the lips, battling with their tongues for dominance, pressing their bodies strongly together

his other favourite part of Candy’s body is her neck: kissing her there gifts him either her adorable laugh or an erotic sigh, depending on the circumstances and the length of the kiss

he tries to avoid kissing Candy’s neck though, he can’t resist staying there a little longer and giving her hickeys, whihc she doesn’t usually like since they are visible for some time

15. touching

he likes it when Candy runs her hands along his body. scratching his arms, his chest, playing with his hair, slightly pressing against the place between his legs... these are certainly not unenjoyable and Candy can drive him crazy if she tortures him like this for too long

him, on the other side likes to torment her with lingering touches, especially through her clothes, that makes it always worse for her and better for him

18. what turns him on

one day, Castiel went home to Candy singing one of his songs loudly and dancing to it. the singing wasn’t totally on point, but the dance was freaking hot. Candy was embarassed about it first, but when she knew what he thought, she started doing it intentionally. Castiel often catches himself staring at her

and even if it’s not one of his songs, Candy dancing suggestively and slowly getting undressed... that’s also one of his biggest turn ons

Castiel enjoys looking at her butt as well. when she only has panties on and it’s visible under her baggy T-shirt, when she’s in leggings, in a short skirt, doesn’t matter, he has seen her naked that it’s enough to just think of her 🤭

13, 14, 15(nsfw). for Lance and Guardienne

thank you for your ask! I already did 14, I’ll leave a link to it. I also already wrote 15 once, but you specifically asked for NSFW, so I’ll wrote it again and put it under the cut in case someone wants to avoid it

13. soft spot / weakness

not a serious one, but I think Lance is quite careful with his reputation. he’s free, but he still gets weird side-glances from people

and just... his past, generally. it’s enough to just bring it up and he’s immediately mad, then rather sad and remorseful when he’s finally alone

even when they are not together (yet), Lance keeps a close eye on Guardian and her well being. he can jump in any moment if something is up with her

after they get together, Lance quickly learns that just a pretty smile shouldn’t be able to convince him all the time, but Guardian still knows her way around with her food 🤭

14. pregnancy / birth

15. touching - NSFW (not NSFW here)

one of Lance’s favourite things to do is running his hands across her body, touching her curves, sliding it between her legs, rubbing against her throat. the feeling is enjoyable in itself anyway, but the sighs and moans he recieves from Guardian are certainly a bonus

I wouldn’t be surprised if Lance liked tying Guardian up so he can do his “job” without being interrupted

he also likes teasing her down there with his hand, hard enough to make her want more, but not hard enough to give her real pleasure

truth to be told, he prefers fingering her. he can spoil Guardian better that way. it’s also freaking hot when she licks her fingers clean afterwards

I also think Lance is into light choking, though he’s always careful not to get carried away

Maybe 14 or 10 with Armin, please?

why not both? 😄

10. sleeping

Armin’s sleeping has its surprises, he can fall asleep literally anywhere. closing his eyes a bit too long on the bus, lying down to rest (“just a minute”) while playing, losing interest above a book...

when Candy is over, he tries not to “stand her up” like this though, so they can spend as much time together as possible. he’s still the first one to fall asleep, but Candy doesn’t mind it, as she can keep herself occupied by running her hands through his hair

in those rare occasions when Armin stays awake for longer, he just tries to calm down their surroundings (turning off the TV, switching off the lights, etc), then just puts his arms around Candy to cuddle her

he enjoys being a little spoon, but he prefers enveloping Candy more, it’s like hugging his blanket while sleeping

he usually sleeps for long time, occasionally waking up to drink or go to the restroom. when he wakes up much sooner, he can be moody for the whole day 🤭

14. pregnancy / birth

I think Armin would look forward to becoming a father, he couldn’t wait to have little Candies and little Armins running around the house and to pass down his knowledge lol

he doesn’t know anything about pregnancy though (“WHY DOES IT KICK??”), which makes waiting part both harder and funnier

in the beginning, he swears to do a lot of things, from buying baby carriage to painting the kid’s future room. not all of these are successful (“I know I was supposed to buy a carriage, but look what I found...”), but what he does, he does with heart

despite his excitement, I don’t think he’d go in with Candy, he couldn’t bear sitting in one place, walking up and down in the corridor is better. when he finally hears his child, he’d rush in immediately though, to embrace the two of them

hi can i ask pregancy and first time for lance?

