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How Civil War Started...

Steve: Tony! You want to hear a joke?

Tony: N-

Steve: How much did it cost to kill your parents?

Tony: ...

Steve: A Buck...

Everyone: 👁👄👁

Steve & Bucky:

i love going back to the beginning of a piece of media with the full weight of knowing how it ends. you see characters get introduced and it’s literally like

[id: the ‘they don’t know’ meme edited to say ‘they don’t know the profound and life-changing effect they will have on each other’. it shows a simple drawing of a guy with a party hat standing in the corner of a room, looking at two couples who are happy and dancing. the guy is edited to have shiny, tearful eyes. end id.]

A fandom friend once used the phrase ‘my canon’, and I have adopted it.

It may not be the canon, but it’s my canon, and no one can stop me!

(x)

Heartbreaking: Scene I wrote in my head while in shower turns out to be 98% less cool when I actually write it down.

Being a writer is just 97% googling words to make sure they mean exactly what you always assumed they meant.

we usually think of mood as a scale from 1-5, but there's actually a negative scale too, where the frown turns back into a smile, but just a little insane !

Have you seen my fangs?

Tag yourself: Modern monsters.

Vampire: Black leather jackets and sunglasses, night owl, blood-red lipstick and black eye shadow, deep kisses, mysterious,  is a picky eater, intelligent and witty, buys old stuff for “the aesthetic”, wants to see the world, is a wine-person, can do a perfect snarl, eye-rolls at stupid people.

Werewolf: Long and colourfull nails, loves puppies, eat a lot of meat, playful, is athletic, protec and attac, can’t do math, is sweet and lovable, hoodies and running shoes,  loves to cuttle, always knows when the next full moon is.

Siren: Coloured hair, wears skirts and dresses, swims at night, shiny highlighter, doesn’t wear shoes, seduces people with her songs, eyes as deep as the ocean, shallow kisses, laughs at her own jokes, sings in the shower, likes the stars, collect crystals and seashells.

Zombie: Wears statement t-shirts, mixes food together, can’t do sports to save her life, knows all the memes, a fangirl TM, would lose her head if it weren’t attached to her body, pillow-forts and blankets, is very lazy.

Witch: Wears all black, magical symbols as tattoos, carries her potions in water-bottles, her house is full of plants, has a pet bird, loves the outdoors, grows her own greens, vegetarian, wears hats, scientific, cat-person.

Ghost: Is shy, cold colours, clothes that flow in the wind, sensitive, cries a lot, mostly stays at home, owns an ouija-board, want everyone to get along, pale, soft lipgloss, is always freezing, walks lightly, doodles on everything, stares through people, remember embarrassing things too often.

This is in my nightmares.

Halloween 👻🦇

Reletable

Back to school Gothic

Everyone has a new look for this school year. They all look completely different. You don’t recognize anyone.

The blinds are always down, and you don’t know why.

Orientation has been rescheduled to the end of the year. No-one addresses that this could be an issue.

Every time you put something in your pencil case it disappears. To where you don’t know. You just know that it won’t come back.

All new students get called up to the principal, but no one remembers what they were told.

Even though none of the windows is open, crows still get into all the classrooms. When a crow sits on a student’s desk they go home and never returns.

There is only one club in the entire school. No-one is allowed to join and all information about it is “classified”

me after a long day of blocking PB haters

Fun Facts About Me (Part Two):

- I fall for the shy and quiet nerds >:D watch out

- I also fall for the funny extroverts

- My favorite Pokémon is Ninetales

- I once ate a dandelion

- I once jumped down a whole flight of stairs

- Scaring me is incredibly easy if I trust you

- If I don't, I already expect it so beWARE

- Animals are drawn to me for some reason?

- I'm bad at convos

- I say 'y'all' when referencing people at my school

- I will say "I hate you" to your face if I mean it

- I have no regrets

- My family is actually super poor

- My house is always a mess except my room

- I am the only introvert surronded by extroverts in my family.

"I have seen things you can not possibly imagine"

Eyes of a stone cold killer,

Mind of a single cell organism.

ive never proofread a single thing ive written in my life as soon the words are outside my brain i no longer recognize them as mine and i want nothing more to do with them

“I’m gonna go get crap-on-other-peoples-lawns drunk” 🥂🍾

literally me

But will I stop? No

when you spent 4 hours solving a math problem only to realise you read the question wrong

Autumn moodboard

Between two kingdoms of summer and winter There was a girl who lived in the forest Her voice so calming, so quite, so gentle My golden braclet on her skinny wrist

I asked her to teach me how to dance like the rain She said just hold my hand and ill do the rest And then I could feel her heartbeat in my vain Her sweet laugh and the world tormented a little less

Lovely girl in a golden dress

when you see a bunch of follows so you're super excited but scared but then you see that they're all pretty much maybe not exactly age appropriate pages so then you block them and then you finally see at the very bottom a pjo stan account and you're happy-

i already have a job and it's called keeping myself alive. why do i have to be employed on top of that

Alexithymia sucks. This chart helps!

How are you feeling? You don’t know? Me neither! So I look at this chart several times a day (got reminders set on my phone) to check in on how I’m feeling throughout the day. I’ve been doing it for a few months, and it’s actually getting a lot easier to identify how I’m feeling.

Pro tip: some people have to rely more on how their body feels to tell them what they’re feeling emotionally. Work on trying to identify how certain emotions feel in your body. Work in broad strokes at first, before working on identifying more specific emotions. For example, try to notice how sad, happy, angry, and afraid feel. Where in your body do you feel them? What physical sensations go along with the emotions? It’s different for everyone!

The more often you practice, the better you’ll get at it. This is all straight from my therapist and it’s how I’m finally feeling my feelings after years of dissociation.