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For all those who liked my Arcana Twilight, where Tf did you all come from???

I did not expect that post to get that many likes of just a theory. It was just a random rant idea thing that I did. Did Tumblr randomly decide on ya’ll pages that it’ll just exist a bit?

Me feeling bad about my body: 😭

Me remembering it is a body that my fos love: 🥰

So, I just completed the last out chapter of Arcana Twilight.

The amount of questions I have..and they’re all about Sirius. I adore the dude, he is an F/O (despite the red flags). But, he just confuses me. One second I think I have a slight idea, and the next it’s thrown out the window. And I know we got an answer of why he was doing this, and that it is an oath.

But, what I’m also questioning is MC’s destiny in it, and that Sirius is the one who breaks it. And the visions that MC gets too, they concern me, and I wonder who that voice is. I think it may be some dark being that is pretending to be the Constellations. Or at least, that is my own theory.

Now, I know that world is different, and very well that the Constellations could actually be the ones that are good. But, I have a feeling that might not truly be the case. It feels like the Constellations are controlling, and that the Monsters are those who had gone against them.

I think Polrous (Idk how to spell it, pls don’t bash me) had been so far in the spell, that he had left, but then realized when too late. And I think Sirius was the one who made an oath to stop the Constellations, or the being pretending to be them.

And the Towers are what giving them all the power, and I think Sirius is trying to protect MC/Summoner because he doesn’t want the same fate to happen to them.

But this is just a major theory of mine, don’t worry too much about it, please.

More Arcana Twilight stuff, whooooo!!

This is a personal thing, and I don’t know if a lot of people will either read this or not. It’s merely just some research I’ve done and wanting to know other people’s opinions.

So, I realize that it isn’t know whether the Arcana Twilight MC is bear or not, and I personally don’t think so. The bear is a constellation, and that constellation is the Ursa Minor, I believe. It isn’t completely known yet whether it shows in attributes or not, but so far I don’t think so.

But yeah, this is just my own idea, for now-

So, uh, got an Otome Game.

It’s similar to Obey Me, in ways of it’s a Gacha Game. Plus with lessons and such. But the story line is different.

The name of it is Arcana Twilight.

AND DAMN ARE DA BOYS HOT LIKE-

AND THESE ARE JUST A COUPLE!!

THEY’RE ALL SO PRETTY-

…..I am getting inspired of this, will I have to do multiple drawings? Yeah, but anywho—

I get inspiratiioooom

F/O: *minding their business*

S/I, silently walking behind F/O: *suddenly hugs F/O* HAH!! surprise hug!! no more running!! and..

F/O:

S/I: and..uh..

F/O:

S/I: ..F/O...? Did i break you?

F/O: *starts crying*

S/I: F/O???

inspiration

Welp, guess I’m here now, lolol

Favorite Color: Teal, and like said before, if counts, Black

Currently reading: Heart of Chalk (a Yandere Albedo x Reader fan fic) by cammshake

Last Series: Moon Knight (Current hyper fixation)

Last Song: Bad End Night from Vocaloid people (don’t know actual creator)

Last Movie: I believe is was Doctor Strange: Into the Multiverse

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Yes

Currently working on: DND stuff (might post character stuff on here), Project Sekai ideas, drawings for Self ship stuff, which if any ideas don’t be afraid to send to me-

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favorite color: pink and yellow c: / teal and red <3

currently reading: nothing lmao

last song: Eternity With You from Obsidian / Mrs Magic by Strawberry Guy

last series: Bobs Burgers

last movie: Wreck It Ralph

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currently working on: a self ship animatic for clerks :) / commissions and might start on a self ship piece

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no pressure obv <3

Due to the recent Tears of Themis stuff, aka the cards. And also due to Vyn Richter, I have decided I have passed away. Vyn has murdered me with his gorgeous looks, personality, and just, yeah. I’m dead now, my funeral is, I don’t know. But I have died and ascended-

Random Scenario of Midnight- Idk, It just randomly decided to pop up.

Warning, I’m not good at writing so, hopefully this isn’t cringy (probably will be, and I’ll delete this later-) F/O, Proshippers DNI

Also, yea, it is in reader/my POV

Despite himself not needing much sleep himself, Xiao often usually ends up dragging me to bed. This, aka right now, is one of these examples of being “dragged to bed.”

“You know your mortal body isn’t used to staying up this late. Lay down and rest.” Is what he says, like normal. And like normal, I lay down, but can’t sleep.