I wrote this while sitting in online chemistry class, so sorry if I wrote “alkane” somewhere 😂 also sorry for making you wait so much

12. first time

getting to that point where Guardian and Lance sleep together takes some time, given how their relationship started

when it does come, both of them are experienced to some extent, but it’s still their first together so it’s kind of neutral. they know their way around, but it’s nothing too dirty

Lance wouldn’t mind getting a bit freakier though, so he makes sure their second time comes soon

14. pregnancy / birth

(I already wrote some stuff about him with kids in domestic life)

pregnancy is a very unique experience, no amount of battles and adventures can compare to it

Guardian’s belly getting bigger, making it harder for him to hug her... Lance can manage that. her morning sickness? ah, he’s a professional, he can make her feel better really fast. but if he has to wake up just once more at dawn because she craves something, he’ll flip tables

also, just. mood swings. Lance has literally zero ideas about how to navigate these, the best solution he found is that he lets Guardian be, with whatever she feels, and brings her as much food as he can

the long awaited day finally comes, with Lance close to Guardian. he wouldn’t faint or cry, but he would certainly be speechless from the emotions when he can hold his newborn child in his hands

hello! could i request something for nevra? maybe numbers 9, 11 and 13? thank you!! 😊

here you go, enjoy ^^ the soft spot / weakness turn out more just soft spot, it’s quite fluffy 🤭 I hope you don’t mind

9. crying

whenever Guardian cries, Nevra just tries to eliminate the source of her crying, sometimes overreacting a bit (“hey, you asshole, you made my girlfriend cry! (ง'̀-'́)ง” “....I just accidentally stepped on her foot”)

of course, this reason sometimes is Nevra himself. that’s usually harder to solve, since he’s proud and he loves Guardian at the same time. in the end, his pride is less important, and he apologises

11. bathing / showering

showering with Nevra is definitely not for the shy people, it often turns into something else if ya catch my drift

he likes to wash Guardian, his hands sometimes wondering around. he just enjoys the feeling of her curves below his hands, her smooth skin againts his

he doesn’t mind if Guardian doesn’t want to wash him, but boy is he glad to get the favour returned. her bold movements calm him down and excite him at the same time, making it hard to focus on just enjoying the feeling

13. soft spot / weakness

from Guardian’s side, her signature pleading-puppy-face is an absolute winner, always letting her get what she wants

also, just. Nevra’s head. scratch it, play with his hair, trace kisses along his jawline.... these all make him melt

he also surprisingly has a soft spot for animals. sometimes Guardian likes to say that he enjoys the company of animals more than actual people

his greatest weakness is his mother hen personality. if anything happened to the people around him, not just Guardian but also Karenn, hell, even Chrome, that would be the end of him

9 and 10 for Candy and Castiel 💕

thank you for your request ❤️ the sleeping sucks a little bahahah but I hope you’ll like it

9. crying

Castiel is 100% that kind of person who doesn’t know what to do when someone cries. this doesn’t mean that he leaves Candy alone if she cries though, he still tries to help as he can

he does what he would want when he’s feeling down: he brings Candy food and drink, he wraps her in a blanket or just cuddles her, he plays something on his guitar (because for some unknown reason, Candy always smiles when he plays for her)

emotional talking is not his strength, but he encourages Candy to speak (if she wants to, of course), he’s a pretty good listener. to his surprise, his methods usually work, making Candy feel better

Castiel himself doesn’t usually cry, when he finds himself sad I think he rather just looks for a way to blow off the steam

when he does cry, it’s usually discreet, away from others, but Candy still manages to find him somehow, returning Castiel’s kindness towards her when she’s feeling down

10. sleeping

just one word: cuddle. no matter where they are sleeping, in their room, in a hotel, in a car, on the top of a building, Candy and Castiel always cuddle when sleeping

Candy says it’s because they love each other. Castiel is too rocker-y to admit this, so he says it’s for warmth, but everyone knows the truth

they both want to be little spoon, so the position itself often changes. if it’s summer and really hot, they aren’t that close, sometimes it’s just Castiel lying on his back, Candy next to him with her head on his chest

Candy sometimes jokes that Castiel loves his dog and guitar so much, she wouldn’t be surprised if she found him sleeping with them, but Castiel always resents it

also, Castiel is a really deep sleeper. Candy could bring tanks to the house, and he’d sleep anyway

13, 14 and 19 with nevra from eldarya?? 💕💕 i love your writing!!!

oh anon, I’m such an idiot. I accidentally read 13 as 3 and wrote it like that, I only realised my mistake now. don’t worry though! someone else requested 13 with Nevra as well, so you will still get it, just later. sorry again, I’ll try to learn how to read 😅

3. injured

Nevra is too proud to let others see him being hurt, he’d rather hide it and take care of himself, so he soon recruits Ewelein as his sworn enemy lmao

he’s not a medic though, but he still wants someone close to him to cure him. since Ezarel’s departure, this person is Huang Chu (I don’t think Nevra has a good relationship with Mathieu)

it’s the complete opposite when Guardian is injured: he immediately drops their last petty argument, and rushes to get help for her as soon as possible, even if it’s just a small injury like a burn or a cut on her hand

he’s embarassed about it later, but seeing Guardian’s grateful smile makes him swear to keep being overprotective of her

14. pregnancy / birth

“honey, I’m pregnant” “....WHAT”

I’m pretty sure Nevra will be shocked when he hears the news, but his astonishment will turn into excitement soon

having a younger sister makes things easier though, mostly because he has some kind of experience of taking care of someone, but also because he can pass his kid to Karenn whenever they start to cry and Guardian is not around

he doesn’t have any experience of the actual pregnancy however, so those months are a rollercoaster with him. he tries to be his usual protective self around Guardian, while she tries to make him understand that she wasn’t and still isn’t made of glass

when Guardian is giving birth, Nevra is just staring at the sidelines with wide eyes, but inside he’s happy for the little one

