Mlm Yearning - Blog Posts

SUPER DUPER UNDERRATED UNKNOWN PSYCHOLOGICAL GOTHIC BOOK FANART!!! Characters are from Dark Water by Elizabeth Lowry; I highly recommend you check it out, if this sounds like your jam!! Happy to (possibly) be the first person to make fanart of them 😞

Yearning is not beautiful in the way you think it is. It’s not as poetic as the songwriters make it feel. It’s painful. It’s a knife deep in your soul that twists every time you think about them. It hurts in the same way looking through an old photo album hurts. It is beautiful and it is poetic, and it will destroy you.

This would heal my soul

please can we make out faggot style in the corner of the theatre

May i add: cowboys 😫🤠

OOuUuOuhgh boys 😭😫

they NEED to work it out on the remix fr

boyfriends sitting down under a tree holding hands and thinking about each other

i want the small but significant things. the goodbye and hello kisses, knowing how they like their tea/ coffee, taking care of them when they’re sick, „i got that thing you mentioned“, falling asleep in each other’s arms and them being the first thing you see when you wake up, lazily making out, being a shoulder to cry on, cooking together and for each other, making memories together … sharing our lives until we can’t tell where one ends and the other begins

And run my FINGERS through his HAIR

I want to KISS my nonexistent BOYFRIEND

can we just snuggle for a long while? take it in turns to have your arm around the other? maybe have a film or music on in the background?

just us two, just snuggling

I just want to hold a boy in my arms. His soft hair tickling my nose. I kiss the top of his head, him holding my hands as they are wrapped around his waist. I want a boy to hold my face in his hands and kiss me so gently. I need a boy to bring me to surprise dates, holding my hand as we go on a ferris wheel, or share his cotton candy with me. Having a decent apartment with him, walking downtown and just going to random junk stores. Having picnics with the cakes and cookies we baked together. A boy I can have a full conversation with just silence. Him doing my nails, making me pretty with his makeup. Owning a cat with him. Staying up at night and watching movies. Seeing him stim while he gets excited, him being nonverbal and letting me hold him throughout it. Him cuddling me as I have an episode. Him giving me reassurance without me asking. Him being so giggly and happy around me. Me smiling so much around this boy. God.

Wrote this at like 4am,, oops

i think there’s a reason

why former love tears us apart

it’s so one day

when we find our other half

we know what it feels like

to truly be whole

there’s something so incredibly soft about the phrase “this made me think of you.” or, “this reminded me of you.” like!!!! being known is scary but then people see fragments of you in the world around them and can’t help but share that love and i think that’s beautiful.

HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS!!! I never thought any of my poems would get more than a dozen notes at the most and my newest one got 95??? THANK YOU SO MUCH 😭💜 I’m so fucking happy y’all liked it!! More coming soon 💞

mutuals do this with me

dog teeth #317

have you ever loved someone so much

that even after they break your heart

you just want them to be okay

Yrsa Daley-Ward, from bone; “waiting for the check to clear”

It just hit me, one day I will be in love with someone. he'll make me feel like home and everything will be alright. i will be able to cuddle with him every night. my life will full of kisses and hugs. i will be able to marry him, one day. I'll be able to say proudly that he's my husband and I'm his too.

love is that first bite of a chocolate covered strawberry

love is seeing a fresh bouquet of roses on a day where everything else seems so grey

love is that feeling when you wake up in the morning, and your bed is just too comfortable to get out of

love is chicken noodle soup when you feel sick

love is their hands giving you the warm bowl, and their voice telling you not to burn your tongue

love is the laughter you share when it happens anyway…

love is feeling like nothing else matters when you’re together

it’s as simple as sitting outside and watching the snow fall

hot chocolate in hand, head on his shoulder

and finally, in a world that’s always been so cold to us, we feel warm

I just want to get high together and cuddle. Is that too much to ask for?

I want to bury my face in a man's chest and be held tightly by him

i deserve to have a pretty boy giving me hickeys right now

via weheartit

"Love is natural and real.. but not for such as you and I, my love.."

YOU GUYS. IT HAPPENED. IT FUCKING HAPPENED OH MY GOD OH MY GOD.

nothing grips a closeted tboy like a wlw song where love is not reciprocated because 'i'm not a boy'

yearning for friendships with fellow freaky trans guys while having the social skills of a piece of lint is actually very hard. someone should pat me on the back and give me a juice box for it

This is romance, everything else is a vague imitation.

Third base is getting stabbed in the stomach and slumping forward with your chin on their shoulder and blood dripping from your mouth