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Hello runner of the following pages here
@yoko-ono-daily @johnonolemons @liverpoolian and @takashimakato
I will be going over a few things I've been going through at the hands of my mother and I need you guys to listen along/Read along
Misery
a state or feeling of great distress or discomfort of mind or body.
Manipulation
trying to control another person so they will do what you want because it benefits you. Firm boundaries are necessary to protect yourself from a manipulator
For quiet sometime now every since August 2023 I've been manipulated by my mother in multiple ways.
1. her gaslighting me to believe my family hates me
2. all of my friends or Acquaintances are trying to R word me or Touch me inappropriately
3. That my feelings aren't as important as he feelings
4. That my mental health is not at all important and that the medication I was using did not help me at all.
What makes this worse is that My mom now has another thing to manipulate me with something I did that I'm not proud of.
She also makes me believe no one cares about me to the point that I barely have contacts in my own phone anymore.
That these guys I hang with are gonna rape and take advantage of me even though they are the only people I feel safe with besides my other friend.
My feelings are never validated, hell I'm staying at a house I don't want to stay at so my mom doesn't use this secret against me making me submit to her torture and abuse.
My mental health has been regarded so bad that I've tried to off myself multiple times and I've told my mom I need medication to get better but am met with threats of 302ing
(302)
In Pennsylvania, a 302 commitment is an application for emergency evaluation and treatment for someone who is a danger to themselves or others due to a mental illness. A person can be considered for a 302 commitment if they meet certain criteria within the past 30 days, such as attempting suicide, self-mutilation, or being unable to care for themselves without supervision. A 302 commitment can only be processed in the county where the behaviors occurred and can last up to 120 hours. A 302 commitment usually stays on a person's record for life, but an attorney may be able to petition the court to have it removed.
I've been miserable with everything that's been going on I have no one to go too and I'm scared to tell an adult and get CPS called its frightening every single second of the day walking on eggshells.
I also rarely eat since I'm afraid that we won't have any food left and since I don't have a job yet since I'm still in school and my mom has a shitty job we won't have lots of money.
My mother's baby father (not my father)
Has accused me of liking his wife (since my mother and him are not together and talk because my mom has a kid with him) even though I'm not interested in this lady and have a preference.
He called me a whore for having a partner and has told me I need to "Stop being Grown" when his niece is sending naked pictures of herself to people.
His niece is not better, she called me boring for not wanting to go outside and just watch what I want to watch while I'm there.
Turned off something I felt comfortable watching then tried to talk to me like it was okay before telling me I have to apologize to (Her uncle's wife) for trying to talk to her since I apparently am in love with her.
I told her about my S/A in confidence and she told everyone making me look like a whore..saying I enjoyed everything.
She lied to me saying she never told anyone but she did because I just don't go Promoting someone touching my body.
But i just want to say that this has been happening to me since August 2023 when I moved with my mom after my aunt kicked me out after something happened.
How I look waiting for my mutuals to send me a message (PLZ ask for my discord or tiktok or anything I’m 2 shy for this)
jack hughes x reader
to feed my jack obsession recently, here’s a bit of angst and fluff (no mature content). please, enjoy.
also: there’s no proofread, so..
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you found yourself always wondering; “am i good enough for him?”, “do i deserve him?”. comments had been lashed out earlier this evening to darken those already eerie thoughts that you fought so hard to not reside with. a long, long stay.
jack came into the room, that was the man that’s ‘in love with you’. those thoughts slashed at your mind little cuts kept wracking your head. the trance you were in was broken by your lovers lips lovingly placed onto your head, and you felt the couch slightly dip when he sat down beside you. his arm snaked around your shoulders and pulled you close to him, your head lying on his shoulder.
no one questioned if he did enough in this relationship. no one made snarky comments on how he was so quiet, how he looked like he never put enough effort into how he showed his love, but they did to you. and it was torture trying to hit those thoughts out of your brain. every single one of those comments lingered for longer and longer each time someone made another.
“what’s wrong?”
his soft voice lingered in the room as he ran his calloused hands up and down your arm. the television was playing in the background, an old re-run of big bang theory, muted, but with subtitles.
“jack, it’s just,” you started, why couldn’t you form words. a pang in your heart stung against your chest. “i don’t deserve you.” you whispered, he froze, eyes straying from the tv and to your slumped form against him.
“what makes you think that?” he murmured, his blue eyes connected with your glossy (e/c) ones.