19. domestic life

if you want to keep your eyesight undamaged, don’t look around in Nevra’s home. seriously. that guy doesn’t know the word “organised”. he cleans it, don’t get me wrong, but things don’t have their place, everything is just lying around

this makes living together a challenge, but Guardian is absolutely up for it, never getting tired of organising things again and again

after a child joins them, life definitely gets more interesting. “who should do what” is a constant dilemma, but I think Nevra would give up being a Chief after some time, “degrading” himself as an ordinary member, so he has more time to look after his kid

Fighting; undressing; what turns him on (Guardian x Nevra)

“8,17 and 18 with Nevra” for @adasha-galatine I hope you will like these 😇

8. fighting

as we have seen it many times, Nevra is both a womaniser and can easily get jealous. he moved on, but he can’t bear to see Guardian with someone else, which causes many arguments in the beginning

their figths are usually serious, neither of them being afraid to use harsh words. afterwards, they clear things, but the circle soon starts again

it will take some time for them to get into a proper relationship, but when it happens, their petty arguments are replaced, and they rather sit down and talk things through when something is up

17. undressing

Nevra can easily make Guardian’s clothes magically fall down, he considers clothes an awful barrier between the two of them

if Guardian strips herself in front of him, that’s heaven and hell for him at the same time. oh, how he wishes to be the one doing it, while observing it from afar is also enjoyable...

with all those accessories on, undressing takes quite a time for him, making him even more glad when he can finally join Guardian

18. what turns him on

he does like to see Guardian in clothes though, but more in fitting ones, that show the curves of her body

he also likes to watch Guardian please herself what a creep, but he can’t usually stand it for long and “helps” her out

also, seeing Guardian be protective of him... that fills him with such pride, he’s sure to return it later 😉

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hi! thanks for doing Lance headcanons! can i ask 3 and 19 for lance? thank u!

you’re welcome! I’m happy people enjoy what I write ^^

3. injured

as they are both experienced fighters, they won’t lose their heads if one of them gets hurt. if Guardian was in Absynthe Guard formerly, she can even patch up smaller injuries, no need to go to the infirmary all the time

getting used again to fighting is a bit hard for Guardian though, so she often has smaller cuts on herself

Lance, on the other hands either doesn’t get hurt or he gets hurt seriously, thanks to his armour. Ewelein’s constant orders would make him feel better enough to look for another nurse though, his pride doesn’t let him to be pushed around, no matter his state

19. domestic life

the savior of El and the man who threatened it being together? that’s a strange sight for sure, but the others will slowly get accustomed to it

I imagine both of them to be quite proud and independent, so living together has its challenges: arguments over small things (“you shouldn’t have done it, I told you I would!”), lots and lots of missing things, shy and at the same time sassy apologies (“I’m sorry... but I was right, technically”), and so on and so forth

this is strictly my personal idea, but I think Lance is a terrible cook, while Guardian is a pretty decent one. this would annoy Lance after some point, so the two of them would shoo Karuto out of the kitchen and practice there together

if / when they decide to have kids, I’m sure Lance will have a really strong connection with the them, given his past and how he wouldn’t want his children to lose their parents as well

managing both work and family would be difficult in the beginning, neither of them wants to give up their position at the Guard, so the kids would often spend time with Aunt Karenn and Uncle Chrome

also, I just want Lance to teach his kids how to fight and Guardian to teach them how to braid hair, using Lance as a model 🥺🤭

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First kiss and bathing with Lance and Gardienne, pretty please🥺

thank you for your request ❤️ Lance is still not my LI 😅 so sorry if these are very wild

5. first kiss

needless to say, there’s some tension between Guardian and Lance at first. many things happened that she has to process, and surprisingly Lance is willing to help her, even though he knows she needs place and time

the two of them will slowly but surely start spending more and more time together. first it’s just simple things: sitting at the same table in the dining hall, practicing with each other when no one else is available, accidentally meeting in the garden where both went to clear their head

Guardian’s cold, “I tolerate that you’re here” attitude gradually changes as well. she starts to see Lance as he is, not a “murderer” but a complex, loveable person

their relationship shifts: they are more like old friends who went through a lot together, but instead of looking at the past, they wait for the future. they make a great pair, Guardian with her helpfulness and Lance with his wits

I can picture them practicing, finally not because others are too busy. suddenly, Guardian disarms Lance, her sword in front of his throat, their faces inches from each other. they can’t break their eye contact, but Guardian is confused. what should she do? before she could decide, Lance’s lips are already on hers, his arm around her body

it will take a long road until then, but hell, they will be indestructible together after that

11. bathing / showering

I can’t actually imagine Guardian and Lance bathe together? I think he’s that kind of person that uses showering as an excuse to just stare at the wall with an empty head, sharing it might be a bit uncomfortable to him

maybe Guardian asks gently one day if he would mind if she joined him, and Lance will just goes “well.... why not?”

