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I Saw Him in My Dreams °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

𓏵 He reached out to me!! 𓏵 ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა

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Shifting Update }} Tell Me Your Thoughts! ⤷ 𓍼

ᛝ Okay okay- so- exciting news to share about my shifting journey!! So, the night before I lowkey kind of passed out (cause I was staying up looking at my pretty boyfriend from a different reality…) and so I had a dream of course. It was something random like squid games for some reason, but then at some point once the games were done… Which by the way was really really weird we were on tight ropes and swinging back and forth… I started to wake up. But then, I wasn’t. I was stuck between being awake and being asleep. I then saw some like blotches that were portals, and then his hand was reaching out to me while he was smiling. Obviously I tried to reach back but then I started to fully wake up. So the portals disappeared and a blast of dark blues and light blues started showing up and spiral around me till I woke up. 𓍼 ᛝ Anyways, after that whole experience I noticed something was different. My nose was a bit smaller and my thighs were thinner. SOOO… I’m pretty sure I shifted and I’m really happy!! I feel like I’m getting closer and closer to shifting and I’ve been affirming a lot more! What do you guys think? 𓍼

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Lazy design for this blog~

QUESTION FOR THOSE WITH AN S/O!! °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

𓏵 I want to see my boyfriend!! 𓏵 (˶˃⤙˂˶)

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Question for my fellow shifters ⤷ 𓍼

Do you guys ever miss your significant other even though you haven’t really seen them yet? I know I do, and it’s a such a massive problem for me. I can’t stop thinking about him! I miss him! And all I can do is stare at fan art works (might I add… ARE BEAUTIFUL!!) and official/canon works of him. I want to hug him so bad, and I want to hold his hand too!! I really can’t wait to see him! Whenever I look at him I can’t help but imagine the two of us together in that one reality. 𓍼

Another question! ⤷ 𓍼

ANOTHER THING! Don’t you ever get jealous whenever you see someone else talk about your s/o? Yes yes… I know that they have their own reality and everything, or they’re just having a bit of fun… But still!! I can’t help but feel a little bit of envy… It’s fine though, after all it’s not like I’m harming any one if I stay silent and ignore it hehe. It’s fine to feel jealous if you’re not inflicting any harm! Same goes for when a canon character gets shipped with him, I just imagine it’s myself with them instead… Blehhhh :3 (This part isn’t supposed to be negative or bad… sorry if it comes off that way :c!! )𓍼

Is there anything I can do to speed up the shifting process? Any tips or any affirmations you guys use? Subliminals… Methods… Questions you ask yourself whenever you think as to why you’re shifting in the first place… Everything that might help me! Also, I’d like to hear about your beliefs as well! It might help me open up to more things :3 𓍼

Psst… How we feeling about the format?? (,,¬﹏¬,,)

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𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི Anyways… I miss Tsumugi so much!! I’ll see him soon! Trust!!!! 𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

Shiftblr Introduction °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

𓏵 Towa || Angel || Silent 𓏵 𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི 6teen ⤷ INFP 𓍼 All pronouns 𓍼 Genderless ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ I’m everywhere and nowhere at once

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Hey there! I go by Towa, Angel or Silent. I have a few more other names I go by, but that would be too much, wouldn’t it?

I enjoy consuming anything art, anime, fashion, or shifting related. I have shifted one time, but it wasn’t for long. Still, a shift is a shift, and I’m happy I got to experience it even if it was just for a moment in time. I don’t really like writing, as I always cringe or just have a terrible time in general whenever re-reading some stuff. Though, I do like reading whenever it comes to hyperfixations I have! I’m mostly here to just consume and practice shifting, I’ll try to update if I have the motivation + time to. ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

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𓏵 My interests 𓏵

⤷ Slow Damage, Dramatical Murder, Prescription: LOVE, Tokyo Debunker, Obey Me!, visual novels in general… Needy streamer Overload! Cult of the Lamb, Homicipher, Honkai: Star Rail, Zenless Zone Zero, Cookie Run: Kingdom, and so much more!! I’m usually playing Identity V, Dandy’s World, Horror games, and some other things with my friends. That or I’m voice acting visual novel characters with someone for the fun of it. I love kig masks so much, and hope to make my own!!