“i- im not good enough-“ you were cut off by a sweet kiss to the lips. “don’t talk like that. i don’t care if your quiet, i don’t care what people say about our relationship, (y/n)!” he exclaimed. “people don’t know you, and how lucky i am to actually know and to be with you. i thank anyone in the skies above that they let me hold your hands. you are everything, my universe, my world. don’t let people tear into you.”
he rubbed his hands up and down your spine as you sobbed painfully into his chest, dampening his shirt.
the thoughts were still there, but at least you had someone to guide you along this long and winding road.
“i love you.”
It's so ironic how I, basically every year, return to something I've unfinished. It's so fucking funny and annoying.
Undertale please let me go (or don't, otherwise I may just die out of numbness)
my brain is a cesspool of things im either interested in or i created there is dekorcio/sheltered darkness(rip to correspondance of natures), there is rainworld, djmm(or just fnaf in general) is chilling in here, another crab's treasure and pizza tower are just, ye they sure are in my mind, one of the creatures born from my hyperfixations is basically a slugcat-esc robot that is controlled by four adult souls who randomly just spit out rainworld threat themes because why not, hypofantasma kinda just exists, oh and bolur/homo mousike is also in here, its kinda in the back of my mind but its still in the grasp of my ADHD
and on top of it all i have a LOT of characters/creatures i need to make digital art of, AND i made the mistake of going "ye it seems like a good idea to try and create a version of the fnaf lore that makes sense just for a funni AU thingy created solely for me to indulge my OC-making habits"
my ability to mindlessly devote myself to projects FAR to big for my mental health will be the death of whatever sanity i have left
Meet Mantissspasm!! (idk what to call this man...)
Hello fellow internet strangers!! I am Kai/Mantis! I draw & doodle very frequently in my time, so that's what my posts here will focus on. While at the current moment I'm not sure what I'll post about EXACTLY, but right now I believe I will mostly post about TF2 & Rayman! (weird combo ik)
My current main interests are Rayman, TF2 (as one could tell), Spooky's Jumpscare Mansion, Yume Nikki, & Vocaloid! If any of that interests you I'd love to chat! (or you can just follow for future posts but to be honest with you I'm not used to posting regularly on social media) If you WOULD like to talk though...I have a Discord, "crispycatreal" (+ some other accounts but they aren't that important) I will probably use some silly little name-related tags for my posts...stuff like #MantissspasmArt or #MantissspasmYapping ! Before I go, quick side notes... Firstly, I am new to Tumblr so if I seem a little stupid that's probably why (& if anyone feels like telling me some unspoken rules and other general info I would gladly appreciate it!) Secondly, for future reference I wouldn't doubt that some of the posts I'll make here will have violence or maybe even suggestive content so if you don't like that stuff, make of that what you will! Anyway, enough of my dumb talking, have a goodmorning/night & take care! ^ _ ^ (oh and here's a pelican I drew this saturday)
Little sketch inspired by @summerhighlandfalls desing idk
Someone please tell me to stop being a procrastinator please
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OH LORD HOW MANY ADS DO WE NEED JUST SHOOT A THREE AND WIN PLEASE GENO GET ON THE COURT
Me when I'm new on tumblr and still don't know jacksh-t about it so I'm just doing random things
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I want the time back but not the thoughts, for they gave me lines of poetry you'd never compare to.
I want the tears back but not the lesson, for they gave me pages of introspection you'd never be able to achieve.
I want the overthinking back but not the drawls, for it gave me passages of comfort you'd never be able to give.
I want the happiness back but not the old me, for it gave me a better shield towards life I hope you never get.
everyone wants him, that was my crime.
the wrong place at the right time.
slut! (taylor's version), taylor swift.
and now you gave up, after the continuous breakdowns and hating them.
you fucking relented but don't do it again.
but then "what if ?" and you text them first. you hold your breath, goddamn please be nice. and then see all the reasons why they aren't a fit for you. fuck them, you think.
but then you're having fun and then you realise this is a wake up call. wake up. you're gonna talk but will not get attached okay?
you fucking relented, but don't do it again.
please. have mercy.