it will be a bit embarassing at first. not like they haven’t been naked together yet, he’s just not used to being this exposed in front of someone. the tension will disappear into thin air when she starts cleaning him though, her touch calming him and making him feel more at ease

in the end, maybe he will like it and propose to bathe together more as well 😉

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13 with candy and Nath 🥺

thank you anon, to be honest I was kind of praying for someone to ask this 😌🤭 it's a little short, sorry 😔

13. soft spot / weakness

I’m fairly sure that Nathaniel doesn’t like to mix work and private life; if someone went after his family or friends because he’s a cop, that would be a nightmare for him

a “positive” kind of weakness of him is junk food. he likes to eat healthily and work out regularly, but damn those burgers sure look good...

Candy running her hands down his stomach, along his hands can really make him lose his head. also just. biting his neck. do this, and he will literally shake like a pudding

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15. and 16. for Lance and Guardienne (for celebration!!)

thanks again Fa 🥺❤️ I don’t know much about Lance, I don’t play his route on either of my accounts 😅 so sorry if this is not close to his personality, this is just how I picture him. it turned out a bit short, but I hope you will still like it!

15. touching

I can’t imagine Lance as a touchy person, at least not in public. when it’s just the two of them, I’m sure he doesn’t have anything against roaming his hands along Guardian’s body, feeling that she is there, with him

of course, if someone (*cough* Mathieu... *cough*) flirts with Guardian, he’s there to show his affection publicly. it’s mostly just holding hands or putting his arm around her waist though, he knows she can handle herself well

if it’s Guardian touching him (eg. she hugs him), then he’s surprised first, but he won’t push her away of course. her running her hands down his arms or abs... that’s definitely not unpleasant either

16. favorite types of kissing

small kisses on the lips aren’t really Lance’s thing, he prefers long, tounged kisses

I can picture him liking to kiss Guardian’s hand, but more like in a joking way, along with his mocking smile

when it’s just the two of them, he likes to trail kisses down her stomach, her reaction to it always makes him smile proudly. he also loves her neck; sloppy kisses are not as good as hickeys, but they are not permanent at least

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3. and 12. for Nathaniel and Candy

thank you for your ask! with the second one, I'll try to be as not NSFW-y as I can, though it's about their first time together so it'll be kinda hard 😅🤭

3. injured

Nathaniel's work is not a harmless job, sometimes he gets hurt, but he would always try to make it appear less important than it is, acting annoyed when Candy tries to help him

this is only the outside though, inside he would be scared for Candy (”what would she do without me?”), and despite acting like a tough guy, he wouldn't jeopardise the healing process

however, if it's Candy who is hurt, his brain is set on 110% protective mode. a nurse was rude? he'd make sure they never come close her room again. Candy feels a little sad? her favourite snacks are already on the table, the TV on, Nath hugging her and making sure she's okay

if Candy was hurt because of Nathaniel (eg. she was kidnapped as a way of blackmailing him), then poor boy would absolutely feel down, and it would be very hard for him to move on and stop blaming himself

and we know what he thinks about children.... so it might not make sense to talk about what he's like as a father, but still. similar to what happens to Candy, if his child is hurt, then Nath is there like superman. he might not make the best choices as he is blindly fixated on solving the problem, but in the end it would all be okay

12. first time

(my Candy had another LI in HSL, so I'll write this like it's in UL)

surely, Nathaniel would both look forward to their first time together and dread it. he was together with girls who were just his company for that night, he wouldn't want Candy to think she's like that for him

don't expect roses and candles though; it will most likely happen when they are at Nath's place, doing literally anything

it's so easy to make Nathaniel want Candy. a kiss that was a little longer than planned, that fitting top she wore, the fact that he hadn't have time for that lately and he's needy....

depending on how experienced Candy is, their positions can change. I'm about 98% sure Nath wouldn't be against being submissive, even though it's usually him who's dominant

as the first time together is usually special, it's based on mutual trust and all that, it wouldn't be too kinky or long. one night spent together, mostly in each other's arms, that's perfect for a first

the next day, neither of them feels regret. Nath is a bit scared that Candy does, but she soon reassures him and they spend the morning together, celebrating their relationship that reached a new level

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Drive away (Candy x Nathaniel) part 1 / ?

I have no idea of what’s going on here, leave me alone. don’t ask, just read

Word count: 571

Nathaniel’s P. O. V.

The quiet night was suddenly interrupted when my phone started ringing. At first I ignored it, hoping that whoever was calling me would realise that I was busy trying to sleep, but it continued ringing. I sighed as I sat up in my bed, and I picked up. I was just about to ask how can I help, when someone spoke on the other side.

“William Danford? We called for an uber, it’s you, right?”

The woman calling me had a pleasant voice, but I could sense that she cried not so long ago. I tried to be polite, but it still annoyed me that she called me in the middle of the night.

“No, sorry. Wrong num-” I started, but another voice, a male this time, made me stop in the middle of my sentence.