𓏵 Do Not Interact 𓏵

⤷ 𓍼 Anti-Shifters

𓍼 Homophobes

𓍼 Racists

𓍼 Pro-shippers

𓍼 Basic DNI criteria

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১

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𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི Some of My Desired Realities 𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ Slow Damage {{S/O - Towa}}

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ Dramatical Murder {{S/O - Koujaku}}

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ Tokyo Debunker {{S/O - Towa Otonashi}}

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ Ensemble Stars {{S/O - Tsumugi Aoba}}

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ Dandy’s World {{S/O - none}}

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𓏵 That’s all for now! :3 𓏵

Rant #1

I think I know the reason why I struggle to shift. As I've been in the shifting community since 2020, I had to rewrite how I think of shifting quite a few times. Thankfully, I believe in myself now.

The "problem" that I have, is that I focus too much on my cr. Just as I'm getting into the state, my mind always wanders away. What exams I have tomorrow, what courses do I have, even accompanying my friends on their streams.

Mind you, I'm not a busy person. I'm really not. I have so much free time, but I just can't really get cr out of my mind.

Diary entry #1

Okay, so-

I tried the void state method (but not really, I just used the subliminal). I wouldn't even write here since I was in and out of sleep for five hours (best sleep I had in a while), BUT the first time I listened to the subliminal I heard his laugh, HIS LAUGH!!!

It shocked me so much! I mean of course I was in the state, kind of, but wasn't expecting that.

Then of course my subliminal cut off and my dog started to scratch my sofa, so I let it go.

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how life feels after realizing i can do anything (or nothing at all) and still shift <333

Imagine being so full of love that you actually DO travel through a space of infinite realities to be with that one person you love in every single lifetime and timeline they're in.

───★ ˙ AWARENESS ̟ !!

: : and how to stop overcomplicating shifting. : :

(DETAILED) part 1: my thoughts.

when I recently discovered shifting just 3 weeks ago, one of the things I noticed in the shifting community was that there were so many people that couldn't shift for years. I was worried about being those kinds of people, and the people that have claimed to be shifters seemed to have waited over 2-3 years (or I thought.. since a lot of shifters have been there since 2020-2021.)

but when I went on tumblr, I always noticed the same simplistic advice. and I noticed that this advice can even be applied for things like astral projecting and lucid dreaming, which was a bigger platform of people where I noticed that it can take people most commonly days, weeks, a month MAXIMUM in the community. there were even those kinds of meditations that were really intense, they could let you see your past life, or heal your chakras, your body.. even prayer counts! but so how come it would take longer for reality shifting when it is equally as complicated as every other practice I mentioned? (4:44PM as I type this)

but most importantly, WHY is it different for others?? And why is it a reoccurring theme btw that others sleep while others shift? Why is there a thin barrier you have to tip-toe over between sleep and shifting, huh?

ofc, I was no lucid dreamer, nor was I an astral projector. but when I saw how reality shifting was, I decided to give it a go..! I overscripted which delayed me 2 weeks of actually stepping into attempting it and I thought that was a bad thing until a shifter, @theoshifts8 , told me that there's no such thing as over scripting, under scripting, or not scripting at all! (but for that, I still recommend y'all to script especially in dangerous realities because someone once shifted to a reality but immediately d1ed the first 2 seconds upon entering.)

I had four shifting attempts and my fourth attempt was the time I mini shifted. last night I tried again, and I mini shifted again but decided to go back on purpose. so it only took me days! but how come?? I was reading stories from other people as well and I've read about a person who taught her younger brother how to shift and he did on his first try, DESPITE BEING A CHILD!! and a girl who was a spirit medium and was told by her grandmother that passed away that shifting was real! and even on shifttok, older shifters would teach shifters how to shift and then they do on their first attempt or after a short period of time! why? like, it wasn't fair!

: : UNTIL I FIGURED OUT ONE THING : :

part 2: my advice put into storytelling.

IT WAS A W A R E N E S S. (not just for that DR because I'm not going to repeat the same advice to you repeated here already.. I mean awareness with the awareness. sounds stupid? Okay hear me out)

before I shifted, I was consuming a lot of things with the rebellion and denial that it would take time to shift.. because that made no sense! why would that be something inevitable if I'M the one shifting right?? I kept nagging myself about that, I was probably using the LOA unintentionally, but sincerely I was not accepting the idea that shifting would take years.

I read a blog which was a letter for shifters who still haven't shifted for so many years, and the key was literally just awareness. I noticed a pattern. it all was just awareness and nothing else mattered. awareness, awareness, awareness. I found it in all blog posts, but most just worded it differently! But how are you supposed to be aware of that DR? Someone left a comment on one of my posts about that too!! to that, I didn't find anything that talked about it.

And even methods!! I noticed they all just used only one thing which was to induce an absence of awareness FROM this reality but a big awareness to your DR. yes, some can including affirming and countdowns but that's just to enter meditation.. so I didn't really take those countdowns and affs seriously, all I focused on was my DR and how it felt. Apparently, THAT was the awareness. like, excuse me???