damn they really out there looking pretty as fuck hey this is not fair
i need help looking for a Shikamaru fanfic I read on wattpad before pabdemic, I knowwww its a long time, byt I just got the urge to read it again because it was so well written. I cant find it on wattpad anymore and im going crazy over it. Here's some part that I remember well
- MC has a phoenix summon
- MC has a tiger summon
- Asuma is NOT dead
-Neji DID NOT die
-i think Itachi did not die too
-akatsuki members joined the good side during the 4th Shinobi war
- there are creatures equivalent to the nine-tailed beasts
- went to Akatsuki as a spy by the orders of Lady Tsunade
- i kinda forgot if MC is from the "real" world, that has been transported to Naruto world
-the title is connected to a Shogi piece / a move used in Shogi
- i thinj the title has the word "silver", but im not sure
-MC "died" after the 4th Great Ninja war but was revived with the help of one of the creatures that is equivalent to the nine tailed beast.
-MC and Shikamaru end game.
-some boruto characters were mentioned in the epilogue as they are the children of some main couples in Naruto
pls pls pls im begging u if u somehow read it, remembered the title/author plssss comment 😭😭😭.
Not AWW she bunny kicked my scalp once and tries to eat Oli bc he's half her size
But yes she looks very cute indeed
Since you liked Oli, here's my other cat
She's Satan 😌
AWWWWWW
How does one interact with the human species?
The hyperfixations have grabbed ahold of me, and I haven't been posting at all ;-;
ANYGAYS, I realized that I didn't have an ask box, so imma change that rq-
Theres this possum that comes into my backyard sometimes but I haven't seen him in ages and then magically he came back last night and jumpscared the bejeezus out of me
AND TONIGHT HE CAME BACK, BUT SO DID THIS RANDOM CAT?!?!??
And as I am typing this, said cat is currently up a tree with said possum, fighting most likely, and I can't do anything about it other than throw rocks at the fence to make a noise and scare them off. My poor rabbit Braveheart is trying to get back to his hutch next to the tree the cat and possum are stuck in, and because of those animals he won't go anywhere near it so now I have a rabbit, a possum and a cat loose in my backyard
animal chaos guys
I didn't take pictures of the run I found her in. But I was super happy. (I'd basically turned my wallpaper and homescren to vee Pictures and didreverse psychology basically saying "Scew Vee! I want Sprout!!"
We love our king Dandy! <3 (sometimes)
Uh oh....
Yay!!
Uh oh... I died...
Somewhere In chat thiers a conversation with me and a Poppy asking how to do her mastery:3 I was low key happy
M'kay imma eat my food now bye!!!
We trued doing a brighty run but cosmo joined so... naturally . . .
Yeah.....
It was a really good run but then later on I died trying to be a hero. Pebble was camping a fellow Brighty and well Brightys stealth isn't the best... so I'm all like "I can so do this".... I died... but they got it done and moved on so yeah!
Then I decided ti plat Cosmo and y'know what? I forgot how fun it is to play Cosmo. Fun Fact I keep misgendering him 😀 (I probably spelled that wrong) eventually it was just me and the other Cosmo. There was a Sprout but he died earlier. We got Astroke... I mean Astro and O.M.G bro must have been REAL THIRSTY. I was in a room doing the last machine but Cosmos skill check is buns so I kept missing and he'd always come over and just drink like half if the machine!!! We made it out but damn!
Idk what run this is from but yeah...
Alsi I decided ti be a distractor for once and guess what??? THIS PERSON DISTRACTED DANDY FIR THE 1ST TIME AND DIDN'T GET HIT!!! I don't have a picture because there's a reason I don't distract ... my hands are so shaky omg it's not funny.. I died later in a blackout and we got a total of two chill guy floors so that's a plus. M'kay bye bye for now!! I love you all so so much!! And just remember your amazing!! <3
Help THIS is a dry ahh sever
A scraps (I think) eventually came along added me then left
I brighty came along and we had a while conversation then proceeded to do a Vee hunt because we were both trying to get Vee
Gambling run :3 (super nice people)
Guys this isn't funny anymore (also currently I actually have 5000 somthing this is a screenshot from before.
Mains! Also NIT THE ONES I NEED!!! I did also get Sprout like four times today my dumbass didn't take screenshots
I'm so dedicated ti Vee rn.
Okaie bye bye besties! Love you all!! <3
Guys.... help.....
I have a fricking ARTBLOCK!!!!! Also you've contracted a rare case of ligma... >:3
🚨 Save Adam 🚨🚑
Me customising my Revolut card with Wenclair art and the ship name to make sure everyone who knows gets it?
More likely than you think😁