“Is that damned uber coming or not?!”

“I have the cause of the crying, don’t I?” I thought. Working as a waiter, I saw many scenes like this; a “pair”, where the man didn’t acknowledge that the other one didn’t want him there. It wasn’t rare that I had to step in so he would leave.

“I’m not your driver, but I can drive you as I’m already awake” I said while I turned on the lights to get ready. “Where will it be?”

A few minutes later I was in the parking lot of a small restaurant, waiting for a young couple to get in my car. To my unfortune the process wasn’t really fast because they just argued on the pavement. I didn’t want to listen in so I glued my eyes on the road, drumming with my fingers. This is how we spent the first half of the “trip”, the other half in utter silence.

After some time we finally arrived at a hotel. The man left, without paying, but he closed the door on the woman when she tried to get out of my car. I didn’t really know what to do, so I turned around to see that she was close to crying again.

“Miss, do you want me to take somewhere else?” I asked.

She wiped away a tear then spoke: “I- I can try calling up my friend if I can sleep at her place. And please just call me Candy.”

I didn’t want to be quiet during the route so I tried to maintain smalltalk. And first Candy didn’t really cooperate and it was awkward, but after some time she became calmer and we had a nice chat. I found out that the man is actually her, now ex, boyfriend and they were supposed to visit a mutual friend when he realised he’d rather spend the night without her. I couldn’t really understand the man; every time I looked at Candy in the rearview mirror I saw an otherwise beautiful woman. Only the crying, caused by him, distorted her features.

Even after I dropped her off, I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I have to admit I found her intriguing, and I felt bad that I missed my chance to properly reassure her. I fell back asleep, my dream setting me free, but she was on my mind after waking up again and going to work. I wanted to call her up to make sure she’s okay, but I didn’t want to bother her.

Well, whatever, not like we will ever run into each other again.

Right?

Friends dared to kiss a stranger with Kentin and Candy,pleaseeee 💖💖💖❣❣❣

edzwuzfiur thank you so much, I hope you will like it 💖 feel free to ignore the last sentence, I don’t know what I thought when I wrote that down

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Words: 464

Candy’s P. O. V.

“Five minutes left until midnight!” a sharp voice interrupted the flow of my thoughts. I suddenly remembered where I was - in the Snake Room, with a bunch of friends - and reddened a little with embarrassment. They were looking at me, expecting something from me until I finally realised Rosalya had asked a question.

“Oh sorry, I didn’t pay attention, my mind was just wandering...”

Rosa waved one well-manicured hand as she lifted the other one to her mouth, taking a sip of cold-punch, then turned to Alexy. “Who’s next?”

“Well... it’s the starer’s turn! Candy, truth or dare?”

I glanced at the row of empty beers on the table in front of me. I already shared some experiences that I would have preferred to be unsaid, earning much laughter from my friends. I thought a bit, then downed the leftover of the open can before me and threw my shyness out the window.

“Dare.” I saw the Rosa’s face shine up with surprise, because no matter how many secrets and bad stories I had, dare was always more adventurous than truth, especially that it was the first for me that night.

Alexy took his sweet time to truly ponder it. He knew that I didn’t like too wild tasks, while I knew that he wouldn’t miss a chance like this to embarrass me a little more. His eyes glinted with excitement as he finally faced me, decided.

“I dare you to kiss the first person who enters that door” he said while pointing at the front-door next to our table, and I let out a sigh of relief. The Snake Room wasn’t spacious that night at all, but the crowd itself didn’t change much except for some people leaving to the restroom. We agreed that the others go on with the playing while I stand beside the door, waiting for someone to turn up.

Before midnight, when some people already started the countdown, someone entered. I didn’t have the time to have a good look at him, but I can clearly remember his green eyes, piercing through mine with surprise as I sealed my lips on his. The alcohol-tasted kiss didn’t last long, I only realised after it that he cupped my cheeks. Neither of us really wanted it to end, he was a pretty good kisser and I knew I wasn’t that bad either.

“Five… four…” I heard the chanting behind me. Muttering a low “sorry” I was ready to go back and join my friends who surely witnessed my scene, but the boy grabbed my hand. The voices got louder as the countdown reached zero, and I was kissing this stranger again, fully embracing each other this time.

And this, kids, is the story of how I met your father.

41 with Rayan <3

thank you for your ask! I didn’t forget about it, I just couldn’t find out what would be the perfect present for / from Rayan. in the end, I settled with a pretty simple scenario, but I hope you will like it this way

also, because it’s sooooo late, I’m gonna draw the end of the oneshot 😌 and sorry again for writing it later

Prompt: Finding the perfect present

Send me winter prompts!

Word count: 597

Rayan’s P. O. V.

I breathed in deeply, then let out a long sigh, my breath appearing in the cold air as clouds. I had been thinking on what to give Candy, what could possibly show her how much I love and appreciate her. I had the answer in my mind of course, but I also didn't want to do something so... cliché.

How many Christmas movies start with proposing?