“Xiao, you know I have to stay awake until I literally feel like passing out. Either that or ambiences. But either way, I ain’t sleeping. I’m gonna continue playing my games now on my phone, and watch YouTube.” I say, as I turn on my phone, and start watching random YouTube shorts.

It wasn’t long before my phone was snatched away by a certain Adeptus. I shoot a glare at him, which was only returned. “You are only going to delay the fact you are going to rest. It is already midnight.”

“Maybe, I’ll fall asleep if you come and cuddle with me.” I jokingly say. Course, part of me didn’t know what I was saying cause my brain was shutting down for sleep, but it didn’t matter. And well, it seem like it wasn’t that much of a joke to him, since he literally came over, lates down in my bed, and cuddled me.

Oh boy, I definitely won’t be prepared to what I wake up to tomorrow, cause I absolutely fell asleep in seconds, cuddling with him.

O///O <- my reaction to the flirt shxjsmd

anyway, 3 for from parent to child and 1 for from child to parent for the ask game :)

Ah, seems like Crow did ask, not surprised—

Yaaay!! Crow!! Thanks so much for the ask, love~!

Alright, Alright, first question-

Assuming you don’t write your Parental F/O as your biological parent, which I’m not sadly, what was their first impression of you? So, what was it?

Well, I guess it sorta was good? I mean you kinda picked me up and kidnapped me in a way. (I DID NOT-) You did, but, I guess you were just fun father that part of me always wanted, plus you’re actually really sweet when you get past the crazy exterior-

How dare you tell them I kidnapped you. I merely picked you up and brought you to a safe shelter TT^TT

Yeah yeah, whatever you say.

Do you and your parental F/Os have your disagreements? What’s something you’d wish they’d understand? Have you ever said something to them you regret?

Yeah, me and Sam Sam (Oi, don’t use that nickname for me-) here do have disagreements sometimes. Sometimes it’s little things like where to eat, though that’s more between siblings, to larger things like missions. Sometimes, I don’t believe she completely understands the seriousness of these missions, and how I completely am trying to protect her from the curses of this world. They..they’re dangerous and I don’t want any of my kids getting hurt.

Holy shit dad..

As for something I regret telling her? I do not believe I have said anything yet—

No, you have. Or at least, something you should.

Oh..I have? Well, what is it—

Telling me I can’t be with Yuji, you should regret telling me I can’t be with that CINNAMON ROLL—

I tell you this because of SUKUNA—

SO WHAT, I THINK 2 IN ONE IS GREAT—

AND AS YOUR ADOPTIVE FATHER I GO NO—

(No, but in seriousness, I see Gojo being a really good dad, just kinda insane, but he means really well. And yes, he did basically kidnapped me/insert me-)

(Yes I know, it’s a gif—

Currently the only picture of him I like in my photo rolls—)

~New selfship thing friends✨

Rb with a pic of your F/O and I will assign them an outfit and a place for the date they are taking you out on. <3

woe, Soft Moon be upon ye 

this is for the tumblr moots 😌

voiced by Corey Wilder

So, I had dance class today (4 hours completely) of dance choreo. It was hip hop mainly, but also I am tired from other works, of Summer ASL 3 that I chose to do. I about had a breakdown due to things (Autistic Breakdown due to being Overwhelmed and couldn’t properly stimulate myself because around others.) This though made me start thinking though-

So, I already headcanon that Albedo was Autistic, but I also like to think that if too many things changed schedule, he starts doing little things to help calm himself down. I think drawing is also a very big outlet for him, despite mainly drawing landscapes and stuff like the Hilichurl things. There has probably times when he just drawn what he felt.

He probably also has little stims of messing with his pencil probably. Probably tapping the table or something as well, of course being careful to not spill or mess up anything.

Yeaaah, that’s basically my headcanon, lol—

…depends on which one we’re talking about. Some of them we only need 1-2, with others…just, just give us a complete amount of 10-12 blankets. So Yeaah—

Reblog with How Many Blankets you and your f/o(s) need

🌙 🛌

I got this tiny octopus and it reminded me of Azul from Twisted Wonderland.

I arise from my slumber-

Good morning to those where it is also morning-

Hnnnnn-

Tis the time of night where I say goodnight to people of this platform-

So here, take my parting gift to you all of my wonderful child, the Collector.

draw the Collector telling that you are basically his mother now. do it-

Collector: You’re my mom now!!

Sammy/Me: Yeah, sure, I’m good with that. And I don’t honestly have a choice, since you’re a god-

Also, sorry for the later post, I had a sleepover, lmao, but yeah, fun times—

come get yo man, i found him when getting riddle pins

I—

To be honest I don’t fully control where he goes. He just kinda runs around everywhere, I don’t have control. Buuut I shall drag him back since he bothered you from getting pictures of your own man. I apologize on his behalf.

