Sensitive - Blog Posts
Am I dumb? My teacher makes me feel so stupid I always ask myself this. It’s just that he’s so condescending when he speaks as well. I usually start crying because of this.
A lot of people have hurt me. And sometimes I act like it. 🤷🏽♂️ Y’all let people get away with a lot worse.
Just Me
I need to finally accept the fact that I’m alone. I tried to open myself up to help and friendship and support & I’ve had to demand it. It did not come freely. I don’t think this is going to change. It hurts but I accept it.
I think pretty soon, I’m just going to have to diminish my contact with others. Keep it to only public scenarios like grocery stores and barbershops. Leave personal ties behind me. I wish things were different but there nothing I can do.
I wish that I didn’t have to keep changing myself to fit into this world. I’ve really come to like who I am as a person, and I thought I was bringing something good to the world. I find myself having a harder and harder time everyday. Being myself makes me only feel more lonely and like I don’t belong. I wish no one would ever know this feeling.
So much of the time I feel like I don’t matter. And I think I do, but no one else seems to think so. I’m not sure how I’ll manage to be who I want to be and also remove myself from society. So much pain. It doesn’t matter. My feelings don’t seem to matter. How can I value myself when no one else does? I’m conflicted. I’m hurt. I think I really should just leave everyone alone.
Maybe one day someone will hear me.
(11.11.17)
I spent so long being told/believing that I had to have a rational reaction to everything despite the fact that I am in fact a walking talking well of emotions
When you know yourself you know life ⋆⋅♡⋅⋆
obey and listen without cumming. then send me a picture/vid of you and show me what the audio did to you
Sensitivity
Never apologize for being a sensitive person. The opposite of being sensitive is calloused and calloused assholes have convinced everyone else that being sensitive is a bad thing bc they are afraid if people knew the true beauty behind sensitivity then everyone would focus on what calloused assholes they really are.
i’d be happier if i didn’t feel so deeply and overthink everything but it’s hard to let go…