But ever since we talked about having kids one day, I had been fantasizing about our family. Some years later, now, we will run in the snow with our child, or maybe children. I just know that she will be a perfect mother, and I hope to be the perfect father and husband.

If she says yes, of course.

A cup of coffee still in my hands, I anxiously waited for Candy to join me on the balcony. I didn't even know why I went there; maybe I just craved a bit of fresh air after all of those delicious scents in our flat. The coffee was starting to cool down, but I had only brought it with me to occupy my hands anyway. When I was about to turn and go in, I found myself face to face with her.

It was obvious that she felt more comfortable inside than outside, shivering a little in her shorts and cardigan that she bought specifically for Christmas. The chilly air must had taken its toll on her, as her cheeks were pink.

I realised I was lost in her looks, so I missed her question.

"Ah sorry, I... I wasn't listening." My cheeks reddened as well, but more because I felt embarrassed. She arched her eyebrows in a critical way, but then let out a light laugh.

"Don't worry, I just said that you can come in, I'm finished."

Entering the room was definitely pleasant, the welcoming warmth made me ease a little. I was about to propose to her, yes, but it's not like I don't perform before many people every day. It's just a simple engagement, nothing to worry about, right?

Candy stopped next to the table, picking up some sheets of paper I hadn't even noticed before.

"So umm.... I'll start, if you don't mind. I can't really wait with gifting others, sorry." She let out a nervous laugh, cleared her throat then started speaking. "I know that, given recent events, you don't really want to live or work here anymore. Which is fine! I just thought... well, I went looking for flats in the cities nearby the other day. I don't know if you like any of these and you don't even have to choose one today, just please take a look at these, okay? I respect your choice if you want to move away, but know that I will go with you no matter what."

Here she became quiet, giving me time to think. I didn't need to think more though, the fact that she planned our future together made me sure in my decision regarding the two of us.

I set the papers she gave to me on the table, kissed her slowly then lowered to one knee. At first she didn't understand what I was doing, but then her eyes went wide and she brought a hand to her mouth to hide her surprise.

"My dear Candy" I started slowly. I was convinced that I was on the right path, but I still didn't want to mess things up. "Would you do the honour of becoming my wife and making me the happiest man alive?"

19, 31, 32 with Castiel and Candy 😘😘😘😘

thank you so mcuh for your ask! I’m sorry it took so long, I hope you will like it <3

Prompts: Traditional Christmas Dinner, “This is way too much food” and “I’ll be home for Christmas” (I changed this last one a bit, I hope you don’t mind)

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Word count: 536

Candy’s P. O. V.

After all windows of the Advent Calendar were opened, the house was decorated (although Castiel took down some ornaments he didn't like) and gingerbread was made, Christmas Eve finally came. Both of us were in the city, me to pick up his gift, while he was a guest at Ronnie Dialy’s along with Leo and Gabin as Ronnie planned a little get-together for them to celebrate their new album. The celebration must not have been interesting, since Castiel was chatting with me while I was on the bus. I looked again at his latest message (“I’ll try to hurry, I promise”) as I typed in my answer.

“I sure hope so. this is not the first time you stood me up for him. I could be jealous ;)”

Even the thought entertained me; me being possessive over Cas, being against sharing him with a producer much older than him. Not surprisingly Castiel found it funny as well, responding in a similarly light tone.

“ah, he’s not the one you should worry about, someone else already stole my heart <3 could you tell her that I’ll be home in time?”

I didn’t have time for more than a quick “I love you” reply because the bus stopped at the pet shop, and I didn’t want to miss it and walk back in the snow. Castiel had been going on and on about how Pancake needs a friend, so I decided one day that I will get a new dog. My knowledge about dogs was limited, but I still couldn’t ask him about it, so I picked out a cute husky puppy. Hiding the little girl would have been hard, but luckily the owner promised me that I could pick her up from the shop.

Back home, I started getting ready for our own dinner. I knew that Castiel was most likely stuffed at Ronnie’s, but I couldn’t miss the chance show off my cooking skills. I didn’t know if onion soup was a traditional Christmas dish, but no one could argue with my brined roast goose. I was intent on eating one, since I had a lot of childhood memories tied to it.

Sitting at the table, lost in thought I didn’t even realise that Castiel arrived, only when he covered my eyes with his hands.

“Hmmm let me guess” I pretended to think. “Nathaniel?” His hands left my head as I felt a kiss pressed on my cheek then I heard his laughter.

“Very funny. No it’s me, I came as I pro...” here he trailed off, sizing up the amount of food on the table.  “Wow, how much time did you spend on making these? This is way too much food, we’re never gonna eat it.”

“We are!” I protested. “And don’t worry, the process wasn’t actually long. If you want to, we can skip to the gifts of course.”

I knew he didn’t want me to buy a gift for him, he even told me. As I expected, he blushed immediately but I didn’t let him start again, so I just stole a quick kiss from him, then took his hand and started going towards the living room.

“Come now, we can eat later.”

