We would be infinitely happier if there were more JinDok fics, they are so perfect 🙌✨️
I've already read all the ones I could find, both on Ao3, fanfiction and ficbook 🥺
Do you happen to know of any other sites where I can find fics about them? I would really like to! 🥰
“ Look Around You and Try to Live Somehow “
- ORV -
I am still trying to fully understand it’s meaning…
I've never drawn these two before but since I've been reading the ORV manwhua recently (and my friend thought that these two fit this pose i sketched and I could only agree) I finally made fanart for them
I haven't even gotten to the depressing parts of orv but I still almost cry when I see art of kdj being happy
My brother just saw a picture of Kim Dokja and went "Oh he's ugly" LMAOOOOO
Doomed yaoi is best when they have a lesbian best friend
today is worst day, i am off killing myself.
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our existence and future is predetermined by variables around us.
some things that make you better, and some things that don't.
when I consider that I imagine I should just off myself today.
I got shock figuring out I am 22, not 21 years old. I lost track of time so badly I forgot that. I thought I was 21 and convinced myself. But I actually am 22 now. Wow, last 5 years of my life were hell. In fact, I'd say everything after 12 was already hell. It was empty void. That's why I really hate videogames, why did I spend so much time playing garbage like Dark Souls? Jesus. Uh... Fuck, I am 22 years old, holy shit I am fucked. It's time to think about my future priorities. a month in mental asylum then few years of absolute suffering and misery, anything after 2015 is blurry to me, I feel like I stopped existing as entity. I wasted a lot of time on social media, a lot of time chasing nothingness, things that possess no power in the world.
And now it's actually 2025?! My brain feels like nothing has been happening and I was genuinely rotting away. I am glad I managed to release some of these touhou videos, I am glad I managed to bring churro back. But everything in my spirit feels miserable, it's pretty obvious I am not cutout for humanity's methodology. I haven't made any friends nor any partner, I do not have any form of support at all. Not even one of family. And with my personality, with my way of being, I doubt I'll ever be able to get any. My ego is in shambles and anger as of right now. It's funny right? It's a small detail but if I said 21 it would have made me FEEL as if I accomplished a little of something. By taking a date one year further now it makes me feel like I am REALLY LATE. After all, I took a while to condition myself to the premise of "atmosphere", this is how "things are supposed to be or play out". I feel insignificant today and like the world is jusjt gonna step on me to death and there's nothing I can do. I am people pleaser, because i felt socially forced to act like one. Like that was a means of survival that I half-hazardly accepted while not feeling it in my heart. Now even complaining makes me feel like age is crawling as penalty for speaking words here. Indeed, nobody really cares. It's all fake, people only care about things that cost zero risk. Associating yourself with something weak makes you weak, isn't that right?
So, what will be my priorities for the rest of my life?
I am definitely alone and I am also not strong to defeat the world on my own, I am tired of ironyposting. I am fucking tired of watching shit youtube content. I am tired of social media hijacking my mind (when really i would've preferred living in a tribe than this fucking -technocratic place) well.. 1. I will try to work on churro as much as I can so this site works and I will use my finance to support it. Since I won't ever have a child, I can share it with the site. It can be costly for future servers and for advertising on whenever I can, but it is my genuine goal to both spend my time and money on the site. That said, I cannot do it while also working, because a few hours aren't enough to code any substantial changes or fix bugs. I will work on trying to take a gambit of perfecting the site while NEET at the moment. My second goal is touhouposting, I thought that I will have periods where I upload videos on youtube and continue doing it. Playing videogames might not be good way to spend free time, but nobody really liked me and I don't communicate so I feel this is better efficient way than all these times I tried making friends. I will probably upload touhou videos every 4 days if my time allows it, but I will eventually run out of time to edit.
So, the touhou thing isn't eternal, give it like 5 years maybe max, I hope to end it at 3. They will be published even if I die but they ought to be entertaining videos.
With that said, gym and training play huge role of my daily life. So that also takes a lot of time.