I’m so glad you’re okay, my dear protector.

This is after the 2.7 Perilous Trials story end. During that final animated scene, my heart DROPPED when Xiao sacrificed himself, yet thanks to Zhongli/Rex Lapis was safe and on the surface again, so I knew I had to draw something like this. Hoyoverse really tugged my heart strings with that event.

3, 4 and 5 for Zack-

(I'm bored lol)

Oooh! Another one! Zack, you’re up!!

Ugh, fine, whatever.

(Warning, curse words, because it’s Zack)

3. What was your SECOND date like? Was it an improvement on the first in some way?

And why the fuck do you care?!

Tch, whatever. The second date was fine. I guess it was a bit less awkward?? I don’t fucking know. We just walked around the town at midnight or something. There wasn’t really anything. Though, she did get tired and I had to carry her ass back. I can say, it was better then the first, to be real.

4. What's the strangest gift your F/O has ever given you?

The strangest gift? I don’t know, probably some sort of thing that squishes. What did she call it again?? A squishie? I don’t fucking know it was weird. She said it helps with stress or something, I don’t know. It broke after a while. Her strangest gift? I don’t fucking know, OI, SAM, WHAT’S YOUR STRANGEST GIFT YOU GOT FROM ME?! THE BLOODIED KNIFE?! OH COME IT, IT WASN’T ANYONE YOU KNEW ANYWAY!!

5. What's your F/O's favorite type of kiss to receive? Slow, passionate, sloppy, quick, sweet? What about you?

God, what the fuck is with these questions. Fine fine I’ll answer. The kisses I usually get are sweet and short. Yet..you can just feel how much love she has in it. The kisses I give to her? They’re fine, why don’t you ask Sammy. I’m supposed to answer?? What the hell is wrong with you people. Fine, guess mine are usually quick and passionate of course. That’s it.

A Unique Self Ship Ask Game With Unique Questions!

Hi! I've done quite a few of these in the past, but it's occurred to me that I've never made one myself. It was hard, but I tried to come up with ten questions that I haven't seen before (or very often) in an ask game. Hope you enjoy!

Heads up, some of these are a little spicy!

1. Everyone always asks about the first kiss. What about your first make-out session?

2. What are some ways in which you and your F/O don't mesh well? How do you overcome these differences?

3. What was your SECOND date like? Was it an improvement on the first in some way?

4. What's the strangest gift your F/O has ever given you?

5. What's your F/O's favorite type of kiss to receive? Slow, passionate, sloppy, quick, sweet? What about you?

6. What kinds of kisses does your F/O give you? What kinds of kisses do you give your F/O?

7. If your F/O were a type of dog, what breed would they be? Maybe a mix?

8. Where are your F/O's hands while y'all are walking side by side? Are you holding hands? Is their arm around your waist? Somewhere else?

9. What's your F/O's favorite cuddling position? Yours?

10. Have you ever fallen asleep on your F/O's shoulder? How did they react? Have they fallen asleep on your shoulder?

Y'all practice reblog karma or I'll come for your knees

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So, uh, a while back I created human Abyss Lectors with Gacha (I also created the other type but forgot the name) and so now I decided to share ^^

They don’t have names yet!! Maybe you all can help with that? Then I’ll probably come up with sweet headcanons!

I can’t find my earbud charging case. And it’s a bitch to find anyways, but I’m getting angy with it. I’ve searched my whole room for it by now. I literally had it earlier.

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To be honest, I wasn’t completely aware that this was going to happen, about venting. Recently having dinner with my dad and my sibling, we ended up on the topic of LGBTQ. Dad is okay with being gay or Bi, he counts as lesbian being under gay. Everything else though he doesn’t fully like, or doesn’t believe. It fucking hurt hearing that type of words from someone I used to, and still sorta, look up to. Me and my sibling both are not straight, I’m Omnisexual (If you have a problem with that then leave, if you don’t know what that is, ask) and my sibling is Pansexual. Not to mention, my sibling came out as Enby to me. So it fucking hurt a shit ton hearing this type of stuff from him.

Sorry I didn’t mean to info dump on you all, I really needed to just say something, as I am going into a break down. Thanks for reading this way too random vent post.

tw Albert and murder mention

Reblog to kill Albert so Barbara doesn't have to deal with him

insane men covered in blood. you agree. reblog.