Snowed in (Candy x Rayan)

question of the day: why does Tumblr randomly delete asks? no idea, so sorry again @vanillaamoursucrethings for answering you like this 😔 thank god I copied it out

“May I humble ask for 6. Snowed in and 14. Keeping warm by the fire with Rayan? 😍😍 Thank you!!“

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Word count: 386

Candy’s P. O. V.

Is there a better feeling than watching the snow fall while you're sitting next to a cosy fireplace? Because I don't think there is. I sipped my hot chocolate as I listened to the TV, but my eyes were on my lover in the kitchen.

Rayan and I rented a cottage in the mountains for the holidays. It was great to have a little time off with just the two of us. Our first day started off calmly, with just getting accustomed to the new place. However, as the night started to fall, the snowing got more and more serious, and the weather forecast didn't sound too encouraging either.

"...we can expect that in the next couple of days heavy snowing will rea..."

With a sigh, I turned it off then headed to the kitchen. Rayan greeted me with a radiant smile when I got in. He put my empty mug down, then took my face in his hands and pressed a kiss on my lips. I remained silent for a while, but he knew me so well.

"Is the storm troubling you?" he asked sweetly. I nodded and let him wrap his hands around me. The thought of staying quiet and enjoying his embrace flashed through my mind, but somehow I still admitted in a low voice:

"I've never been in a snow storm in my life."

I heard him chuckle, but he cleared his throat and forced a serious face when he saw that I was a bit grumpy. He pressed a kiss on my nose as a way of apology.

"Sorry for laughing, that was just too cute." I couldn't be angry at him of course, we were both smiling at this point. "Back to the subject, there's nothing to be afraid of. We're not on the road or out in the nature. We won't get hurt, I promise."

The storm came of course, but nothing happened to us, true to his reassurance. For some reason the thought of sleeping terrified me, so we both stayed awake the whole night. The fire in the furnace burnt down, but the embers were giving out warmth for quite a time. Sitting on the carpet, drinking hot chocolate and sharing our childhood stories about our first snow, the storm was the last thing on my mind.

Living together with the UL / LL LIs

this sucks so much vufgsehdkj I’m sorry everyone who had high hopes

Hyun:

Hyun adores his job, so don’t be surprised if he’s elbow-deep in flour when you get home

he does know where work ends and private life starts, and he can be very sweet without baking cakes 🥰

if you have to be apart from each other for some reason, he won’t check on you every 5 minutes (he knows you better than think that you’re incapable of living on your own) but he appreciates if you still send him an “I arrived safely” message or something

there’s no such thing as too much food. he likes eating just as much as he enjoys the cooking process itself

random movie nights? random movie nights. no horror tho (Hyun says it’s for your sake, but you know the truth...)

Priya:

I firmly believe that Priya is a little spoon and no one can change my mind. even if she’s taller, she just melts if you hug her tightly, wrapping her in your arms

despite this cutie appearance she’s a badass and is not afraid to kick someone’s ass. someone bothers you in a bar? boom Priya’s there like some kind of superhuman

her job is really important to her tho and sometimes she doesn’t choose the right moment to express that

fights with her are as passionate as lovemaking, and at first she might not admit if she’s wrong out of pride. at the end of the day you make peace of course, maybe with a little massage to convince the more stubborn one...

Rayan:

Rayan is one of those typical people who don’t have the heart to wake you up, and just rather watch you sleep. you might get a little grumpy about it later, but he doesn’t feel guilty. at all

in my head Marina is non-extistent, but apart from her some other female students seem to be interested in him. it’s canon that poor bae is oblivious to this, so sometimes you have to take matters in your own hands

despite not being his student anymore you often visit him in his office, but you never sit in on one of his classes (you would just divert his attention anyway ^^)

Rayan appreciates you very much but sometimes he gets so lost in his work, you have to tell him that it’s time to eat / sleep / etc

there are occasions where long lost child in him wakes up and he gets enthusiastic about really random things

“Alone with your thoughts” (Candy x Castiel)

Word count: 620

Candy’s P. O. V.

I was suffocating. The noise made my heart beat to the music’s rhythm and chased all coherent thoughts out of my mind. The crowd, all those unknown bodies pressed to mine, made me feel trapped inside with no way out.

The stage lights and the pyrotechnics made it hard for me to see, but I knew very well who I was looking for. He wasn’t be among the crowd, no, with so little time left before his concert he wouldn’t risk getting held up by fans, but I also knew for a fact that he wasn’t in the resting-area with his bandmates. And I was right. I found him in a little corridor, leaning against the wall for support while browsing on his phone. He didn't notice me right away as the loud music made the clash of my heels unhearable.

"Oh my gosh! Can I get an autograph?" I screamed in a fake, high-pitched voice. His head immediately shot up, with a look of terror on his face. When he recognized me he let out a hearty laugh.

"I guess I deserve this, huh?" He grabbed me by the waist to pull me closer to him and planted a kiss on my nose.

"Nah, just helping you practice. This is all you're going to hear when you're gone." I tried to sound cheerful, but he sensed how nervous I was. There was no point in hiding my feelings from him when he knew me so well.