1. My first three attempts, I was aware that they weren't "failed attempts" because it was something I'm progressing on, but I kept a journal and would notice what I thought held me back. my first shifting attempt? I didn't shift because I forced myself to focus on the guided meditation and ended up taking a nap in the van! (Yes, I couldn't finish meditation in bed and we were in travel and I had nothing else to do but shift, then I slept.)

Why did I take a nap? I wanted to enter the void state and that's when your body is asleep but your mind is awake. the void state detaches all your awareness from your physical reality but my body dragged my mind to sleep with it because I didn't have any mental stimulation, but the meditation which was boring.

2. My second shifting attempt, backround noises. I stopped the meditation halfway because of those damn chickens that kept screaming outside.

but everytime I'd zone out in my room until I take a nap, how come they don't make a noise? I mean, they'd MAKE noise before I zone out but 5 seconds into dozing off, the sounds are gone. and that's before I black out into a nap before I consciously think about that. I remember recording a facetime where I was tired I was about to take a nap but then rewatching the video, THE CHICKENS WERE MAKING NOISES THE WHOLE TIME BUT I DIDN'T HEAR??? That's when I understood the "absence of awareness."

3. My third attempt. I trained myself to ignore the chickens by implementing the dozing off action.. And I'd feel symptoms like being detached from my physical senses and feel like I'm floating around. until I would think about my back and then I feel my back against my bedsheets. But what happened to the feeling of those flashing lights I was seeing? what happened to feeling like I wws moving? those symptoms lasted because I would focus on those symptoms.. apparently that wasn't allowed but I just forgot about it.. though THE MOMENT I thought of my room here, I felt my bed again and I was still. In. My. CR. I learned to visualise my DR to put my awareness there but I focused on my symptoms too much to think about my DR, but when I thought about my CR after being aware that I was shifting, I was in my CR.

I then understood awareness.

4. My fourth attempt, final, I allowed myself to doze off but stimulated my mind to thinking of my DR. And what I mean by this is visualizing, but also doing things, remembering things, I wasn't just laying in bed.. like purposely generating a dream in my DR from here. I got in. For a few seconds. I felt things. I saw things. But then came back again. Well, last night I shifted again and had another mini shift, but it was intentional this time because I was like "oh omg" and a shifter @theoshifts8 (go follow them) also told me that you should think as your DR self like "what am I going to have for breakfast?" okay.

It's all in the feeling and the awareness, NOT the method.

It's not in the breathwork, in counting, in affirming, no it's not.

it's in the awareness. and yourself. It's you. love. It's you.

N A M E T R E N D!! : : reality shifting ver.

"Gia" to everyone

"Gia Cleovi Rhodes" to the government

"Gianturtoise" to my dad

"Gia-gremlin baby" to my mom

"Gia-gia-gia" to my 6 y/o brother

"Gia-ja-ja" to my 4 y/o sister

"Gia, girl" to some of my cousins

“Gokerface” to some of my cousins

"Sweetheart" to my cousin's parents

"Georgia" to my childhood bestfriend

"Giarrhea" to my friend group

“Gossip girl” to (also) my friend group

"Princess" to my soulmate <33

"Cleo / Cleopatra" to my soulmate's sister

“Gigi” to some of my classmates and teachers

“Vangialism” to my ice skating group

me because my S/O

(I miss him I miss him I miss him he's so perfect I love him he's like so perfect he always makes me feel loved and cherished and he literally completes my entire reality like I love him I miss him he's so handsome and he'll never know what I survived here in this reality or the fact that I traveled the universes for him because it was worth it anyways I miss him I miss him)

: : T H I N G S T O S C R I P T .

🌺 — I forget that I've shifted the first five minutes in my DR.

🌺 — I can never leave until an hour has passed in my DR.

🌺 — I can never mini-shift or come back to my CR accidentally.

🌺 — when I shift into this DR for the first time, I only need to say my safeword to enter my desired reality again if I ever want to shift back. (So shifting gets easier)

🌺 — I have a shifting group with the people from my DR that are expert shifters and have a lot of experience in reality shifting and they often teach me how to shift and we script our reality destinations together.

🌺 — I never / or rarely suffer from inconveniences no matter how minor. I always have constant good luck that is big but never suspicious to anyone.

🌺 — there are always songs, movies, shows, celebrities, videos, poems, books, and etc. that align to my tastes and interests.

