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My Experience with Language in Another Reality ۶ৎ
hello! i posted this on my tiktok page, but i thought i’d archive it here so others could read it too. goodluck shifting! 🤍 if you’d prefer a text version lmk though and i can start the painstaking process of copy and paste LOL
posted on april 24 2025 on my tiktok
my personal motivation of the day:
fucking interlinked bro, listening to party 4 u — charli xcx and a few repeats in i realized she says birthday cake in august but you were born 19th of june, my birthday is in august and osamu’s birthday is literally 19th of june.
the rest of the song captures the vibe of our relationship when we first met again after a while, which was why i was looping it before i even fully listened to the lyrics and realized. genuinely insane. so many specific lyrics that encapsulate specific things that happened in my life revolving the both of us. he’s half of who i am now, really. the identity i have in my personal thoughts is weaved with his, even though i no longer talk to my friends about him/shifting.
other parts of the song that resonate (in vague terms, some of it is kind of private, in a way that i just don’t feel like sharing it with everyone, but i’ll know & remember what it means) : • Called your friends from out of town ; Oda. • And I'm waiting for you by the window, yeah ; the thick glass square windows in the old doctor’s building we’d sit at. • Called your digits, but the phone kept ringin'. Wish I knew what you were thinking ; the night that ended (started) it all. • Yeah, if you saw my tears, would you touch me? Kiss me on the mouth, say you love me? Leave a message, tell me you're sorry? ; jail lmao • Why you treating me like someone that you never loved? ; the awkwardness on coming back.
i love you for this song charli, but make sure to count your days because omg??
me & manifesting good changes in highly important legal documents that i had previously ignored due to my AvPD and ADHD >>
one reason i love my man is cause he dgaf that i like and write fanfic and lets me read it outloud to him sometimes LMFAO
i forgot i had a tumblr and i forgot about my documenting thread but i shifted earlier this week!! it was pretty short but it mirrored my first shift to this specific reality except this time my mother’s side of the family were all sitting around my nurse-bed instead of it being empty like last time. also! i didn’t even do a method or ANYTHING. i genuinely intended not to shift anywhere that day yet i shifted <3
BONUS: My Realistic Images Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙
NOTE: i don’t think i have the base for this one sadly, saved or in dms :( ask me anything about my life here!
ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 27
My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙
NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!
ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25
My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙
NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!
ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25
from my alt
Safety Things I’ve Scripted for my Teen Wolf x Hogwarts DR!
This is all subject to change and only posted for a reference for myself to use here and there.
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—> I handle gore and fear very well; there will usually be a big bad to fight, in hogwarts or around beacon hills or even anywhere I’m summoned as the acting Mother of Magic. This means I might have to see, smell or hear things that might terrify me, but being able to handle witnessing things like these would make my life a hundred percent easier and less stressful.
—> I am not easily scared nor do I feel the feeling of all consuming fear; again, if I come across something terrifying, I don’t want to lock up and see which one I am from freeze, fawn or flee. I want to be brave and be able to seek reassurance from myself and my own personal strength.
—> I do not easily get traumatized, I handle trauma very well, and I can process things healthily and easily; shit’s scary during a magical war and any supernatural battle! Even with my previous safety features, things can happen, and just in case, I want to be able to heal quickly and process/handle the things that happen to me.
—> I can protect myself and others easily, and I’m never gravely injured or hurt beyond repair; i’m shifting to hogwarts x teen wolf… i’m shifting to battle, no matter how lowkey I’ve made the ‘plot’ and ‘enemies’. I need to make sure in case of anything, I can use my magic to protect myself from danger, and my friends and family. Also, this is hand in hand to the regular precaution of ‘i can’t die’.
—> I can put together context clues easily, solve cases quickly and figure things out almost immediately; i want to be in the know! i need to know actually, to be able to protect my territory. Stiles won’t be the only one making connections and solving cases.
—> I’m not really put in difficult positions, such as having to kill, having to make huge ethical decisions for others, given extreme responsibilities from the ministry; self explanatory, to be honest. Yes, I’m important to Beacon Hills and magical society, but I don’t want too many responsibilities, which will crush my free time and emotional well-being.
—> I don’t accidentally harm others when I don’t mean to, physically, emotionally or even with my magic; magic might be hard to control with how much of it I have! I don’t know yet, so it will pay to take precautions. Also, I hate hurting the people in my life emotionally, so this a major precaution for me.
—> My sense of pain is more muted and easy to control; while I can feel pain, it’s not too intense and painful. It’s mostly a warning for me to know where my body is hurting.
—> I have great comprehension, understanding, communication and listening skills; so many things in life can be avoided if you simply communicate and COMPREHEND. My life isn’t a fanfic, so I would rather avoid these tropes and not have to endure a fall out or fight over a misunderstanding!
—> I’m never EVER cheated on, physically or emotionally or anything of the like; you got me fucked up if you think I’m shifting somewhere to be CHEATED ON. And no, I don’t gaf about your ‘anything can happen once you shift!!!’ Hey, ever considered thats because YOU believe that? Lydia and Allison’s stupid petty drama can stay far away from me as possible. Everybody can see through your narcissistic good-girl not-like-other-girls attitude, Allison. And Lydia’s not even that bad, but her TV show character development is going to take a while in real life.
—> I’m incredibly good at (defensive and offensive) magic; a war is a war. I’m going to survive no matter what, and I’d rather win. I also don’t want to face intense magical exhaustion or have the Nemeton seep or give me too much magic.
—> I’m great at seeing through lies and reading between context clues; again, no misunderstandings!
—> Anyone who has ill intentions towards me and actively acts about them is divinely punished and then goes through a long lasting period of karmic retribution/suffering; UNLESS I don’t wish them to AND they have apologized enough for it.
—> People do not have any gossip on me that is bad or smears my image; as a popular media figure, and someone who’s gone to school/is going to school in a small town, gossip is huge. With so few people in the Hogwarts year and less in Beacon Hills, I refuse to be used as a pasttime conversation piece. The media can report factual things on me and minor unharmful rumours, but nothing that can deface me or ruin my public image.
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DMSE | Documenting My Shifting Experiences Masterpost
day one - wbtb + object method
day two - soon
my grandma (also a hugely devout christian) has also shifted many times before! she doesn’t call it shifting but please how are you going to bed in your nice cozy home and waking up in the streets of romania (WE DO NOT LIVE ANYWHERE NEAR THE LAND OF ROMANIA 😭!!! THAT WOULD REQUIRE LIKE TWO FLIGHTS)
Turns out my grandma has shifted before?! If that isn’t motivation i don’t know what is.