He kissed me on my lips now. "Don't worry love. You're all I think about even on the other side of the world."

Now, he's gone. I was extremely proud of him for being able to go on a tour, but I was also bitter because I couldn't go with him. When both of us had time we talked about our days, but mine were usually empty without him. Actually, I was spoiled; re-organising the band took a lot of time so they didn't have any big parties until now. I was used to him being home, with me, telling me all those sweet little nothings. When I told him about this he said he's sorry we're apart at the moment, but I knew what I was getting myself into. I didn't have the heart to tell him no, I didn't know his work would come with being far from each other like this. I could bear with the physical distance, but this was killing me.

The day I waited for so much came of course, with me standing on my tiptoes at the airport to find him. It strangely reminded me of the last concert he had in town, when his hair was the only thing I could recognize him about from afar. I saw some people who I'd run into at the studio many times, but he was nowhere to be found. Fear started to capture my heart, poisoning my mind with worse and worse theories about where he might be. And then the other memories came back from that night.

The noise. Instead of the loud, upbeat music human noise filled the airport. Children laughing, lost people asking for directions, the speaker announcing something every once in a while. The crowd. Everywhere I looked travelers, families, businesspeople were strolling confidently, knowing where they are headed. My exact opposite. I looked around frantically again, then slumped down on a nearby bench, placing my head in my hands. Just as I got seated I felt an arm snake around me, soon joined by its pair while someone pressed their forehead to mine.

"I'm right here" I heard him say. "I'm sorry for being gone and leaving you alone, alone with your thoughts."

Living together with the HSL boys

It’s a really random something I thought about today, so why not

Armin:

it might be surprising at first, but Armin likes to wake up early

personally, I refuse that shitty job he has canonically, because it doesn’t sound anything at all like him. he has a job what he actually enjoys, but something he can do from home

when you arrive home, he sometimes surprises you with already finished lunch

but if not, you make it together tho the washing is yours

he still spends a lot of time with playing inside, so after a time you buy him a pet

he totally refuses to care for that pet, but if you’re careful enough you can see him cuddling it :)

going to an amusement park is a quite usual habit for the two you

Castiel:

chaotic days are average days, but that’s okay

you might be having breakfast when he stands up I have an idea!, grabs his guitar and plays something

he’s a little bit shy when he has the first ideas for a song, but still asks for your opinion and values it just as much as the other band members’

always be ready to walk Pancake, because sometimes he just can’t, he’s too tired to go out and possibly meet other people

he often lets you dye his hair, but if you ever braid it while he’s asleep, prepare to die tho he secretly likes it

he gets pretty embarassed if you play his songs, bonus you sing it too, bonus if you can’t sing

when he falls asleep, you could even tear down the whole house, he’d sleep anyway

Kentin:

Kentin likes to overlseep, but opening a pack of cookies can wake him up very fast

he likes to snack occasionally, but overall he eats healthily. he doesn’t follow any specific diet, but helps you with it if you do

he also works out every day, usually at Kim’s gym, but he burnt most of his camo clothes on a sacrificial bonfire already

sometimes you just lay out in your garden or in the park, even after it’s already dark

with him, expect a lot of random baking-marathons

you usually bake much more than you can eat, so you often invite over your friends

Lysander:

again, I refuse Lysander’s canon life after high school. I imagine him keeping the farm and often being there too, but in my mind he lives in the city and Leigh helps him with the farm

so when you’re at the farm he likes to change his Victorian style clothes and gives all in all cowboy vibes, and after a time he keeps it in other days too. normal days he wears jeans and a plaid shirt, but every time you go out somewhere (which is pretty often) he changes back to his very elegant clothes

and yes, you often eat out. not every day, but you often have dinner in a restaurant, even without a special occasion

after high school he doesn’t go to university, but joins the music industry as a singer / songwriter. he’d have a hard time deciding between having a solo carrier and being part of Crowstorm

after you’re done with work, he usually waits for you in the parking lot, maybe even go in when your shift is over with a bouquet a flowers

I think you have a flat, because having two houses with a garden to tend to would be too much. the flat would be relatively big tho

I also think that you have a piano as Lysander knows and likes to play on it. sometimes he’d sing too and his heart just dies if you join in

Nathaniel:

between the two of you, Nathaniel is the one who wakes up sooner

he doesn’t let you sleep in for long tho, especially if you have to go to work, but he’s not too harsh with waking you up. he even brings you breakfast to bed sometimes

when he goes to work, he still likes to be updated with small messages like I just burnt the whole kitchen down or something like that

but no, honestly, he likes receiving small messages from you during his day

because being a police inspector takes a lot of time, even when he’s home, you always use your time together to go somewhere

if you have any hobbies, expect him to join in or at least read after it a bit

he works out daily and he also tries to make you go with him. he accepts if you say no, but appreciates if you go and watch him regardless of you not working out

in the evenings, you watch your favourite show together or just a movie. if you sleep asleep in the during it, he carries you back to your bed, switches off the TV and slips next to you, careful not to wake you up