🌺 — everyone I meet would never criticize, judge, backstab, exploit, abuse, betray or hurt me in any way unless I want them to (for the plot)

🌺 — nobody ever twists my words.

🌺 — my devices always stay on 100% or recharge on their own everytime I'm bored and they can never die in the most inconvenient times.

Dream rant

This past week I’ve been able to dream about anything I want, it’s kinda hard to explain but like i know I’m dreaming but I can’t control anything I’m doing. It’s like I’m watching a show in my perspective.

Someday ago before I went to sleep I was thinking about my crush and then i was dreaming about him. I was aware it was a dream but couldn’t control anything.

I wish to shift realities and learn more about LOA, manifesting and shifting.

I feel like the dreams mean something, like something deep inside of me is telling me something throughout these dreams.

I’ll be explaining my dreams and posting on this acc about them so I remember them so if you want to be an apart of this feel free too.

Space Bounty Hunter dr

This post is going to be long cuz ive inserted pics that remind me of this dr... I just wanted a place were I can discribe and info dump about the places I have and am shifting to. I thought about starting a page on shifttok...but its tiktok.. and I don't like the people on there lol. They all have weird takes; ex; the constant hate on perma shifting. Not only that but they hold their opnions up like they are truth, everyone puts creators on a high horse and they are just insufferable. So instead im here, on a hopefully way more chill platform.. Anyway i'll stop yapping about shifttok and get on with the actual post.

I have a large amount of space dr's one of them being a bounty hunter reality with a metroid, sci-fi comic, farscape kinda of vibe to it. I'd also compare it to cowboy bepop.

All of my adventures take place in the milky way far far from earth. I'd say for earth its around the 1990s, I've scripted out time diliation when travling far because I just don't want to deal with it. Keep in mind some of the physics and logic is different from this reality. Earth is unware of any alien species, space travel and literally anything outside its solar system. Even with earth being oblivous to the intelligence out in space people still travel to the planet. And Its the way my grand-parents traveled out into the universe. The Neashe (na-shay) have helped and rescued people from earths many wars (without earths goverment knowing) promising them a new life in the aven section of the galaxy. Lazuo is the native planet to the naeshe. Being one of the most technologically advanced planets it exports the most weapons and ships among the star systems. It has the highest population including its moon ilumi. The naeshe are welcoming & peacefull species beliving in the search for life in the universe. The reason the Naeshe have not tried to contact the goverments of earth is because of the leaders constantly engaing in war. There is many other planets that I might mention so if its a word you don't know or you get confused its either a planet, its species, or some galatic goverment name.

For many years there has been an alliance between planets called "aven" the Adu word for friend. Adu is a water planet, its culture built on avation, exploring the depths and its diverse sea food. Since this alliance was formed interseller ships from all over travled to and from planets, exporting and importing goods of all kinds. Even though this guild was there to hold a title of saftey and peace it sprouted a problem. Space pirates, criminals, theifs, whatever you want to call them started to raid and attack these ships. Law enforcers failed to keep up with the rapid apperence of these pirates resulting in high rates of crime. Fed up with the persistent violence, people from all different cultures and planets volunteered to help capture these criminals. An association of bounty hunters was formed named space stalkers. Contractors from major companies started to pay space stalkers for their part, devolping a large influx of hunters. Being a space stalker is dangerous but since I have free rain in what I can script I find it fun.

companions

My name in most of my dr's is Callisto Calavarni and thats the name im going to use on this page.

My mother Estette Calavarni and father Castor Calavarni are alive and well in this dr. I know shocking... I didn't script a traumatic backstory, GASP!!!! They rasied me opposite of helicoptor parents, encouraging me to take risks and learn as much as I can about the world. My friends are Wesley Starkov an astrobiologist from the planet Kelzo. Anvi An, a female doctor who mostly works on hospital ships. And Niko lovell with a John Crichton personality from earth. I also have a pet! A fluffy tuxedo cat named Miso.

I have a deeper connection to Anvi than anyone else, we have been friends since the terrible twos lol. But I have more amusing stories with Wesley. I prefer to work alone as working with some hunters can be risky. I remember I needed help with a bounty and had told Wesley that I would give him half the check if he assisted me. Long story short the hunt didn't go as planned and I had to run to our vehicle and jump through the window like a loony tunes cartoon lol. I ended up kicking him in my uncoordinated climb through the window and he's never helped me with a bounty since -sob-

Thanks for reading, if I spelt anything wrong ignore, science is what im good at not english haha. This is my first post and im still new to tumblr so please ask me questions and tell me what kind of stuff you wanna hear about my dr's! Happy shifting!