And procrastinating, I gotta talk about the worst. I am bad at dealing with abstract things, they waste my time more than anything. I am already a loser incel the way I am but when I deal with something that doesn't have a clear goal it will be bothering me. I need to manage my time so I spend the LEAST time on things that requrie entertainment over work. This stuff is something that is hard to fight when you got addicted to brainrot.
yep, I'm probably gonna die. I wouldn't know anything anymore, it'd be nice to have son who would manage churro, maybe I can adopt somebody at very late age as ultra-cuck or something, I am getting tired of typing....
Recently reread the scene where we see Yoo Joonghyuk's interaction with Jang Hayoung for the first time and?? Holy shit?? Like, there's literally no other explanation. This man is jealous Kim Dokja made friends and plans with someone who wasn't him.
Like yes, Jang Hayoung pissed him off with her way of speaking immediately, but there have been ruder people. Why was it on sight for her? Why is he so sour over them just chatting? Kim Dokja is like "Hey look! Isn't this guy super useful (for us)?" and Yoo Joonghyuk is like "I'm better than this jerk." Jesus christ.
Recently reread the scene where we see Yoo Joonghyuk's interaction with Jang Hayoung for the first time and?? Holy shit?? Like, there's literally no other explanation. This man is jealous Kim Dokja made friends and plans with someone who wasn't him.
Like yes, Jang Hayoung pissed him off with her way of speaking immediately, but there have been ruder people. Why was it on sight for her? Why is he so sour over them just chatting? Kim Dokja is like "Hey look! Isn't this guy super useful (for us)?" and Yoo Joonghyuk is like "I'm better than this jerk." Jesus christ.
I'll do the same as you. (I'll try and hold it up.)
With art fight coming up I wanna bring attention to my friend @jayjamjary who’s made these pieces for me:> He’s very silly and is gonna slay tf outta art fight. Imma also tag some shows and media they’ve drawn and like:>
write on the wall
add your opinions in the tags if there's a fandom I should've added
Imma be real with you fam, I can’t fucking stand Isekai anime and have dropped off most of the manhwa I’ve read because of how boring they were, but I started reading Orv solely for joongdok (I mean I stopped reading it after I felt I read enough to read the fanfics, but that’s neither here or there)
you know I wouldn't recommend orv to anyone. it's a very specific taste. you need to already be into some shitty mass produced isekai or regressor manhwa to really GET IT and what it's all about
And you need to find it by googling "manhwa similar to Solo Leveling to read after" or "top 30 best regression mangas" where it's a solid 25th and then you click on it bleary eyed not expecting anything but another shitty story. but then it's actually good and everything orv is
This is the way the authors intended it to be read and the objective correct way to do it. a canon event if you will I wouldn't dare intervene with the orv fan life cycle
See you soon, yoo joonghyuk.
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It would be so funny if someone wrote this from the fan's pov and we just see them going crazy with conspiracy theories about who this mystery guy could be
hmm orv au where gamer yjh fans vaguely spot kdj in the background and try to track him across social media.
they discover that he only exists on the internet across a bunch of random videos, almost ALL from famous celebrities and influencers. Everyone who knows someone can't figure out who this man is irl. But he has a nice voice and all his acquaintances seem to be some degree of obsessed with him.
Someone should write a fic of this (✯ᴗ✯)
i thought of od who murders so hyung can chase him
This would make for such an interesting fanfic
yoo joonghyuk as Choi Han
Anyone know where I can read the orv novel and also the tcf novel?
Kdj: *points at sunfish* look it's you!
They're enjoying some time together XD
Oof rip that dokja
kim dokja experiences true pain
inspo
Yjh standing in the corner be like:🧍♀️
happy pride month ur adopted parents love u
Big booba
Fem!joongdok
Just some doodles I made during the school days
i know in my bones if orv fans saw my orv shelf i would be on their rob lists and that makes me happy
Desperately need an Omniscient Readers Tattoo but I have no clue what to get that wont take ages, need to commission someone to make one but idek who to commision either 😞